Friday, September 01, 2006
not meant to be
not meant to be
I cannot, i repeat, i CANNOT believe what i did just now in the afternoon! i just did that for fun and such big things change. omgomgomgomg! how am i gonna face him next week? yes i noe it's next week but still very hurtful. should i say that it wasn't true? damien still dunno about this! hopefully kathleen told damien already! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! seriously i feel like no going to church! no cannot! i go to church cas of god not cas of him. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! i really cannot believe it! Hope he's still my childhood fren i noe. very horny one. very noisy in class. i'll see if really there's any changes in him. how i wish i really could turn back time and did not add those words! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! cannot be so depress! it's not my fault!:( well i guess it's my fault. godgodgodgod! ok i better stop.
My brother suppose to use the com[: but i took it from him after a while of playing some lame games. tat's my trick. say i help him play den after a while i wont gif him back:D aiyah. i better end here before i get caught by my dad sneaking here and there. i noe i'm lame muahaha. if alyanna and kat go out tml can go wif kuya zul and daddy watch monster house:D aiyah i'll see tml if i'm ok and it depends on alyanna and kat cas i dun want to be the only gal:D
My brother suppose to use the com[: but i took it from him after a while of playing some lame games. tat's my trick. say i help him play den after a while i wont gif him back:D aiyah. i better end here before i get caught by my dad sneaking here and there. i noe i'm lame muahaha. if alyanna and kat go out tml can go wif kuya zul and daddy watch monster house:D aiyah i'll see tml if i'm ok and it depends on alyanna and kat cas i dun want to be the only gal:D
what we could have been, 9:40 PM.
