Thursday, January 21, 2010
catch me if you can
catch me if you can
i'm already gone.
sugarharsh.lj.com
♥
what we could have been, 10:41 PM.
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
condolence to me
condolence to me
today is the day that i died
and the day i found who is true.
i love you bbff and bd, so much.
thank you. (:
im speechless.
and the day i found who is true.
i love you bbff and bd, so much.
thank you. (:
im speechless.
what we could have been, 12:33 AM.
Saturday, January 02, 2010
peace and love, joy and hope
peace and love, joy and hope
looking back, i suddenly miss the past.
i miss 2006, i miss 2009, i miss alot of people, i miss alot of things.
this year, imma appreciate all that ive got in my life.
♥
i miss 2006, i miss 2009, i miss alot of people, i miss alot of things.
this year, imma appreciate all that ive got in my life.
♥
what we could have been, 7:36 PM.
* waves *
ytd, i got four escorts to walk me to john's place and that's gen, john, josh and kyle. they're good people arent they? hahahaha! one point of time, i blew up and yeah. but the party wasnt so bad with the accompany of wii.
oh oh did i mention i dont have a phone? lol. i spoil two phones within two days, wow. and i didnt even do anything to them ): a nice way to begin a new year isnt it? sigh.
omg. i miss kathleen erika flores orbeta. ): it's been a million year since i last saw her. she kept working and working her life away. lol.
ive got nothing to update, so peace you guys.
bye.
ytd, i got four escorts to walk me to john's place and that's gen, john, josh and kyle. they're good people arent they? hahahaha! one point of time, i blew up and yeah. but the party wasnt so bad with the accompany of wii.
oh oh did i mention i dont have a phone? lol. i spoil two phones within two days, wow. and i didnt even do anything to them ): a nice way to begin a new year isnt it? sigh.
omg. i miss kathleen erika flores orbeta. ): it's been a million year since i last saw her. she kept working and working her life away. lol.
ive got nothing to update, so peace you guys.
bye.
what we could have been, 3:39 PM.
Friday, January 01, 2010
it's never enough
it's never enough
im suppose to be at john's place for new year's party but i cant seem to get my butt out of this chair and im a little down to dosome partying at the moment. ):
WHOEVER HAD ENCOUNTER A SIM VIRUS? WELL, THAT WOULD BE ME, THE RARE ONE.
that's why im down, down down downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
but anw, i shall get my thank you notes to ppl done NOW.
Kathleen,
ikaw! you've been the best best best best bestfriend ever. no matter what, you've nvr left me, nvr gave up on me. you made the biggest impact on my life talaga. without you, i would nvr be this regina people see. you've seen me even before i entered aes and im sure you know what i meant. you opened me upp to so many different things. i love you bestfriend, alwaysssss. despite our rough 2009, i hope we'll still get stronger and stronger. though some things may nvr be the same ulit, we'll make it even better. lol.
Mariel and Alyanna,
you guys definately helped me up too! if only we had more time to make more awesome memories .. though you are all a million miles away, you never fail to cheer me up with your messages. facebook is awesome, lol. in connecting us together. i love our webcam chattings every now and then. basta! you guys are still my bestfriends after all! i love you guysssssssss! <3 when's our next long awaited webcam chat?! lol.
John Pecson,
you! you've been my childhood friend for like what? 11 plus years and we only got closer when we're in secondary sch, lol. thank you for your advises and your shits! you do lighten up my day with your kulit-ness! bestfriend, pare .. lol. idk what to say talaga! i know you definately wont forget me since you're just two blocks away from me, bahahaha. joke. i love you too bestfriend! wooohooooo.
John Thomas,
though we've been sitting and eating together during recess time since sec2, this is the year where ive got closer to you cause of yeeeah. hahaha. those late night phone calls and intensive smses, those secrets, stories, etc .. i had fun with you for the few months of being so close to you, seriously. you made me realise things like how i made you realise alot of things. hahahaha. eh, last long with her ya! chooooooooochoooooooooooooooooo! it's funny how we'll just insult each other everytime we're together, hahaha. eh, good luck for your o lvl this year ah? now, you can finally eat your papaya peacefully! :D
Royette,
how we got close, hindi ko my tandaan pero it's awesome knowing you talaga. it has been a peaceful friendship with you. you've been there for me those few months we were close and ive been there for you .. even now. i still rmb the night you got your first shota. bahahahaha. i accompanied you the whole night. you havent paid me back yet! tsk. but whatever it is, salamat po so lahat oyi! and may you get the happiness and comfort you long for! STOP WORKING TOO MUCH THOUGH YOU LOVE YOUR WORK!
He an,
i nvr get sick and tired reminding you the first day of sch, the day i sit beside you in class. lol. your face is totally unfriendly, hmph. i thought you were weird laaaaaaaaa, tsk. soccer soccer soccer. i almost died! though we no longer sit together, we're still close huh? it's a wonder how that happened. you nvr fail to talk nonsense everytime i talk to you, goodness. sometimes, i wish i could punch you right in your gut. lol! i still rmb how you look differently at my smiley face, hmph. which earn you the name sick partner. this year .. you accompany me in class whenever, which is everyday, gabriel leaves his seat to sit with jaspal, lol. noisy la you. tsk.
Hong Teck,
you you you. you're one of the friend i nvr expect to be close to! hahahaha. belo conversations! thank you for entertaining me tooo. when two belo ppl converse, the conversation just kept going complicated. i will rmb you ah, miley cyrus number one fan who nvr fail to ask me to watch soccer. honestly, i do get interested with you asking me to watch soccer but sometimes, im just lazy to go out of the room and watch alone. lol. eh, you better study hard this year hor! like you said, you'll nvr disappoint me rigggght?! :D
Geneva,
you are someone i nvr expect to be uber close with. sharing with you my thoughts just how you share with me your thoughts. we .. are like twin who have different mother and father. lol. i will nvr forget ltc where we were suay all the way. we go through all the same shits in life, at almost the same time. we .. are like twins who have different mother and father. lol! the contract .. hahahahaaaa! ahemmmmmm. thank you for making 2009 fun in class! you makulit na maliit na babae. lol. last long with joem and stay happy always alright? (:
Ellis,
art buddy, lol! you are somewhat my first friend when i was new in 3/2. i miss those times when we bully nabil, hahahaha. this year though we dont really talk as muchas we used to, you still made my 2009 awesome ahhh! i got many things to say but i forgot :/
Ziying,
my toilet partnerrrrrrrrrrrr! hahahaha. close with you when i was sec3 but not so last year huh? you cheeky girl. i miss going to toilet with you and ummmmm doing random things. hahahaha! but we managed to kiss goodbye to our toilet right? hahaha!
Alvin and Ramdzan,
we all changed. damn, i miss those times we would play silly games, talk crap and how innocent we were back then. oh not forgetting how i used to be taller than the two of you and how i bully you alot esp ramdzan and he'll end up crying :/ i hope one day, we could all hang out together together. hahahaahaaaaa.
Ranelle Mae,
you're the best childhood bestfriend ahhhh! :D though you're one year younger than me, we still clicked! we had so many heart-to-heart talks and it made me feel better after talking to you. though you kept bullying me, you're still awesomeeee laaaaaaa! we need to go out soon. eh, stop obsessing with the pens, ugh. i love you evil twin! <3 i love parties with you, teeheee. queen of the world huh?! feeeeeeeeeeeeeler! hahahahaha.
Angeline,
3 camps, same group for all. wooooooooooots. how fate brings us together. haahahaha! among the three camps, ltc is the camp that i will nvr forget! you fell, you cried, you wake up early, we bath and came back raining .. so many things. so cooooool! hahahaha! we do have heart-to-heart talk too sometimes and it's awesome! :D ange, hahahaha. oh man. i'll miss you and having camps with you. ):
Linda,
you ah, always bully me one. ): so mean siaaaaaaaa! hmph. but whatever it is, you nvr fail to make me laugh. hahaahaha. you forever nag nag nag, haiyohhhhhh! but i will nvr forget it ah. yeah like what you said in your blog, we're not close but got connection there la hor? winks winks. eh eh, if he bully me hor .. scold him for me kay? xiexie rinda reeeeeee.
Weiwei,
wah you just remind me of alyanna everytime i look at you, tsk. eh eh! nvr expect to be close to you ah. lol! i rmb we walked all the way to sch from bpp with kat and we spent so much time playing with the mimosa! hahahahaaaaa. eh we got so many plans yet none even took place. lol! it's great knowing you. (:
Dulcie,
eh rae! the only june babies in 4/2, hahahaha! i had an awesome time with you during history classssss! i miss your crap la, tsk. rae mae rocks, yaaa. hahaahaaaa. thank you for the times we spent together. (:
Vivian, Irah, Amanda, Michelle, Farah, Nasrul,
it's great knowing you people. though we're not that close, the times spent you each and every one of you is fun and awesome! (:
3/2 and 4/2,
thank you for the fun and laughter. i had a memorable time with you guys in class! <3
Ann, Kathleen G, Kevin, Caryl
6th dec is awesome with you guys. hahahaha! thanks for everything hah? we still have long awaited outings.
Nicola Andrews,
simbang gabi made me know you! hahahaha. i had an awesome time squeezing our way to get food with you! it's great knowing you, hahahaaha. next simbang gabi ulit? :D
F,
you'll still be someone special. at least we know what we felt for each other. i dont wanna say i feel wasted not having any memories with you but i guess we're happier this way, arent we? i hope you've learnt something and that you wont make this kind of mistakes again. the situation i was in has definately taught me that when it comes to love, you gotta risk it all. but i wanna thank you for letting me get to know you better. (:
to that very special someone in my life,
you nvr failed to be there for me, you nvr gave up, you nvr leave though i was mean, rude, harsh and whatever other things to you alot of times. i wanna say im sorry i hurt you when you tried to be helpful. you always stood by the sidelines wishing the best for me, with or without my attention. you've seen me at my worse, you've heard me scream, you've heard me cry, you've heard me curse, you've caught me lying, you've seen me down, you've seen me hurt, you've seen me loved someone like how ive seen you loved someone as well. i insulted you, made fun you but you pushed it aside and laughed it off. im sure if it's someone else, i would've lost a friend. we went through so many shits. the impossible has happened and i still cant accept it! im sorry you lost him, a bestfriend. some things just couldnt be helped right? thank you for the 43 days of real happiness and still going strong arent we? :D
you are my listening ear, my pillar of support, my friend, my bestfriend, my bf. goodness, you douche bag! PGK! :D hope you like the prezzie i bought today, heh :D a super belated birthday prezzie.
and to those who come and go in my life,
you people played a part in making me who i am today. thank you for the memories you've given me. we were once so close huh? ive got lots to name. maybe i should. bryan, yixin, auriel, gabriel tay, yao zu aka aaron, andrew ow .. mental block. lol. i know there's alot, definately but i just cant think. lol. but i had awesome time with you peopleeeeee! this is also to the people ive not mentioned.
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im done im doneeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D
ranelle alrdy called my house since she missed me so much, lol. i should be making my way to john's house sooooon. she's alrdy dyingggg.
i hope you people have an awesome 2010!
lots of loveeeeee.
WHOEVER HAD ENCOUNTER A SIM VIRUS? WELL, THAT WOULD BE ME, THE RARE ONE.
that's why im down, down down downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
but anw, i shall get my thank you notes to ppl done NOW.
Kathleen,
ikaw! you've been the best best best best bestfriend ever. no matter what, you've nvr left me, nvr gave up on me. you made the biggest impact on my life talaga. without you, i would nvr be this regina people see. you've seen me even before i entered aes and im sure you know what i meant. you opened me upp to so many different things. i love you bestfriend, alwaysssss. despite our rough 2009, i hope we'll still get stronger and stronger. though some things may nvr be the same ulit, we'll make it even better. lol.
Mariel and Alyanna,
you guys definately helped me up too! if only we had more time to make more awesome memories .. though you are all a million miles away, you never fail to cheer me up with your messages. facebook is awesome, lol. in connecting us together. i love our webcam chattings every now and then. basta! you guys are still my bestfriends after all! i love you guysssssssss! <3 when's our next long awaited webcam chat?! lol.
John Pecson,
you! you've been my childhood friend for like what? 11 plus years and we only got closer when we're in secondary sch, lol. thank you for your advises and your shits! you do lighten up my day with your kulit-ness! bestfriend, pare .. lol. idk what to say talaga! i know you definately wont forget me since you're just two blocks away from me, bahahaha. joke. i love you too bestfriend! wooohooooo.
John Thomas,
though we've been sitting and eating together during recess time since sec2, this is the year where ive got closer to you cause of yeeeah. hahaha. those late night phone calls and intensive smses, those secrets, stories, etc .. i had fun with you for the few months of being so close to you, seriously. you made me realise things like how i made you realise alot of things. hahahaha. eh, last long with her ya! chooooooooochoooooooooooooooooo! it's funny how we'll just insult each other everytime we're together, hahaha. eh, good luck for your o lvl this year ah? now, you can finally eat your papaya peacefully! :D
Royette,
how we got close, hindi ko my tandaan pero it's awesome knowing you talaga. it has been a peaceful friendship with you. you've been there for me those few months we were close and ive been there for you .. even now. i still rmb the night you got your first shota. bahahahaha. i accompanied you the whole night. you havent paid me back yet! tsk. but whatever it is, salamat po so lahat oyi! and may you get the happiness and comfort you long for! STOP WORKING TOO MUCH THOUGH YOU LOVE YOUR WORK!
He an,
i nvr get sick and tired reminding you the first day of sch, the day i sit beside you in class. lol. your face is totally unfriendly, hmph. i thought you were weird laaaaaaaaa, tsk. soccer soccer soccer. i almost died! though we no longer sit together, we're still close huh? it's a wonder how that happened. you nvr fail to talk nonsense everytime i talk to you, goodness. sometimes, i wish i could punch you right in your gut. lol! i still rmb how you look differently at my smiley face, hmph. which earn you the name sick partner. this year .. you accompany me in class whenever, which is everyday, gabriel leaves his seat to sit with jaspal, lol. noisy la you. tsk.
Hong Teck,
you you you. you're one of the friend i nvr expect to be close to! hahahaha. belo conversations! thank you for entertaining me tooo. when two belo ppl converse, the conversation just kept going complicated. i will rmb you ah, miley cyrus number one fan who nvr fail to ask me to watch soccer. honestly, i do get interested with you asking me to watch soccer but sometimes, im just lazy to go out of the room and watch alone. lol. eh, you better study hard this year hor! like you said, you'll nvr disappoint me rigggght?! :D
Geneva,
you are someone i nvr expect to be uber close with. sharing with you my thoughts just how you share with me your thoughts. we .. are like twin who have different mother and father. lol. i will nvr forget ltc where we were suay all the way. we go through all the same shits in life, at almost the same time. we .. are like twins who have different mother and father. lol! the contract .. hahahahaaaa! ahemmmmmm. thank you for making 2009 fun in class! you makulit na maliit na babae. lol. last long with joem and stay happy always alright? (:
Ellis,
art buddy, lol! you are somewhat my first friend when i was new in 3/2. i miss those times when we bully nabil, hahahaha. this year though we dont really talk as muchas we used to, you still made my 2009 awesome ahhh! i got many things to say but i forgot :/
Ziying,
my toilet partnerrrrrrrrrrrr! hahahaha. close with you when i was sec3 but not so last year huh? you cheeky girl. i miss going to toilet with you and ummmmm doing random things. hahahaha! but we managed to kiss goodbye to our toilet right? hahaha!
Alvin and Ramdzan,
we all changed. damn, i miss those times we would play silly games, talk crap and how innocent we were back then. oh not forgetting how i used to be taller than the two of you and how i bully you alot esp ramdzan and he'll end up crying :/ i hope one day, we could all hang out together together. hahahaahaaaaa.
Ranelle Mae,
you're the best childhood bestfriend ahhhh! :D though you're one year younger than me, we still clicked! we had so many heart-to-heart talks and it made me feel better after talking to you. though you kept bullying me, you're still awesomeeee laaaaaaa! we need to go out soon. eh, stop obsessing with the pens, ugh. i love you evil twin! <3 i love parties with you, teeheee. queen of the world huh?! feeeeeeeeeeeeeler! hahahahaha.
Angeline,
3 camps, same group for all. wooooooooooots. how fate brings us together. haahahaha! among the three camps, ltc is the camp that i will nvr forget! you fell, you cried, you wake up early, we bath and came back raining .. so many things. so cooooool! hahahaha! we do have heart-to-heart talk too sometimes and it's awesome! :D ange, hahahaha. oh man. i'll miss you and having camps with you. ):
Linda,
you ah, always bully me one. ): so mean siaaaaaaaa! hmph. but whatever it is, you nvr fail to make me laugh. hahaahaha. you forever nag nag nag, haiyohhhhhh! but i will nvr forget it ah. yeah like what you said in your blog, we're not close but got connection there la hor? winks winks. eh eh, if he bully me hor .. scold him for me kay? xiexie rinda reeeeeee.
Weiwei,
wah you just remind me of alyanna everytime i look at you, tsk. eh eh! nvr expect to be close to you ah. lol! i rmb we walked all the way to sch from bpp with kat and we spent so much time playing with the mimosa! hahahahaaaaa. eh we got so many plans yet none even took place. lol! it's great knowing you. (:
Dulcie,
eh rae! the only june babies in 4/2, hahahaha! i had an awesome time with you during history classssss! i miss your crap la, tsk. rae mae rocks, yaaa. hahaahaaaa. thank you for the times we spent together. (:
Vivian, Irah, Amanda, Michelle, Farah, Nasrul,
it's great knowing you people. though we're not that close, the times spent you each and every one of you is fun and awesome! (:
3/2 and 4/2,
thank you for the fun and laughter. i had a memorable time with you guys in class! <3
Ann, Kathleen G, Kevin, Caryl
6th dec is awesome with you guys. hahahaha! thanks for everything hah? we still have long awaited outings.
Nicola Andrews,
simbang gabi made me know you! hahahaha. i had an awesome time squeezing our way to get food with you! it's great knowing you, hahahaaha. next simbang gabi ulit? :D
F,
you'll still be someone special. at least we know what we felt for each other. i dont wanna say i feel wasted not having any memories with you but i guess we're happier this way, arent we? i hope you've learnt something and that you wont make this kind of mistakes again. the situation i was in has definately taught me that when it comes to love, you gotta risk it all. but i wanna thank you for letting me get to know you better. (:
to that very special someone in my life,
you nvr failed to be there for me, you nvr gave up, you nvr leave though i was mean, rude, harsh and whatever other things to you alot of times. i wanna say im sorry i hurt you when you tried to be helpful. you always stood by the sidelines wishing the best for me, with or without my attention. you've seen me at my worse, you've heard me scream, you've heard me cry, you've heard me curse, you've caught me lying, you've seen me down, you've seen me hurt, you've seen me loved someone like how ive seen you loved someone as well. i insulted you, made fun you but you pushed it aside and laughed it off. im sure if it's someone else, i would've lost a friend. we went through so many shits. the impossible has happened and i still cant accept it! im sorry you lost him, a bestfriend. some things just couldnt be helped right? thank you for the 43 days of real happiness and still going strong arent we? :D
you are my listening ear, my pillar of support, my friend, my bestfriend, my bf. goodness, you douche bag! PGK! :D hope you like the prezzie i bought today, heh :D a super belated birthday prezzie.
and to those who come and go in my life,
you people played a part in making me who i am today. thank you for the memories you've given me. we were once so close huh? ive got lots to name. maybe i should. bryan, yixin, auriel, gabriel tay, yao zu aka aaron, andrew ow .. mental block. lol. i know there's alot, definately but i just cant think. lol. but i had awesome time with you peopleeeeee! this is also to the people ive not mentioned.
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im done im doneeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D
ranelle alrdy called my house since she missed me so much, lol. i should be making my way to john's house sooooon. she's alrdy dyingggg.
i hope you people have an awesome 2010!
lots of loveeeeee.
what we could have been, 4:45 PM.
HAPPY FIRST JANUARY, HAPPY NEW YEAR!
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what we could have been, 12:02 PM.
