Wednesday, October 21, 2009
you promised me a forever more
you promised me a forever more
tmr's the day that i'll slowly end my life with every torturous second of daylight.
just gg liao.
good lucks to you o lvl peeps.
im burnt out
but im hanging in there,
for you.
what we could have been, 8:30 PM.
Wednesday, October 14, 2009
fragmented heart
fragmented heart
8 more days.
to phy/chem o lvl practical.
12 more days.
to the first written paper.
kill me.
to phy/chem o lvl practical.
12 more days.
to the first written paper.
kill me.
what we could have been, 5:50 PM.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
to do what i have to
to do what i have to
happy belated sweet sixteen aly. (:
what can i say? the preparation for o lvl is really draining me out. when i say draining, it mean literally draining me out. all i think about to the upcoming o lvl. you dont know how much i long to take my last paper on the 12th of november, heck clb!
ytd, i went for chemistry consultation after much dilemma i was facing since i woke up. afterwards, ate at bpp with dulcie, john, gen and nasrul. then headed to jurong library to meet kat and her primary sch bestfriend, yim ling. i studied more chem. left library at 9 plus. went to westmall for late dinner at macs. mom and dad kept calling. thank God i wasnt screwed! reached home about 11 plus. slept an hour later, woke up at 2. roam ard the house a while, slept back and woke up ard 6. decided to shower and started studying.
yes, studied till 10 plus. got ready to go gombak to get my mom's pills, dropped by westmall to get stuff. home, slacked an hour then continued studying. i was doing chem and phy papers in the morning. in the afternoon, it was all for history southeast asia. dinner at 8 plus, then did maths. and nowwww, im all drained. i feel damn dead. baaaah, i wonder if what im doing now helps. if not i'll just die laaaaa.
sch's tmr, im not happy! ugggh.
this would probably be my last time updating here till Os are done. maybe i'll drop by here as and when i like. there's still a few more birthdays to come. sigh. jusper's 7th birthday would be quiet for me. i heard they'll have bbq party. and all i can do is go down, grab food and continue studying my ass off. it'll be one weird night for me cause normally i'll be at the court, playing rough basketball with john kat and josh plus aly when she was still here.
nostalgic feelings.
goodnight.
pardon for the um the messy writings. im currently not on a stale state of mind.
what can i say? the preparation for o lvl is really draining me out. when i say draining, it mean literally draining me out. all i think about to the upcoming o lvl. you dont know how much i long to take my last paper on the 12th of november, heck clb!
ytd, i went for chemistry consultation after much dilemma i was facing since i woke up. afterwards, ate at bpp with dulcie, john, gen and nasrul. then headed to jurong library to meet kat and her primary sch bestfriend, yim ling. i studied more chem. left library at 9 plus. went to westmall for late dinner at macs. mom and dad kept calling. thank God i wasnt screwed! reached home about 11 plus. slept an hour later, woke up at 2. roam ard the house a while, slept back and woke up ard 6. decided to shower and started studying.
yes, studied till 10 plus. got ready to go gombak to get my mom's pills, dropped by westmall to get stuff. home, slacked an hour then continued studying. i was doing chem and phy papers in the morning. in the afternoon, it was all for history southeast asia. dinner at 8 plus, then did maths. and nowwww, im all drained. i feel damn dead. baaaah, i wonder if what im doing now helps. if not i'll just die laaaaa.
sch's tmr, im not happy! ugggh.
this would probably be my last time updating here till Os are done. maybe i'll drop by here as and when i like. there's still a few more birthdays to come. sigh. jusper's 7th birthday would be quiet for me. i heard they'll have bbq party. and all i can do is go down, grab food and continue studying my ass off. it'll be one weird night for me cause normally i'll be at the court, playing rough basketball with john kat and josh plus aly when she was still here.
nostalgic feelings.
goodnight.
pardon for the um the messy writings. im currently not on a stale state of mind.
what we could have been, 10:20 PM.
Thursday, October 01, 2009
come back home
come back home
goodbye septemeber, hello october.
what we could have been, 11:11 PM.
