Friday, May 29, 2009
looking down the road
looking down the road
hello!
kay. so another sch term has enjoyed and i cant happily proclaim it's june holidays cause it aint any holiday to the graduating classes. we still have lessons next week and the two weeks that follows. ive got two weeks for art, to complete my final work and i dont know if im able to complete it on time.
it was somewhat the last day of sch and also results day. i didnt do well, i swear i didnt do well! i passed border line and failed badly, very nice. i think i should spend this so called holiday to buck up. i think i should kick this horrible thing that has been with me, procrastinating. i should start waking up by now cause it's less than 5 months to the big O lvl. i should aim higher, stretch myself moreeeeeeeeeeeee. hopefully i sacrifice this much. i mean, it's less thana year man! it feels like as if ive got no life, tsk. but like what mr keh told us, the art student, right now we're all frowning whatever whatever but at the end of the day, we'll be smiling like there's no tmr instead of crying like there's no tmr. i think i'll surrender my phone earlier than the usual 7pm. unlimited sms sure has it's downside too.
anw, confirmation rehearshal later at night. something funny happened mins ago. my auntie msg me if i was going home first before going to church and i told her i was home. next thing i knw, she went into my room. both of us didnt have any clue that each of us were home alrdy. hahahaha. funny shyt. confirmation day is tmr, omg! oh and i had running nose this morning. it sucks, i swear! confirmation is tmr some more! ): it keeps raining and running, tsk.
oh happy belated birthdaysssss to john thomas, my dad, kat's dad, ranelle, kyle, tito erwin and many more. this month's horoscope sure has tangled me up with a huge mess. but being a gemini sure rocks. (: i shall go and slack more, haha.
toodles.
kay. so another sch term has enjoyed and i cant happily proclaim it's june holidays cause it aint any holiday to the graduating classes. we still have lessons next week and the two weeks that follows. ive got two weeks for art, to complete my final work and i dont know if im able to complete it on time.
it was somewhat the last day of sch and also results day. i didnt do well, i swear i didnt do well! i passed border line and failed badly, very nice. i think i should spend this so called holiday to buck up. i think i should kick this horrible thing that has been with me, procrastinating. i should start waking up by now cause it's less than 5 months to the big O lvl. i should aim higher, stretch myself moreeeeeeeeeeeee. hopefully i sacrifice this much. i mean, it's less thana year man! it feels like as if ive got no life, tsk. but like what mr keh told us, the art student, right now we're all frowning whatever whatever but at the end of the day, we'll be smiling like there's no tmr instead of crying like there's no tmr. i think i'll surrender my phone earlier than the usual 7pm. unlimited sms sure has it's downside too.
anw, confirmation rehearshal later at night. something funny happened mins ago. my auntie msg me if i was going home first before going to church and i told her i was home. next thing i knw, she went into my room. both of us didnt have any clue that each of us were home alrdy. hahahaha. funny shyt. confirmation day is tmr, omg! oh and i had running nose this morning. it sucks, i swear! confirmation is tmr some more! ): it keeps raining and running, tsk.
oh happy belated birthdaysssss to john thomas, my dad, kat's dad, ranelle, kyle, tito erwin and many more. this month's horoscope sure has tangled me up with a huge mess. but being a gemini sure rocks. (: i shall go and slack more, haha.
toodles.
what we could have been, 3:48 PM.
Monday, May 25, 2009
sex, lies and scandals
sex, lies and scandals
heyyyyy!
haha. just a mini update. in sch cpa lab now. they made us do some trail thingy that's got to do with IT. lol! i got 24/25, damn cool :D last week friday, they made us do for fun and i got 22/25. geeee, it's pretty easy la.
anw, last week of sch before " school holiday ". yups, school holiday! still need to go back sch one lor. i swear there's alot of may babies ah, haha. kay, hmmmm. i dont know what to update leh. my weeks has been pretty pretty boring ah. oh oh, i managed to buy my confirmation dress alrdy :D something off my burden! :D confirmation is like 5 days away and i dont know what im feeling right now ah. quite excited but okay okay only ah. sigh. i dont even know if im ready for it ah. we'll see as the day nears.
ps: i saw ziying going to my blog. hahhahaha. random ah. im bored. ):
another boring non-intensive student lesson or whatever you call it. booooooooooo! oh oh! EJ Falcon has this new show in TFC that is coming out soon. omggggggggg, he's hot ah! i wonder how's he and valrie, tsk. " Katorise " or however you spell it seems really nice. i shall watch it since it'll be out during the holiday! finally can watch tv, like in a long long time. i shall go, byeeee! (:
oh oh, i think AJ Perez looks a bit retarded in Your Song: Boystown. his saliva is like idk how to explain! hahahaha.
haha. just a mini update. in sch cpa lab now. they made us do some trail thingy that's got to do with IT. lol! i got 24/25, damn cool :D last week friday, they made us do for fun and i got 22/25. geeee, it's pretty easy la.
anw, last week of sch before " school holiday ". yups, school holiday! still need to go back sch one lor. i swear there's alot of may babies ah, haha. kay, hmmmm. i dont know what to update leh. my weeks has been pretty pretty boring ah. oh oh, i managed to buy my confirmation dress alrdy :D something off my burden! :D confirmation is like 5 days away and i dont know what im feeling right now ah. quite excited but okay okay only ah. sigh. i dont even know if im ready for it ah. we'll see as the day nears.
ps: i saw ziying going to my blog. hahhahaha. random ah. im bored. ):
another boring non-intensive student lesson or whatever you call it. booooooooooo! oh oh! EJ Falcon has this new show in TFC that is coming out soon. omggggggggg, he's hot ah! i wonder how's he and valrie, tsk. " Katorise " or however you spell it seems really nice. i shall watch it since it'll be out during the holiday! finally can watch tv, like in a long long time. i shall go, byeeee! (:
oh oh, i think AJ Perez looks a bit retarded in Your Song: Boystown. his saliva is like idk how to explain! hahahaha.
what we could have been, 11:57 AM.
Thursday, May 21, 2009
i believe
i believe
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUA HE AN!
16 alrdy ah? dont stop your lame jokes okay?
thanks for being for me these days! (:
hey!
intensive mother tongue started alrdy and im not involved, hahahaha. im really tempted to get a ticket and fly back to pinas but nvm. i wanna let things come naturally and not by force, heh. so gotten some of my results and it sucks pretty uch. as expected acutally so ya. i shall grab this intensive mother tongue a chance to improve my weakest sub. (:
i dont know what to update alrdy. hahaha. kay, bye.
what we could have been, 8:56 AM.
Sunday, May 17, 2009
i'd rather you
i'd rather you
hey.
yeah, one more freaking paper to go! :D mid year can kiss my ass already. i think ive made so much careless mistakes, i dont feel like looking at my results when they give it back to us. aside from the intensive studying i manage to do, this week pretty much sucked to the core. i didnt sleep for one day on sunday. probably the insomia has kicked in again. dad caught me wide awake that early weeeeeeeeeeeeee morning of monday, the day we had school holiday. plus i was using my phone, playing some game. i thought that might help me sleep but he took it away and made me do housework. yesssss! can you imagine? like 5am on a non school day. but i didnt mind cause i wasnt sleepy. but knocked out ard 7plus.
insomia kicked in again, friday night. alot of things were in my mind and tears just started rolling down. geee, what's wrong with me?! an hour of tosing and turning, i gave up and read some book i happen to find. omg, soooooooooooo horny. lol. but i fell alseep ard 4plus, thank god. must be the coffee and milk tea i drank in the early and late afternoon. i was suprised i wasnt tired at all after rounds of tiring game of wii in john's house. we had a mini early celebration for the end of mid year, lol. and im actually grounded from the computer :D dad changed my password, sheesh! but my siblings happen to be using anyway, hahaha.
i spent my morning in the market, forced by dad. and so, im killing time now before ASAP starts or maybe i'll study for paper 1 phy/chem. cause it's a must must musssssssssssst to catch your song: boystown. omg, echong dee and my new baby AJ Perez is there :D i think that guys' name is AJ Perez, hahaha. and, i cant be in denial anymore. cause robi domingo is hot, like ever since i first saw him in PBB but i didnt like his rich-brat attitude. summers are really making the guys sizzling hot :D i happened to be channel surfering ytd when " Nasaan ka maruja " was showing. then i saw .. enchong dee. so i watched :D oh and friday night, i happened to watch survior and i think that " coach " guy was really weird. what's with him man. something to do with dragons, it sent chills down my spine. lol. thank god he's been voted out. you shoul've seen to faces of the ppl when he was saying some quote! hahahaha.
ive been watching alot of tvees recently cause, i got no access to the computer and i got no access to my phone! D: how saddening can that be?? my hand is itching to message ppl and waste my sms-es away, heh. i can tahan this until my dad gives me back my phone. who knws, by then i may not even bother about my phone. lol. kay la kay la. enough already. i shall wait for 215pm for asap!
love love love you.
♥
yeah, one more freaking paper to go! :D mid year can kiss my ass already. i think ive made so much careless mistakes, i dont feel like looking at my results when they give it back to us. aside from the intensive studying i manage to do, this week pretty much sucked to the core. i didnt sleep for one day on sunday. probably the insomia has kicked in again. dad caught me wide awake that early weeeeeeeeeeeeee morning of monday, the day we had school holiday. plus i was using my phone, playing some game. i thought that might help me sleep but he took it away and made me do housework. yesssss! can you imagine? like 5am on a non school day. but i didnt mind cause i wasnt sleepy. but knocked out ard 7plus.
insomia kicked in again, friday night. alot of things were in my mind and tears just started rolling down. geee, what's wrong with me?! an hour of tosing and turning, i gave up and read some book i happen to find. omg, soooooooooooo horny. lol. but i fell alseep ard 4plus, thank god. must be the coffee and milk tea i drank in the early and late afternoon. i was suprised i wasnt tired at all after rounds of tiring game of wii in john's house. we had a mini early celebration for the end of mid year, lol. and im actually grounded from the computer :D dad changed my password, sheesh! but my siblings happen to be using anyway, hahaha.
i spent my morning in the market, forced by dad. and so, im killing time now before ASAP starts or maybe i'll study for paper 1 phy/chem. cause it's a must must musssssssssssst to catch your song: boystown. omg, echong dee and my new baby AJ Perez is there :D i think that guys' name is AJ Perez, hahaha. and, i cant be in denial anymore. cause robi domingo is hot, like ever since i first saw him in PBB but i didnt like his rich-brat attitude. summers are really making the guys sizzling hot :D i happened to be channel surfering ytd when " Nasaan ka maruja " was showing. then i saw .. enchong dee. so i watched :D oh and friday night, i happened to watch survior and i think that " coach " guy was really weird. what's with him man. something to do with dragons, it sent chills down my spine. lol. thank god he's been voted out. you shoul've seen to faces of the ppl when he was saying some quote! hahahaha.
ive been watching alot of tvees recently cause, i got no access to the computer and i got no access to my phone! D: how saddening can that be?? my hand is itching to message ppl and waste my sms-es away, heh. i can tahan this until my dad gives me back my phone. who knws, by then i may not even bother about my phone. lol. kay la kay la. enough already. i shall wait for 215pm for asap!
love love love you.
♥
alot of " i wonder hows " has been flooding in my mind.
soooooooon, i'll get the answer .. slowly.
what we could have been, 12:30 PM.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
just like the ray of light
just like the ray of light
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY MOMMY.
I LOVE YOU. ♥
what more can i say?
you're the best, put aside the setbacks.
hey hey,
i posted especially for mothers' day, hahaha. friday and saturday was my slack day while i sacrifice my sunday shows in TFC for chemistry intensive study. this is by far one of my productive studying times, hahahaha. i managed to write notes for chem. tmr, i'll have history intensive study. (:
anw, my mom brought up a matter about going back to pinas. sheesh! firstly, she made me sooo high with excitement then crushed it down like dirt. tsk! cause my cousin having this thingy in pinas and she wants as much cousins to attend. she even booked me last year when i was in pinas but the thing is, im having my confirmation on the 30th of may. and hers falls on the 28h! tssssssssssssssk! i could go but there's confirmation. then i told my mom i could like leave on the 19th and come back on the 29th morning. i'll be able to be present for the rehearsal on the 29th night and the day itself. i so badly wanna participate la. it's like a once in a life time kinda thing loh. ): but oh well! she even said the tickets are pretty cheap! gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah! and it got crushed. ):
lol. i shall go. just wanna vent a little. bye.
new haircut, taken ytd. (:
what we could have been, 11:20 PM.
Friday, May 08, 2009
beautiful encounters
beautiful encounters
hey!
i shall start with pics first, heh. enjoy!
i miss this place, this point of time. hahahaha.
this could've been a nice candid if germaine was in that middle. and the boys kicked me out of the living room after 5 plus rounds of rock bands. geeee, boys are tsk.
he was concentrating on the game his play, tsk.
after school! john likes this pic, i think. hahaha.
i wanted to capture her with some unglam look but tsk.
this two pic was one of the days where we talk & talk in canteen. kat, was a major sadist on that day. she enjoyed cutting the poor plate, lol.
i shall start with pics first, heh. enjoy!
i miss this place, this point of time. hahahaha.
this could've been a nice candid if germaine was in that middle. and the boys kicked me out of the living room after 5 plus rounds of rock bands. geeee, boys are tsk.he was concentrating on the game his play, tsk.after school! john likes this pic, i think. hahaha.i wanted to capture her with some unglam look but tsk.this two pic was one of the days where we talk & talk in canteen. kat, was a major sadist on that day. she enjoyed cutting the poor plate, lol.so hi! :D tdy no sch, just for aes .. i think. and i think the e-learning thingy was damn useless, a total waste of time! and kat kept calling me to log in before whatever happens, lol. damn noisy la that girl. anw, a week of mid year is over. still got another week to fight through and honestly, i still dont get the studying thingy going, it sucks! ive been slacking recently, hahaha.
next week, is a no play-play week cause all are " major " papers. im so glad that art is soooooo over but i would like to thank ellis tan jiawen for helping me write my name on every piece of my drawing block and colouring part of my art work. i feel really bad that you colour till hand pain. but without your help, i dont think i'll manage to complete it. so holiday till monday, yeeeah! i pretty much slacked the whole day tdy so i shall try my best to study tmr.
my auntie in pinas bought me my confirmation dress and ive yet to see. if i dont like then .. i'll wear it on certain occasion. i think the sleeve thingy is like the filipino traditional dress kind one, puffy puffy kinda thing. omg, im not attending some filipino ceremony here! geeee. meanwhile, i shall go ard looking for potential dresses tmr when mom and dad. dad still owe me for forcing my lazy bum out of the house tdy just to help him bring back his bag. he's really smart. i went home suffering cause the bad weigh like 100kg on my shoulders and im serious! he made me go to jurong mrt station and meet me inside so i had to take train back home again. so i wasted my money, tsk. peak hour some more! can you imagine how crowded it was? i was like a freaking sandwich with a enormous bag which i think made me look more insane than i was alrdy.
kay, i shall stop complaining. hahahaha. dad came home looking half sober. i heard justin grumbling so i guess he was disturbing them, hahahaha. he always does that - hugging and kissing us whenever we're asleep. anw, i shall go off. i doubt i'll be able to wake up tmr for the mini reunion. sigh.
goodnight.
what we could have been, 11:26 PM.
Sunday, May 03, 2009
find it within you
find it within you
happy 5th birthday, baby girl. (:germaine jane salibio gorada.
♥
hey.
omg, mid years next week. heh :D im currently doing my art, cause i felt the urge to do so. im aimming to get it done by tdy so that i dont have to worry so much and can concentrate on other subjects. ytd party was well, few ppl came. duhhhhhhh! i mean why hold such a big party when it's recession now, lol. but i bet they're saying it for jusper's birthday since it's a filipino tradition to hold a big birthday celebration when your child turns 7. party at my house but hanged out at kevin's house with kenneth, rovabel and her cousin. the kids ruled the house so we decided to get out, hahaha.
and so it's time to concentrate on my art and ive used some drama as my determination to get my art done by tdy. cause my hands cant stop clicking the next episodes laaah! tsk. oh and do you know it sucks when you're down with a cough? Ms Bhavani sent messages to us saying if we have cough or down with high temperature, we got to stay at home. uh-oh! but dad said this cough is normal and he doesnt want me to miss sch cause mid years is coming and ive been missing sch a couple of times this year unlike the past years, lol. i shall go lah! heh (:
but before the goodbye, i wanna greet these two ppl an advanced birthday, heh.
happy advanced 16th birthday Linda Lee ( 4th may )
and
happy advanced 16th birthday Jerome Lim ( 4th may )
with love,
♥
goodbye.
what we could have been, 4:30 PM.
Friday, May 01, 2009
sleepless
sleepless
goodbye april, hello may.
hey.
omg. it's alrdy may! almost half the year is gone, ive got to start waking up. no school tdy so i spent my early afternoon reading book and tearing cause of the story plus slacking. then i began my " intensive study " but i dont think it is. maths tdy didnt like me cause it gave me a huge headache. i didnt notice that maths paper would be like our last few papers, tsk. mid years is next week and im so totally not ready for it.
party for germaine tmr and tssssssssssssssk! i heard limited ppl are invited, dang. i thought there'll be a mini reunion with my childhood friends, sigh. tmr, i shall party my hearts out before mid years come. i wanna cut my hair and this time, i really may. maybe tmr :D it's too long, i get pissed with it easily. hahaha. but obviously i wont cut too much laaaah. later heart pain!i wished there's no such thing as o lvl. like that, i can stuff myself with taiwan dramas. i seem to miss out alot alrdy and i wanna re-watch those ive watched. ive got millions of dramas and few movies to watch, it can last me a lifetime. hahaha.
ytd, i stuffed myself with hana yori dango, korean version. been wanting to watch that ever since i saw it in mysoju but sec 4 life is too hectic. but mysoju wasnt happy with me after a while cause suddenly got some error, irritating. the girls in class are going crazy over kim bum esp ziying, lol.
when i watch taiwan dramas, it's mostly something to do with family and love. some love stories really make you wanna fall in love too. when i watch korean, it's hilarious and can be freaking sad also. when i watch A Millionaire's First Love, i cried a river. hahaha, exaggerating! when i watch japanese dramas, i dont know what to say. i think they're pretty conservative? cause the only drama i watched is hana yori dango, japan version. lol, random thoughts here lah.i wish mike he can have a new drama with rainie yang soon, tsk. i miss those two, their chemistry is really too good. kay, im tempted to like continue watching hana yori dango. sheesh, ive got to control. i dont feel like helping my mom and auntie to prepare for tmr, heh. oh oh! shoot! tmr got physics and im going cause mid years is next week plus going out with he an to get someone's birthday present, lol.
till here lah!
bye.
have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
have you needed something so bad you cant sleep at night?
have you ever try to find the words but they dont come out right?
have you ever?
have you needed something so bad you cant sleep at night?
have you ever try to find the words but they dont come out right?
have you ever?
what we could have been, 8:11 PM.
