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Monday, December 29, 2008


here i am

eh hi! :D


yeah, im still alive. i was in santa barbara ( dad's place ) for 3 days and went back to iloilo city to continue staying with cousins :D after that a day or two, my mom, my sibs and me took off to Antique. stayed there for about 6 days and it's effing hot there i swear! i think i grew a little dark :D i spent most of my late afternoons with michael and christine ( tintin ) and sometimes lily. we normally just walk ard the neighbourhood, talking and talking. mike and i were like talking about those childhood days of the most whenever tintin goes home to sleep. people in phils sleep early like ard 9pm. the sunsets at 5.30pm, i notice it alooooooooooooot! sunrises at IDK what time, heh. maybe 5am, i dont know. i spent christmas in Antique and Christmas Eve was funnnnnn! cause they were having Macho Gay and mike's three friends joined. omg, they look suitable in dresses and wigs! the sad thing is, i dont understand some of their " GREEN JOKES ". they were speaking in karay-a and i think ilonggo. but christmas day was uhhh .. boring :/ i was rotting the whole time with mike since tintin kept going back home, tsk. at that point of time, i was wishing i was in iloilo. i guess what kat said is right. city is more fun than province.


on the 26th, we went back to iloilo city. the house was full pack! hahaha. international language was spoken cause one family from Singapore, another from California, another from Manila and another from Iloilo. hahaha. it's fun when all your cousins are together. attended kuya boyboy's ( cousin ) wedding on the 28th. i was made to wear heels and i was complaining once in a while. i dont really last long in heels. even my two " guygirl " ( or ASTIGS ) cousins were made to wear heels. well, they're girlsgirls but doesnt REALLY dolls up. i had fun, in a way.

ps: i almost fell while wearing the effing heels. dang! i would've fallen face flat if i didnt balance!


today, 29th .. cousins from Manila came. it's the first time i saw them so didnt really talk that much until just now early evening, kuya chris talked to me. well, he was drunk so yeeeeeeah. hilarious! im out at this time cause we're having night out, teenagers plus adults. the adults are at MO2 right now, drinking and singing. i followed my cousins to the internet cafe :D since kuya chris, ate mimi, toto idk ( :/ ), ate joyjoy, kuya goodie and JR wanna 3 vs 3, dota ( is it? ). ate kay and me, are what we joke ard, watch girls. hahaha :D we wanted to watch them play but they said by standers not allowed so we decided to use it tooo. ive got 2 hours to do whatever i want, tsk.

going Antique tmr!
bye.

what we could have been, 11:04 PM.

Thursday, December 18, 2008


fall

eh hi.

kay, im like in iloilo now, in my dad's place. shyt, i need to go now laaaaaaaa. tsktsk.

anyway, a few more days to christmas! :D

bye.
what we could have been, 6:03 PM.

Monday, December 15, 2008


breathe

eh hello hello! :D

im in pinas now, in manila to be precise. ew, i hate the keyboard of this internet cafe! it's so like tiny to me, lol. i'll be flying off to iloilo later on, cant wait since all the other cousin's are there. that's where the fun would be, heh. been spending time going ard manila with the peeps, esp my astig cousin :D ytd, we went to about 3 - 4 churches. hahahahaha. just went ard look-see-look-see then go to another church. grrrr, some random ppl came rushing to us one point of time .. pulling out my cousin and my hand and gave us this prayer booklet and a necklace kinda thing with Jesus face there. we kinda got cheated laaaaa! the adults said it's only 10pesos while ate joyjoy spent like 40pesos on it.

anddddddd, i hate to say this but i think the necklace is bad luck. cause you know whyyyyyyyyyyyyy?! i got damn pissed for no reason and then and then .. when i was sleeping in the car and i was using both hands to suppose my head when .. .. .. I DONT KNOW HOW THE FREAK IT HAPPENED .. the rosary bracelet aly bought BROKEEEEEEN. like ^%$^#%$^$%! i couldn't take it then breakdown, lol. damn what siaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! i cant rmb how the whole bracelet looked like and how many beads yada yada are there. oh and i hate wearing heels but i have to wear one during the wedding. two nights ago, ate joyjoy and me were going ard SM cubao ( i think ) when i saw this heels. i dont always go ard looking for heels or even have to mood to do so, it's a once in a blue moon kinda thing but my mom has to missing at that point of time. so nowwwwwwwwwwwwww, im being forced to look for another one. ehhhhh, i was pissed. i dont like heeeeeeeeeeeeels. * whines whines *

sorry ah, im like whining here so no one at this point of time would i understand me. even about the bracelet thing. they said: " you can just go get another one from another church. " yeah rigggggght! i told them it's no ordinary ( heh. ) yet they kept saying it's okay. seeeeeeee? no one understands and it sucks when you dont have load ( prepaid ) to spill all your irritated feelings to someone in singapore like kat. ive been keeping things to myself lately and it sucks cause i get pissed easily. anw, im excited to go iloilo and see kuya goodie/goods :D hopefully that ass would be able to cheer me up. i can mad easily laaaaa, tsk. and get irritated easily too.

i still got idk how many more days to go and i dont really wanna know or countdown to when im coming back to singapore cause i dont really wanna go back :/ seems like ate joyjoy is kinda influencing me to eat alot alot. and besides, the adults are stuffing us with rice if there's extra. oh ytd, we had a random mini reunion with my half-cousins and other salibio fam who are in manila. yeah, half cousins .. cause my grandfather ( mom's side ) has two wifes. his first one died and married my grandmother, the second wife. so yeeeeeeeeeeah! Salibio is a pretty big fam. it's really cool that im somewhat related to Magdayao, lol. ohohohohoohhhhhhh! friday, i went to WOWOWEEEE with the ppl with me. lol, the place is small lor! i got to see Shaina Magdayao :D oh and Mariel's pretttttyyyyyyy! even though sometimes she can be pretty OA ( over-reacting ). oh and we got escorts to the studio and our escort is like uber cuteeeeeeee! :D i wanted to take pics with him but paiseh laaaa! i told my mom to take group pic with him but she didnt hear, wasted! ): then i got teased for a while :D

oh ytd, we went to roxas blvd/manila bay. the sun was effing nice i swear! but .. we went early so didnt get to see the sunset. oh and the sunsets at 5pmplus and by 6pmplus, it's dark already like 8pmplus in sg. so yeah! i find this post uhh jumpy in a way :/ pardon me, heh. get distracted with ppl here. so many guys, lol. no no, they arent cute at all. im chatting with aly now so i shall go offf. lalalala :D till i dont know when again! (:
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

oh oh, happy belated 15 birthday pressie - endy victor susanto yadayada.
and to nicholas steven lee wen too. lol.
what we could have been, 11:40 AM.

Monday, December 08, 2008


i wanna be your superhuman

hi!

ive got three more days left before i zoom off, out of singapore, out of idk. ive finished packing, yeeees so early. actually, i normally do the last minute packing but mom kept insisting that i better pack right away before she sees spaces in my luggage and put a few extra clothes inside. and i feel like im gonna fly today. eeeeeeee, i hate packing a few days in advance. my closet is sooooo empty, well not really :/ there are still clothes here and there, lol. now ive got to get my clothes out of the luggage if i need it. i find it pretty dumb but whatever.

i dont know why im feeling scared now right, thinking of flying off in three more days but very excited. celebrating christmas and new year in pinas for the first time, heh. omg and dad said he'll send 200bucks each for my sibs and me for christmas when we're there. woots, damn happy :D eeeh, that's like sooooooooo big if you convert it to pesos lor. hopefully he'll do what he said, tsk. it's bad enough he aint following us. dang, im lazy to bring my geog and pure hist back to pinas to do my homework. ): mom even asked me to bring my maths textbook =.= if we're not going out tmr, maybe i'll start doing pure hist and geog .. if ive got the mood to do so :/

blah. im hungry! it's been a few nights since i had my supper, lol. maybe i'll go and look for some cup noodles, heh. cup noodles plus Hot Shot, taiwan drama would be nice :D
byebye.


17 more days to pasko! :D
17 more days to christmas! :D
ps: actually it's the same meaning :D


spread the love this season.
dont be sad, be happy even though there are
millions of reasons not to be.
love, ♥
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it's the peace,
it's the love,
it's the joy,
it's the hope,
it's the mark.
heh.
random. tsk :D

what we could have been, 12:41 AM.

Sunday, December 07, 2008


it's a damn cold night

hello hello.

it's 2am now and im still awake, heh. currently talking to LJ. he called me like 2amplus in the morning and i find it pretty random. maybe he can make me sleep, hmmm. anw, i woke up feeling damn moody and all. so yeeeah, the whole i wasn't really in a goody good mood. went to the golf xmas party and i swear i was rottttting! ): all i did was to take pics here and there, show my freaking face to dad's friend and all. then went home ard 10pmplus, heh.

so right now .. im rotting in front of the com doing nothing and getting a little entertained by LJ's playlist, lol. ahhhhhhhhhhh, im bored and sleepy. ): tmr is sunday .. hopefully im able to get up and go for mass since it's been 2 weeks since ive gone to church :/ i made my dad go for 1230 mass tmr, heh. i wanna see some filipino cute guys ah. bbff always come informing me that she sees this and that, lalalaa, damn cute, lalaa. damn jealous leh :D anw, i'll be meeting wanjun on monday. yeah, very random right? :D cause i rmbed i need chemistry textbook since ive lost mine and she has it. wootsss :D eh, he an coming back in 2days' time. random!

i took the time to take out each and every of my homework, heh. good girl rigggght? so ive got:
1. woodlands ring sec sch paper, geog.
2. 4-page summarized report, geog.
3. physic practice paper. { do we need to do it? it's given by mdm liew. }
4. SS source base qn on taiwan-china.
5. english compre, passage A&B.
6. maths practice paper.
7. notes need to be read, pure hist.
8. letter writting, english.
9. SS source base qns, bartley sec and chestnut sec.
10. source base qn section A&B, pure hist.

that's all about it, i guess. if got anymore, tell me heh :D dang, which means i need to bring my pure hist and geog textbook along with me! ): i need to end this post cause my phone low batt plus im still on the phone with LJ and i need to get some sleep! this time, i must sleep early. bah-wow.
goodbye!

oh yeah, right on! :D
4 more days.
oh and happy belated 15th birthday michael perera { 6th dec }
what we could have been, 2:24 AM.

Saturday, December 06, 2008


things that they said

happy 18th birthday mary cris raniela flores orbeta. (:
another 18 year old baby. ):

hi, hello.

i so badly wanna be 18 right now but kuya kevC said you'll wish you arent 18 cause of the huge responsibilities you'll face. therefore i can conclude that, there's pros and cons to being 18. well, there's pros and cons to every age you are at actually, i guess. all my mom and her two girlfriends talks about is going clubbing or drinking or whatever at some bar or whatever.

like today, we went to ranelle's house and have a mini party together with kevS's fam. then the adults were like: " regina, 3 more yrs! dont worry! " yeah, 3 more yrs alright. i told a sip from my mom's cup, heh. some beefwhile or whatever beef dry gin it was, lol. that's all i can rmb, dry gin. i rmb the spelling as ALMOST the same as beef, whatever. then the whole entire while i was stoning or rather, in deep thought, base on ate { ah-te, sister } jurane. i was dying halfway through, feeling sleepy. ranelle wasn't in the mood, misunderstanding with her sis so i was left alone listening to the adults talk. i almost fell asleep :D went home 12 plus and almost fell asleep, which is the earliest after 2 weeks or so but dad was burning something into the disc sooo, i lost my sleepiness. well, not really. sleepy but cant sleep.

in the afternoon, i dragged myself out of the freaking chaotic, messy and noisy house for exco meeting. okay, some retarded stuff happened, i think. when i got down from 61, walking towards KAP, veeeery oblivious with my surrounding. i suddenly saw someone wearing black walking beside me and kinda pushed me. i screamed, duhhhhh. was freaking shock, i swear. guess who? yeah, it was endy. i swear i felt like killing him at that point of time. i almost fell down sideways due to the shock i had. thanks alot endy! that really woken my soul up, ugggh! only endy, hong teck, nasrul, bryan and me were present for the exco meeting. oh, dulcie and kaijie tagged along, haha. they were in their own world. meeting ended 5pmplus and rushed home so yeah.

and ytd .. i hate ytd. i hate 4th december of every year, full stop. it's like a curse or smth. cause i rmbed, it was a wednesday on december 2002. went to check my phone and it was 4th december 2002. me and three of my close neighbours were happily cycling back home, we were even laughing. when suddenly, both yue wei and yue hui { yeah, they're twins } smiles suddenly faded away. from a distant, their dad saw them .. well, they weren't allowed to keep or ride bicycles so yeah. they got scolded and all, we offically called it the worst day of the year. everything that took place that day, i rmb it vividly. i cant rmb if anything bad happened for the past years but last year, i had a sucky, as in a reeeeeeeeeeeeally sucky day one of the first week of december. i cant rmb when it was but yeah. this year, it happened again. yeah, it's whatever to you but it's omg to me. lol, whatever :D

and oh, before blogging, i happened to go bloghopping and stumbled upon this chinese/filipino blogger in pinas. i find this 4 things really meangingful, i hope she wouldn't mind. not that she would be reading my blog, but just in case she happens to be bloghopping too. so, hope you dont mind :/

1. troubles will come. it may intensify. it may even hurt you. it may float you away from your destination. but troubles will end. there will always be the beginning and the end.
2. parents may teach you what to do, but you need to need to learn it on your own, even if it takes to do it without them.
3. theories will never be facts without experiments.
4. confidence is earned, not bought.

oh and pardon me if i kept using those four colours :D i find them pretty and it kinda matched altogether, along with green. this seems like a pretty loooong post aside from one of my previous post where i did the quiz. this post is wordy, lol. so pls dont fall asleep :/ maybe i'll add some random pics before ending this wordy post, heh.

kaaaaaaaaat, ziying! pls send me the pics before i leave :D
pics below :D
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this and the second pic is the World Aids Day concert. eh, my phone suck okay.

sissy and me.

pretty much a random pic, heh. that red one is finally mine :D kay, ignore me. orange and blue.

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Insomnia is a symptom of a sleeping disorder characterized by persistent difficulty falling asleep or staying asleep despite the opportunity. It is typically followed by functional impairment while awake. Insomniacs have been known to complain about being unable to close their eyes or "rest their mind" for more than a few minutes at a time. Both organic and non-organic insomnia constitute a sleep disorder.

i googled the exact meaning of insomnia and that was what i found. eh, kat .. that description sound so seriously. but i, too, feel that im suffering from insomnia. i cant sleeeeep, even if im sleepy! last night, i was rolling ard my bed trying to make myself comfortable. it was really horrible, i almost gave up sleeping. is that insomnia or what? lol, ignore me. ugggh, this post is freaking long. i think my first ever long post in my 2 years of blogging? i dont know. it's been ages since ive last posted a pretty loooooooooong post. i dont even think anyone would be reading this part of my post cause .. they'll go off to other blogs, finding my post too wordy and long. i feel like im so longwided today, lol.

kay, dont wanna waste anyone's time. i need to go off, heh. oh tmr/ltr, i have to go to my dad's golf xmas party. got forced to :/ i was suppose to go for mary's birthday celebration but my dad " nagged " at me saying that i always have time for friends but not family. it made me guilty soooo .. i backed out. ): im sorry again.
goodbye and goodnight.

right now, it's 5 more days.
excited? maybe.
two cousins might be following us back to sg for 6 days, heh.

♥


what we could have been, 2:13 AM.

Wednesday, December 03, 2008


i want you back

eh hello! :D

went out with kat and archille today at 4pmplus :D we were pretty unsure of where we were going actually. in the bus, archille stomach hurt so we decided to go plaza singapura and eat there. since that guy was kinda down, we wanted to accompany him watch Madagascar2 but i was kinda short of cash :/ headed to cineleisure since it's only 6 bucks but the showing times were ard 7plus and at that point of time i was pretty unsure of what time im suppose to be home. so we walked ard and ard. on the way out, bought cookies and stuffs then went to esplanade the rooftop there and slacked. we were crapping and all, taking pictures. tote hilar!

in the bus .. kat kinda went abit VERY hyper and sot sot. i dont know why she was like that. maybe cause she was playing one of my handphone games, lol. after a while, i started laughing and all. pretty much cause of that archille, lol. i didnt feel like leaving the seat when the bus went my stop so we decided to hang ard westmall first. went to macs and crapped more. then left the place ard 10pmplus. at the interchange, archille kinda became naggy cause kat was being toooooo hyper and loud in 106 on the way to westmall, lol. he'll grow up to be a naggy father :D two of them left and waited for 106 back home, awwww. so i reached home ard 10.45pm. (: heh. my parents happened to be at town too but with their own group of friends soooo .. i could go home late :D

it's 11pmplus now yet both of them arent home, lol. kay, nvm :D ytd, i went out with my mom and i had my second piercing on my right ear. the whole thing was pretty lol but yeah .. im still alive, lol. then went ard shopping for random stuffs but mostly, i was window shopping.

tmr, there's cac christmas party. arghhhh, i seriously go no time to ask my parents if i could go since both of them are always busy. semi formal .. hopefully it'll be fun. (: this time round, without aly. ): i better get going, i promised { even though promises are meant to be broken } myself i'll sleep earlyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! and ive got a feel i'll break that promise i made :/ kay, cut the crap.
tata.

8more days and in 11 7 mins time, ive got 7 more days to gooooooo. 1 more week 1 more weeeek.

im aubah bubah cubah dubah eubah fubah gubah hubah iubah jubah kubah lubah mubah nubah oubah pubah qubah rubah subah tubah uubah vubah wubah xubah yubah zubah egggcited :D
kay, pardon me.
what we could have been, 11:23 PM.

Tuesday, December 02, 2008


from the Holy Spirit

zomg, do watch this :D wait, if you're a catholic .. do watch it. (:
i miss youth rally/youth day.
Receive The Power yo! (:



thanks nicholas lee. (:

i was watching tv patrol today and omgggggg. pinas is starting their christmas shopping on first december. everyone's not working, everyone's not schooling just for that. aiseeeh, lol. kay, pardon me. (: i shall go off and find other stuffs to do, lol.

those who are going Hokkaido tmr, have a safe trip! (: yeah, he an and eugene. (:

and so ive got 9 more days ..
goodbye.
what we could have been, 12:10 AM.

Monday, December 01, 2008


i will never be

goodbye November, heeeeeeeeello December!
it's the last month of the year, uhhuh uhhuh.
so treasure this month, share the love and joy
:D

the first day of december just aint my day.
currently, ive got 10 more days to relaxation.
sadly, ive got 10 more days to chiong on all my homeworks.
oo, im dumb.

what we could have been, 6:16 PM.


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