Friday, July 31, 2009
i tumbled upon you
i tumbled upon you
Goodbye July.
and so it's a wonderful friday/day to end the month off.
smth i just felt like saying. ms wai's last day tdy made half the girls in the girls to be heavily in tears including me. well, i didnt really teared like waterfall cause roy was asking me alot of qns when i was getting into THAT moment you knowwwwww? i felt like punching him at that point of time and he knows how much i wanted to do it :/
the rest of sch hours/ec, i stoned, laughed etc. NSP was really slack with kat tim and faris. after NSP, off to church with the three of them plus chester. we spent an hour in the adoration room and claps for faris! hahaha. not bad! he managed to survive an hour of staring at us. oh and i " rested " for a while. know why im happy? cause i got my gift, heeeh. well, i think i did receive it. confirming with tim on monday. and kat, you lucky ass! hahahahaha.
i can say tdy was totally unexpected yet well planned. if tdy was like everyday .. .. .. * drifts a millions miles away.
i better get going. the parents are still out for some friends' party. thank God my month ended well. my baby was with me for about 2 weeks and it's gone again. damnit! till 2 months' time agaaain. this, will help me concentrate for prelims. (:
i actually wanted this post to be short and sweet but now what? lol. oh selling tickets tmr, agaaaain. this time, hopefully john would come! gah, i gotta make peace with me dad alrddddy! ):
nighty night people.
i've said it once and will say it again.
i dont hate you.
more like the opposite of it,
cause i want to be your joy.
haiyohhhhhh!
so mushycheesylemonysqueezy.
what we could have been, 11:56 PM.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
no ordinary love
no ordinary love
booya! :D
kay, i know it's like super uber late for someone who's having her first day with her monthly bestfriend but i just cant sleep. i guess the afternoon nap totally did this to me.
anyway, this week has been .. idk! i cant rmb what happened :/ kay maybe i was having major pms and i think i talk too much, lol. cant freaking shut up. john and kat sick, pissh. without the flu vaccine, i'll be the first victim among the three of us. hahaha. flu bug was very strong in our class to the extent that one of the days, 19 came to sch. IF IM NOT WRONG AH. but definitely above 10 people were absent. well, all i had was an on and off running nose/block nose and cough. so im healthy healthyyyyyyy :D
so anyway, did the selling of tickets tdy and well kat was being worst than a princess tdy. i was alrdy reaching her place when she had to take care of her sibs the last min so i decided to stop by bukit gombak stadium. a feeling of nostalgic washed over me. i went in and i remembered those primary sch days. gaaaaaaaaah! everyone would be in the yellow PE attire with either a raccon, tiger, deer or eagle printed behind. and i was a raccon/blue house. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, i miss running on those tracks! i miss sports day during pri sch days. just outside, green hill with rocks reminded me of those times during lantern festival. my fam, alvin's fam and sometimes ramdzan's fam would go there to play with candles. then we'll run ard and stuff. looking at those places, i feel so old. like time flew by really really fast.
while waiting for her at the bus stop, i looked at my surrounding and could really see the huge changes. just behind the bus stop used to be forested area but now, it's just HDB flats. next time, i shall walk ard bukit gombak to reminisce once again. ah, those dayssss.
kay so i managed to sell two booklets and left with two more. had to cut short cause katty kat had lessons in sch so i went home. next thing i knw, i fell asleep so didnt managed to go for round two. woken up for church and i had to rush. just nice my monthly bestfriend came, irritated. i stoned during mass, again. then off to westmall for dinner. we almost had to go back home thanks to my siblings, sheesh. i went home finding ways to get that book. and so here i am, nursing my stomach cramp. ):
red waterbottle with vvvvvvvv hot water pls help me get through the night!
i shall hit the sack. goodnight.
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bukit gombak stadium!
what we could have been, 1:16 AM.
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
dormant volcano
dormant volcano
hello belo! :D
well, today's a freaking lazy afternoon. i catch some zzz during physics ec tdy since mdm liew was being a really nice teacher, hahaha. 15 mins only, not enough sia! that didnt help me with the pms i was having. i felt freaking restless.
bug flu spreading in 4/2, sucks! 11 people absent tdy, lol. john's sick, damnit. pare you take care hah? (: racial harmony this year. 7 girls wore in my class, lol. the only ones who wore among the upper sec, wow. nvm, final year alrdy!
oh on saturday, i was totally wiped out by the end of the day. outing with genny gen gen from 11 till 3. watched HP6. a bit disappointed ah. alot of scenes from the book got taken out, sheeesssh! reached home ard 430, slacked and left an hour later. met up with genny gen gen again for some theatre show with john. i felt like a light bulb, tsk. the theatre show not bad seh. dulcie was part of it, just a really really small part. hahaha. by then it was 9plus and i was higggggh. walked under the drizzle = awesome :D stood in the middle of the road getting high, lol. walked ard causeway point then out. by then 1030 plus. mom messaged me to go straight to tita adel's house so i left the three even though gen was like forcing me to follow them. sorry ah, damn hungry alrdy. reached the place ard 11plus, straight to foooooooood! <3
geee, ranelle was being impatient. i think she miss me too much, hahaha. i was forced to play wii and i was pretty sleepy by then. so we played, went high, camwhored in the middle of the night, scream, laughed, bitched and whatnots. oh oh the police came in few mins before 12. LOL! the music wasnt that loud loh! tita adel said the policeman damn cute, lol. i went home 2 plus and crashed an hour later.
sunday was slack daaaaaaay! such a lazy afternoon, i caught 3 hours of zzz :D then at night chiong homework, lol.
gah, i no mood to update alrdy la. the siblings are happily dancing in the room and are calling me to join in. i wanna go crash early tdy! :D sch till 130 tmr, yes ah! :D :D :D no ec, no night study. yes ah! :D :D :D katty kat kat coming back sch tmr. yes ah! :D :D :D
kay goodbye.
Gemini Weekly Horoscope beginning July 18, 2009
You may want to tell someone how you really feel.
Try a barbecue or a day at the beach.
Your determination and sheer desire to do your own thing will be successful. Opportunities to learn important information will surface through discussions with peers or seminars you attend.
Your lucky day this week will be Sunday.
well, today's a freaking lazy afternoon. i catch some zzz during physics ec tdy since mdm liew was being a really nice teacher, hahaha. 15 mins only, not enough sia! that didnt help me with the pms i was having. i felt freaking restless.
bug flu spreading in 4/2, sucks! 11 people absent tdy, lol. john's sick, damnit. pare you take care hah? (: racial harmony this year. 7 girls wore in my class, lol. the only ones who wore among the upper sec, wow. nvm, final year alrdy!
oh on saturday, i was totally wiped out by the end of the day. outing with genny gen gen from 11 till 3. watched HP6. a bit disappointed ah. alot of scenes from the book got taken out, sheeesssh! reached home ard 430, slacked and left an hour later. met up with genny gen gen again for some theatre show with john. i felt like a light bulb, tsk. the theatre show not bad seh. dulcie was part of it, just a really really small part. hahaha. by then it was 9plus and i was higggggh. walked under the drizzle = awesome :D stood in the middle of the road getting high, lol. walked ard causeway point then out. by then 1030 plus. mom messaged me to go straight to tita adel's house so i left the three even though gen was like forcing me to follow them. sorry ah, damn hungry alrdy. reached the place ard 11plus, straight to foooooooood! <3
geee, ranelle was being impatient. i think she miss me too much, hahaha. i was forced to play wii and i was pretty sleepy by then. so we played, went high, camwhored in the middle of the night, scream, laughed, bitched and whatnots. oh oh the police came in few mins before 12. LOL! the music wasnt that loud loh! tita adel said the policeman damn cute, lol. i went home 2 plus and crashed an hour later.
sunday was slack daaaaaaay! such a lazy afternoon, i caught 3 hours of zzz :D then at night chiong homework, lol.
gah, i no mood to update alrdy la. the siblings are happily dancing in the room and are calling me to join in. i wanna go crash early tdy! :D sch till 130 tmr, yes ah! :D :D :D no ec, no night study. yes ah! :D :D :D katty kat kat coming back sch tmr. yes ah! :D :D :D
kay goodbye.
Gemini Weekly Horoscope beginning July 18, 2009
You may want to tell someone how you really feel.
Try a barbecue or a day at the beach.
Your determination and sheer desire to do your own thing will be successful. Opportunities to learn important information will surface through discussions with peers or seminars you attend.
Your lucky day this week will be Sunday.
quit being a dormant volcano.
that would give me more reasons to leave.
what we could have been, 8:23 PM.
Friday, July 17, 2009
the only dream i ever had
the only dream i ever had
YOOOOOOOOOOO!
hhahahaha. tdy was one retarded, awesome ( maybe not that awesome as it may seem ) day :D lots of people never come and people went home cause they not feeling well. seeeee? the flu vaccine is powderful! hahahaha. by next week, i'll end up being the only one turning up for lessons ah. wah, damn jokes. but i had a mild runny nose last night and tdy. lessons were pretty slack. lol i think ms tan pms tdy sia. she very kanchong tdy sia, seriously. history was stoning period for meeeee. dulcie was trying to seduce me with her " sexy voice " half the period. lol! the next half, i was happily playing with gen. lol.
after sch, we stoned and those sort of thing then went for maths ec. didnt feel like going at first but just dragged ourselves ah. lol! gen said i was pms-ing hardcore. well, i was laughing like some retard out of nowhere for like 10 mins .. i think. then, it spread to gen. my gosh! you should see her being high, totally hilar! my stomach ached like big time. then went for geog ec. we were totally serious ah, awesome! finished first long long qn with music accompanying us. slowly slowly, i was geting moody ah. so yeeeeeeap! i'd rather not talk so much. kat was telling me stuff and said im suppose to be smiling widely. gah, i just cant bring myself to do so.
and i was in that emoing moment when my dad reached me. he thought i still cant over the misudnerstanding early in the morning. i came to sch penniless! that sucks laaaaaaa! ): and when i was about to eat me dinner, he put my phone and charge in front of my eyes. it took me few seconds to register that i actually got back my baby. lol! i swear you could've seen my face! from frowning to grinning widely. like 360 degrees change ah. i just cant stop myself from smiling you know? lol.
so im a happy happy girl right now! :D but what sucks is that you cant get everything you want like having mariel and aly right here in sg and alot more other things. oh oh, im gonna skip history tmr and go out with genny gen. heh! shhhhhhhhhhh! :D haiyoh! i should stop emoting right here or else i would do something really really stupid.
im sleepy right now and i slept at 11 last night. freaking early sia! omg, parents are drinking outside. maybe i'll get a sip, heeeeeeh! :D argggggggh, this feeling sucks! ):
ps: WESTLIFE ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCKS! :D
for two days straight, me and genny gen has been singing their songs and we didnt even care if the lyrics is wrong .. lol.
oh bestfriend K, you take care alrigggggggghts?! get well soon bestfriend! (: it's my turn to say those to you since im always the one falling sick :/ i lovey love you! :D *winksss.
hhahahaha. tdy was one retarded, awesome ( maybe not that awesome as it may seem ) day :D lots of people never come and people went home cause they not feeling well. seeeee? the flu vaccine is powderful! hahahaha. by next week, i'll end up being the only one turning up for lessons ah. wah, damn jokes. but i had a mild runny nose last night and tdy. lessons were pretty slack. lol i think ms tan pms tdy sia. she very kanchong tdy sia, seriously. history was stoning period for meeeee. dulcie was trying to seduce me with her " sexy voice " half the period. lol! the next half, i was happily playing with gen. lol.
after sch, we stoned and those sort of thing then went for maths ec. didnt feel like going at first but just dragged ourselves ah. lol! gen said i was pms-ing hardcore. well, i was laughing like some retard out of nowhere for like 10 mins .. i think. then, it spread to gen. my gosh! you should see her being high, totally hilar! my stomach ached like big time. then went for geog ec. we were totally serious ah, awesome! finished first long long qn with music accompanying us. slowly slowly, i was geting moody ah. so yeeeeeeap! i'd rather not talk so much. kat was telling me stuff and said im suppose to be smiling widely. gah, i just cant bring myself to do so.
and i was in that emoing moment when my dad reached me. he thought i still cant over the misudnerstanding early in the morning. i came to sch penniless! that sucks laaaaaaa! ): and when i was about to eat me dinner, he put my phone and charge in front of my eyes. it took me few seconds to register that i actually got back my baby. lol! i swear you could've seen my face! from frowning to grinning widely. like 360 degrees change ah. i just cant stop myself from smiling you know? lol.
so im a happy happy girl right now! :D but what sucks is that you cant get everything you want like having mariel and aly right here in sg and alot more other things. oh oh, im gonna skip history tmr and go out with genny gen. heh! shhhhhhhhhhh! :D haiyoh! i should stop emoting right here or else i would do something really really stupid.
im sleepy right now and i slept at 11 last night. freaking early sia! omg, parents are drinking outside. maybe i'll get a sip, heeeeeeh! :D argggggggh, this feeling sucks! ):
ps: WESTLIFE ROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOCKS! :D
for two days straight, me and genny gen has been singing their songs and we didnt even care if the lyrics is wrong .. lol.
oh bestfriend K, you take care alrigggggggghts?! get well soon bestfriend! (: it's my turn to say those to you since im always the one falling sick :/ i lovey love you! :D *winksss.
but if you took my heart
and tore it apart,
i'll love you still ..
forever.
what we could have been, 9:57 PM.
Thursday, July 16, 2009
everything i ever knew was a lie
everything i ever knew was a lie
booha!
kay, im not suppose to be even using computer right now. i didnt have any intention to do so but my dad pulled me out of the comfy sofa, i was slowly drifting away to dreamland! ): damnit. he made me download some virus protection thingy, in the end also cannot download and all those craps. damnit, totally. or else, i'll be catching some zzz right now :D
oh and my dad totally crashed my wonderful hopes i had for 24hours. he said i can get back my baby next friday. wah nbknnccbmothertoot! ): tdy in the canteen, i saw this girl having the exact same phone as me, same colour some more. you dont know how much i miss my phone. kay, enough about phones! geeeeee, i sound whiny.
tdy is pretty much slack day! no history and english! :D i was being a sweet bestfriend and waited for kat to finish her amaths ec but i got pangseh-ed in the end, very nice kat very nice. joshy boshy got me super kilig tdy! like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! hoy, dude! you've got to uhm, follow your heart. hahahaha! i totally get you when you said you dont feel ready. i feel you there dude, totally feel you.
tdy was also windy *winks. omg, im slowly loving my life .. a little bit more than last week :D i miss laughing like some insane with bestfriends! :D oh oh and kat was being a douche bag tdy. she played with my penknife and cut herself -.-
recently, ive been having westlife marathon! <3 omg, i miss those boys i swear. mark has sexy eyes and smile, sizzlesssssss! oh oh shane isnt so bad too, heh. actually all five of them are really not bad. oh and ive been listening musics kat, aly and i would always sing when aly was still here. gah, those memories! :D
kay, i shall go off and maybe do chem homework. tsk! long day tmr and for once .. im not happy that it's friday tmr, i think. john said i seemed a bit pms-y of late, laughing real hard and next thing i'll be in my own world even gen agrees. tssssssssssk!
goodnight you kids :D
kay, im not suppose to be even using computer right now. i didnt have any intention to do so but my dad pulled me out of the comfy sofa, i was slowly drifting away to dreamland! ): damnit. he made me download some virus protection thingy, in the end also cannot download and all those craps. damnit, totally. or else, i'll be catching some zzz right now :D
oh and my dad totally crashed my wonderful hopes i had for 24hours. he said i can get back my baby next friday. wah nbknnccbmothertoot! ): tdy in the canteen, i saw this girl having the exact same phone as me, same colour some more. you dont know how much i miss my phone. kay, enough about phones! geeeeee, i sound whiny.
tdy is pretty much slack day! no history and english! :D i was being a sweet bestfriend and waited for kat to finish her amaths ec but i got pangseh-ed in the end, very nice kat very nice. joshy boshy got me super kilig tdy! like ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! hoy, dude! you've got to uhm, follow your heart. hahahaha! i totally get you when you said you dont feel ready. i feel you there dude, totally feel you.
tdy was also windy *winks. omg, im slowly loving my life .. a little bit more than last week :D i miss laughing like some insane with bestfriends! :D oh oh and kat was being a douche bag tdy. she played with my penknife and cut herself -.-
recently, ive been having westlife marathon! <3 omg, i miss those boys i swear. mark has sexy eyes and smile, sizzlesssssss! oh oh shane isnt so bad too, heh. actually all five of them are really not bad. oh and ive been listening musics kat, aly and i would always sing when aly was still here. gah, those memories! :D
kay, i shall go off and maybe do chem homework. tsk! long day tmr and for once .. im not happy that it's friday tmr, i think. john said i seemed a bit pms-y of late, laughing real hard and next thing i'll be in my own world even gen agrees. tssssssssssk!
goodnight you kids :D
THAT'S WHEN YOU FIND LOVE.
what we could have been, 8:29 PM.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
so turn out the lights and close your eyes
so turn out the lights and close your eyes
ugggggh!
i swear ytd was one of the most unlucky day EVER, hands down! ): i came to sch and for the whole day, i got hit at my right arm .. where the injection was. wahhhhhh, even though they know, they still forget. by the end of the day, i had phobia of people standing at my right side by the end of the day. that's one part only!
we had EC after sch and the first 1hr 30mins was physics. wah, freaking boring! i was catching some zzz once in a while. ard 0410, my hand was itching so i took out my penknife to plan with it. sliding it up and down, with a smile on my face. suddenly, my face changed 360 degrees sia. i cut myself, lol. showed gen and she still can smack my palm. by then, blood was oozing out. i actually wanted to wait till mdm liew go out of the class before going to toilet but the blood was alrdy dripping so gen pushed me out of the classroom and mdm liew nvr notice, lol. shessh! gen's evil! i got pulled over to the sink to get it washed. obviously scared right?! tsk. call me dumb right now, lol. so my right hand and arms are kind " disabled " right now. the cut is kinda deep actually. i was trying to get out of art EC but ms siti didnt allow me to leave early! tssssssssk.
unlucky right? tsk.
tdy, despite my disabilities, i went high with gen :D we started fighting and all, totally embarrassing ourselves. EC was totally crapped up, i swear. damn useless sia! i felt so odd one out tdy during lunch, hahaha. my gosh, i laughed alot tdy! not bad not bad. ever since those talks ive been having with kat, things got brighter and all yknow? i loveeeeeeeeeeeee! :D oh oh and my dad told me that i can get back my baby if im a good girl. lol! which means ive got to sleep early, waaaaaaaaaah! but im kinda happy ah cause he said he may give it to me this friday! :D
* does happy dance. *
i pray he will, i so totally miss my phone! my pocket is effing empty other than the small amount of money ive been receiving recently or maybe it seemed little cause ive been stuffing myself with food. but i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D
kay kay, i shall go back to maths homework right now. i love map scales, heeeeeeeeh.
goodbye.
oh oh, i think Fiona Rozaelle Veronica and Ralph Francis Gerald is a nice name.
*winks :D
i swear ytd was one of the most unlucky day EVER, hands down! ): i came to sch and for the whole day, i got hit at my right arm .. where the injection was. wahhhhhh, even though they know, they still forget. by the end of the day, i had phobia of people standing at my right side by the end of the day. that's one part only!
we had EC after sch and the first 1hr 30mins was physics. wah, freaking boring! i was catching some zzz once in a while. ard 0410, my hand was itching so i took out my penknife to plan with it. sliding it up and down, with a smile on my face. suddenly, my face changed 360 degrees sia. i cut myself, lol. showed gen and she still can smack my palm. by then, blood was oozing out. i actually wanted to wait till mdm liew go out of the class before going to toilet but the blood was alrdy dripping so gen pushed me out of the classroom and mdm liew nvr notice, lol. shessh! gen's evil! i got pulled over to the sink to get it washed. obviously scared right?! tsk. call me dumb right now, lol. so my right hand and arms are kind " disabled " right now. the cut is kinda deep actually. i was trying to get out of art EC but ms siti didnt allow me to leave early! tssssssssk.
unlucky right? tsk.
tdy, despite my disabilities, i went high with gen :D we started fighting and all, totally embarrassing ourselves. EC was totally crapped up, i swear. damn useless sia! i felt so odd one out tdy during lunch, hahaha. my gosh, i laughed alot tdy! not bad not bad. ever since those talks ive been having with kat, things got brighter and all yknow? i loveeeeeeeeeeeee! :D oh oh and my dad told me that i can get back my baby if im a good girl. lol! which means ive got to sleep early, waaaaaaaaaah! but im kinda happy ah cause he said he may give it to me this friday! :D
* does happy dance. *
i pray he will, i so totally miss my phone! my pocket is effing empty other than the small amount of money ive been receiving recently or maybe it seemed little cause ive been stuffing myself with food. but i loveeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D
kay kay, i shall go back to maths homework right now. i love map scales, heeeeeeeeh.
goodbye.
oh oh, i think Fiona Rozaelle Veronica and Ralph Francis Gerald is a nice name.
*winks :D
day by day,
you're breaking down those walls
ive built up to protect my heart.
and this time maybe
i'll let it go and learn to love again.
I've made it obvious
Done everything but sing it
(I've crushed on you so long, but on and on you get me wrong)
I'm not so good with words
And since you never notice
The way that we belong
I'll say it in a love song
what we could have been, 9:04 PM.
Monday, July 13, 2009
alone
alone
so hey!
i shall do a fast update right now cause im doing my homework but im like using the computer. so friday, went to JLP with the usuals. omg, awesomeeeeeee! i totally killed my energy that day. ive nvr laughed so hard till i almost pee in my pants.
saturday was a freaking long day for me, i swear. went to sch for pure hist. then off to bpp with kat, john, gen and dulcie. ate at kfc then to the library. went home to rest a while, got changed and headed to john's place since kat was there alrdy. oh oh, we were going to hearts on fire. i was wearing shorts and felt out cause kat and john were wearing jeans. so kat and i ran, with the wind blowing our hair and were hand in hand, to my house. got changed to pants and next thing i know, it was raining heavily. i dont know what was on my mind cause we walked under the rain, with an umbrella obviously. we could've gone through the shelters, lol. then ran to nature park there and i couldnt stop laughing cause john was listening to FALL FOR YOU and he said it felt like a music video -.- caught up with 985 and off to cjc we go.
reached home before 12am, called my dad and found out he was at john's place so i went over to eat my dinner :D went home ard 2 plus. i knocked out, heeeeeeh. see? long day right?
sunday, went to 1230 mass with kat :D i slacked at home the whole day so you can kill me right now!
tdy, sch was normal. my gossssssh :D slacked after sch a while then had to leave cause i had to go for flu vaccine. well, kat was being her usual retarded mode at the bus stop. shessh kat! i wasnt blushingggg, heh :D after the flu vaccine, you dont know how belo my auntie, justin and i can be. we waited at the bus stop where bus services doesnt stop anymore for almost half an hour! well, we got carried away talking, hahaha. went over to john's place, slack and played soccer! :D went home and did homework, duh.
i shall go now, heh.
ps: this post is suppose to be published on the date stated but i had no time to publish it, tsk. so yeaaaaaah.
i shall do a fast update right now cause im doing my homework but im like using the computer. so friday, went to JLP with the usuals. omg, awesomeeeeeee! i totally killed my energy that day. ive nvr laughed so hard till i almost pee in my pants.
saturday was a freaking long day for me, i swear. went to sch for pure hist. then off to bpp with kat, john, gen and dulcie. ate at kfc then to the library. went home to rest a while, got changed and headed to john's place since kat was there alrdy. oh oh, we were going to hearts on fire. i was wearing shorts and felt out cause kat and john were wearing jeans. so kat and i ran, with the wind blowing our hair and were hand in hand, to my house. got changed to pants and next thing i know, it was raining heavily. i dont know what was on my mind cause we walked under the rain, with an umbrella obviously. we could've gone through the shelters, lol. then ran to nature park there and i couldnt stop laughing cause john was listening to FALL FOR YOU and he said it felt like a music video -.- caught up with 985 and off to cjc we go.
HEARTS ON FIRE IS AWESOMEEEEEEE, BEYOND WORDS.
reached home before 12am, called my dad and found out he was at john's place so i went over to eat my dinner :D went home ard 2 plus. i knocked out, heeeeeeh. see? long day right?
sunday, went to 1230 mass with kat :D i slacked at home the whole day so you can kill me right now!
tdy, sch was normal. my gossssssh :D slacked after sch a while then had to leave cause i had to go for flu vaccine. well, kat was being her usual retarded mode at the bus stop. shessh kat! i wasnt blushingggg, heh :D after the flu vaccine, you dont know how belo my auntie, justin and i can be. we waited at the bus stop where bus services doesnt stop anymore for almost half an hour! well, we got carried away talking, hahaha. went over to john's place, slack and played soccer! :D went home and did homework, duh.
i shall go now, heh.
ps: this post is suppose to be published on the date stated but i had no time to publish it, tsk. so yeaaaaaah.
what we could have been, 7:08 PM.
Friday, July 10, 2009
total eclipse of the heart
total eclipse of the heart
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that
wasnt suppose to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken probably more than once
and it's harder every time.
You will break hearts too.
So remember how it felt when yours was broken.
You will fight with your bestfriend.
You will blame a new love for the things an old one did.
You will cry because time is passing by too fast,
and you will eventually loose someone you love.
So take too many pictures,
laugh too much.
And love, like you have never been hurt
because every sixty seconds you spend upset,
is a minute of happiness you will never get back.
Love is giving him the power to destroy you,
but trusting him not to.
Real-love-stories never have happy endings
because real-love-stories never end.
You know you are in love when the hardest thing to say is
Goodbye.
Never make somebody your everything because
when they are gone you have got nothing.
Having the love of your life break up with you and say:
" We can still be friends "
is like your dog dying and your mom saying you can still keep it.
If you cant get someone out of your head,
maybe they are supposed to be there.
When you really love someone,
you are willing to let them go
and when they come back that's true love because
true love is always worth to wait.
Never give up things that make you smile.
It hurts when you have someone in your heart
but you cant have them in your arms.
The greatest challenge in life is finding someone
who knows all flaws, differences and mistakes
and still love you with everything you have.
Love is like a war,
easy to start, hard to end and impossible to forget.
The best and most beautiful things in the world
cannot be touched or even seen.
they must be felt with the heart.
Never break the heart that truly loves you.
So remember,
you arent going to be his first, his last or his only.
He has loved before, he will again.
But if he loves you now, what else matters?
He is not perfect, you arent either and
the two of you will never be
PERFECT.
but if he can make you laugh at least once
cause you to think twice and
admits being human and making mistakes.
Hold on to him and give the most you can.
He is not going to quote poetry,
he is not going to be thinking about you every moment
but he will give you part of him he knows you can break.
Dont hurt him, dont change him,
dont expect more than he can give.
Smile when he makes you happy,
yell when he makes you mad,
and miss him when he is not there.
Never hold her hand if you are going to break her heart.
Love is only a chapter in a guys life but to a girl,
it's a whole book.
but it is wonderful when somebody tells you
I LOVE YOU.
i find it meaningful.
goodnight! (:
once a upon a time i was falling in love
but now im falling apart.
there's nothing i can do
a total eclipse of the heart.
once a upon a time there was light in my life
but now there's only love in the dark
nothing i can do
a total eclipse of the heart.
what we could have been, 11:38 PM.
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
remember it
remember it
ehhhhhhhh!
god, im not suppose to be here! i still got pure history and ss essay to complete and look at the time now?! my gossssssh.
school has been pretty dry lately. im not enjoying it at all, partly.
oh oh, i had fun with kat on monday :D long time no see JLP! well, it did rain that day and i swear the weather is damn nice to spend the afternoon sleeping but i dragged my ass out of the house, for kat! hahaha, joke lang kat. well, we still went to JLP despite the rain. we sat at some sheltered benches and we started talkingggg. wow, that talk was very very needed! but it's incomplete without oreo latte! kay so uhm when the rain stopped, we camwhored like total manic! :D kay, the pictures are with kat right now cause my baby still isnt with me! ): oh and then we went " shopping spree " at the pasamalam at boon lay interchange, hahaha. well " food spree " that is. our eyes just cant be full by just staring at it so we bought chickens and more chickens! i reached home just before 9pm :D i could've stayed longer if there's no sch the next day.
so that's actually the only exciting happenings this week, boring much? oh oh, another outing with kat this friday to town, i think. heeeeeeeeh! :D i shall go off and concentrate on my homework.
goodbye!
god, im not suppose to be here! i still got pure history and ss essay to complete and look at the time now?! my gossssssh.
school has been pretty dry lately. im not enjoying it at all, partly.
oh oh, i had fun with kat on monday :D long time no see JLP! well, it did rain that day and i swear the weather is damn nice to spend the afternoon sleeping but i dragged my ass out of the house, for kat! hahaha, joke lang kat. well, we still went to JLP despite the rain. we sat at some sheltered benches and we started talkingggg. wow, that talk was very very needed! but it's incomplete without oreo latte! kay so uhm when the rain stopped, we camwhored like total manic! :D kay, the pictures are with kat right now cause my baby still isnt with me! ): oh and then we went " shopping spree " at the pasamalam at boon lay interchange, hahaha. well " food spree " that is. our eyes just cant be full by just staring at it so we bought chickens and more chickens! i reached home just before 9pm :D i could've stayed longer if there's no sch the next day.
so that's actually the only exciting happenings this week, boring much? oh oh, another outing with kat this friday to town, i think. heeeeeeeeh! :D i shall go off and concentrate on my homework.
goodbye!
SMILE THOUGH YOUR HEART IS ACHING.
RIP MICHAEL JACKSON
1958 - 2009
I've been living with a shadow overhead
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed
I've been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past
I just can't seem to move on
what we could have been, 9:44 PM.
Sunday, July 05, 2009
what's with you?
what's with you?
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii! :D
ive got exactly 20 more days - 2 weeks 6 days, 480 hrs, 28800 mins and 17280000 seconds more in order to have my baby by my hands, hahahahaha. well, that's base on lew hong teck the super big bad nonsense bully.
im so totally losing my mood to update this blog, lol.
anw, outing with kathleen erika flores orbeta tmr! JLP, here we comeeeeeeeeee! gosh. how i wish baby was with me. ): like that .. i can take millions of photos tmr! lol, my gosh! i sound like ive got a freaking boyfriend -.-
oh oh, no sch tmr! :D heh heh heh.
hopefully it wont rain like tdy.
HAPPY YOUTH DAY PEOPLE.
bye.
ive got exactly 20 more days - 2 weeks 6 days, 480 hrs, 28800 mins and 17280000 seconds more in order to have my baby by my hands, hahahahaha. well, that's base on lew hong teck the super big bad nonsense bully.
im so totally losing my mood to update this blog, lol.
anw, outing with kathleen erika flores orbeta tmr! JLP, here we comeeeeeeeeee! gosh. how i wish baby was with me. ): like that .. i can take millions of photos tmr! lol, my gosh! i sound like ive got a freaking boyfriend -.-
oh oh, no sch tmr! :D heh heh heh.
hopefully it wont rain like tdy.
HAPPY YOUTH DAY PEOPLE.
bye.
it's not over, dont give up.
what we could have been, 11:37 PM.
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
dont leave me hanging
dont leave me hanging
and so
goodbye june, hello july!
what we could have been, 11:02 PM.
