Monday, July 28, 2008
shake it all
shake it all
hellohello.
im back from PYC ( parish youth camp ). whooohooo! it was awesomeeee, okay not really. haha! all three activities were water activities which is being carried out in the open sea at changi. and changi meant NEAR THE AIRPORT! ohhhh dang! i so badly wished i was there, in that plane heading to pinas! planes flies every after 5 - 10mins. claire said it felt like 3 - 5mins, hahhaa. i swear sometimes i can hear the sound of the plane even when im home.
anyway first day, woke up at 7 am. that made kat and michelle to wait for me :D i was in St. Jerome. uggggh! i didn't know anyone besides Claire. michelle got john thomas, kat got ranelle and so on. reached changi, had lunch then my group - group 3 with st. justin and other 2 more had dargon boating :D rowing 5 km there was fun but coming back was horrible. imagine being in the sea, under the hot sun for close to 4 hrs! finished dargon boating then off the shower. after that was mass/ praise and worship. (: i had fun with the people, haha. esp the song One Song. Jeremiah was damn retarded lah! then had camp fire. i was sitting with thomas 3/4 of the campfire then moved to john and kat. i only had 1/4 fun during campfire, so it wasn't so fun. THOMAS WAS EMOING LA! tsssk. then we had supper and were pissed cause we spent 80 bucks for this camp yet we've got to be assigned with who we should sleep. inside the tent was stuffy, good thing we were allowed to go and sleep outside. slept with kat, michelle, nicole, amanda and her friend. it drizzled, kat woke me up and all 6 of us went to one of the bunk. there's like only 6 of us there, scaryyyy! plus the plane flying pass were noisy, esp the one flying to aus but i fell asleep. woke up at 6, almost everyone was awake!
second day had rafting and kayaking. that's another 6 hrs in the sea cause in the morning it was drizzling so we spent 2 hrs area cleaning, which is damn dumb! only had 2 hrs for rafting and 4 hrs of kayaking. dang, my partner for kayaking was strong sia! i can actually slack but I HELPED! went off the shower with michelle and nicole. i swear the whole scene was funny! i slept in the bus :D the guy sitting beside me was sleeping with his mouth open and his head can just lie on my shoulder, horrible! germaine even took picture of him with his mouth open, haha. oh oh, i forgot! had praise and worship again today and i was freezing cause we were in our wet clothes. okay so after we reached church, waited for john then kat, michelle john and i went to 7-eleven. then we went home :D
and soooo, i didn't go to school today. i wasn't feeling well and i feel feverish. plus i think i feel a little seasick :/ kat and john didn't go to school today too, hahaha. oh dang! i dont feel like going to school! i've got sunburn and the only place that isn't brown is around my eyes. eeeeeeek, i feel so ... hahaha, horrible! anyways, going school tmr so yeah! it's the last PYC im going, so sad! we were jumping and laughing and having fun. the last PYC before going off to sec 4 and get confirmed. sigggggh, so fast! i better get going. (:
byeeeeeeee.
oh, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARIEL! ( 24 July )
im back from PYC ( parish youth camp ). whooohooo! it was awesomeeee, okay not really. haha! all three activities were water activities which is being carried out in the open sea at changi. and changi meant NEAR THE AIRPORT! ohhhh dang! i so badly wished i was there, in that plane heading to pinas! planes flies every after 5 - 10mins. claire said it felt like 3 - 5mins, hahhaa. i swear sometimes i can hear the sound of the plane even when im home.
anyway first day, woke up at 7 am. that made kat and michelle to wait for me :D i was in St. Jerome. uggggh! i didn't know anyone besides Claire. michelle got john thomas, kat got ranelle and so on. reached changi, had lunch then my group - group 3 with st. justin and other 2 more had dargon boating :D rowing 5 km there was fun but coming back was horrible. imagine being in the sea, under the hot sun for close to 4 hrs! finished dargon boating then off the shower. after that was mass/ praise and worship. (: i had fun with the people, haha. esp the song One Song. Jeremiah was damn retarded lah! then had camp fire. i was sitting with thomas 3/4 of the campfire then moved to john and kat. i only had 1/4 fun during campfire, so it wasn't so fun. THOMAS WAS EMOING LA! tsssk. then we had supper and were pissed cause we spent 80 bucks for this camp yet we've got to be assigned with who we should sleep. inside the tent was stuffy, good thing we were allowed to go and sleep outside. slept with kat, michelle, nicole, amanda and her friend. it drizzled, kat woke me up and all 6 of us went to one of the bunk. there's like only 6 of us there, scaryyyy! plus the plane flying pass were noisy, esp the one flying to aus but i fell asleep. woke up at 6, almost everyone was awake!
second day had rafting and kayaking. that's another 6 hrs in the sea cause in the morning it was drizzling so we spent 2 hrs area cleaning, which is damn dumb! only had 2 hrs for rafting and 4 hrs of kayaking. dang, my partner for kayaking was strong sia! i can actually slack but I HELPED! went off the shower with michelle and nicole. i swear the whole scene was funny! i slept in the bus :D the guy sitting beside me was sleeping with his mouth open and his head can just lie on my shoulder, horrible! germaine even took picture of him with his mouth open, haha. oh oh, i forgot! had praise and worship again today and i was freezing cause we were in our wet clothes. okay so after we reached church, waited for john then kat, michelle john and i went to 7-eleven. then we went home :D
and soooo, i didn't go to school today. i wasn't feeling well and i feel feverish. plus i think i feel a little seasick :/ kat and john didn't go to school today too, hahaha. oh dang! i dont feel like going to school! i've got sunburn and the only place that isn't brown is around my eyes. eeeeeeek, i feel so ... hahaha, horrible! anyways, going school tmr so yeah! it's the last PYC im going, so sad! we were jumping and laughing and having fun. the last PYC before going off to sec 4 and get confirmed. sigggggh, so fast! i better get going. (:
byeeeeeeee.
oh, HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MARIEL! ( 24 July )
what we could have been, 12:55 PM.
Monday, July 21, 2008
with love
with love
HOLY CRAP!
):
i know i can make it through this whole mess. pinas pinas pinas! ):
goodbye.
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happy 2 yrs blog! :D
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what we could have been, 11:14 PM.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
nothing's gonna hurt you
nothing's gonna hurt you
hellohello.
singapore flyer today was ... so so lah. 1/8 was horrible as usual but better than during sec1 camp. for the whole three stations, i was carrying endy's bag. grrrr, i hate sling bag you know. it's super uber irritating! some more at the last station, i had to carry piles of worksheets plus a plastic bag full of sharp objects O.O it's a MAJOR torture. i went to look for endy and he treated my bag like slingbag like that =.= lalalala, went to get on the flyer, lalala. the rain looked like snow, base on angeline. then went back to school and slacked. went home 6.30pm with michelle, john and brendon.
omgggg, cant wait for PYC! i dont know why but i just cant wait. and bummeeeer, i cant host for the Japanese exchange! ): first cannot go cambodia, then now cannot host. urggggh, so many people in this house what to do? went jogging today around toh tuck road. gawdddd, i made it home safely! :D i thought i couldnt make it back cause it was about 3 - 4km. zoooomgggg, i ran nonstop with my dad. it was a good run, i needed to think. ive come to a conclusion that ... secret.
anyways, i better go off and sleeep. urrrgh, im so lazy to do homework! so more and more homeworks are piling up everyday, dieeeeee! i better prepare myself for muscle ache tmr D: goodnight people! (:
but i'll just get hurt in the end right? and i dont hate you.
singapore flyer today was ... so so lah. 1/8 was horrible as usual but better than during sec1 camp. for the whole three stations, i was carrying endy's bag. grrrr, i hate sling bag you know. it's super uber irritating! some more at the last station, i had to carry piles of worksheets plus a plastic bag full of sharp objects O.O it's a MAJOR torture. i went to look for endy and he treated my bag like slingbag like that =.= lalalala, went to get on the flyer, lalala. the rain looked like snow, base on angeline. then went back to school and slacked. went home 6.30pm with michelle, john and brendon.
omgggg, cant wait for PYC! i dont know why but i just cant wait. and bummeeeer, i cant host for the Japanese exchange! ): first cannot go cambodia, then now cannot host. urggggh, so many people in this house what to do? went jogging today around toh tuck road. gawdddd, i made it home safely! :D i thought i couldnt make it back cause it was about 3 - 4km. zoooomgggg, i ran nonstop with my dad. it was a good run, i needed to think. ive come to a conclusion that ... secret.
anyways, i better go off and sleeep. urrrgh, im so lazy to do homework! so more and more homeworks are piling up everyday, dieeeeee! i better prepare myself for muscle ache tmr D: goodnight people! (:
but i'll just get hurt in the end right? and i dont hate you.
what we could have been, 11:12 PM.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
i cant figure out the reason
i cant figure out the reason
hellohello.
it's been a long time huh? omggg, it's the 16th! :D school's pretty okay. at least im able to follow during lessons. i seriously need to pay more attention in class. sometimes i may seem like im paying attention but actually my mind is miles away. sigggh, too many thinks in my mind. it's too shity already. alot of things has been happening. good ones, bad ones. been going to church for the past 2 days which is good. it's the right timing cause well yeeah whatever. i may look like there's nothing wrong but actually there is. i'd rather not show it, parang attention seeker kung e show mo eh. haaay, i need to buck up on my tagalog if i wanna study in pinas. i didn't know tagalog is like hard! in my point of view, chinese is easier leh but heeeck!
training today was crappy. this is another thing to prove that im totally dumb. as usual, we didn't bring our bowling ball. we used house ball :D i thought the ball was like 9 pound so i took and used it. i used it for like 30mins to an hour then i found out that it was 6 pound. i thought i forgot how to throw a ball cause my ball kept going haywire which is freakingggggg irritating! irritated = not having fun. crapped around with Maz, Kat and Nisa. Azrema busy playing handphone games, tsktsktsk. uggggh, coach wants us to bring our bowling ball. it's freaking heavy laaah! can die die die die, oh well.
and we're off to singapore flyer tomorrow. i wont be going for geography lesson plus remedial :D which is a good thing lah. i havent finish my nautral vegetation research and my filings isn't done yet. enough of lessons and schools! i so badly wanna go back to pinas but ...
ang hirap talaga. hindi ko alam kung paano kong sasabihin sa kanya na impossible na kami talaga, na hihirapan na ako. na rinig ko yung bosis nya, maririnig ko ang taas taas ng pagasa nya. hindi ko naman kaya isaktan sya kasi saan ma punta yung friendship namin? ang gulo na talaga ang isip ko. at ito pa si ... bakit ba ganito? hindi ko na kaya, ang hirap.
wow, all tagalog. sociaaaaaal! :D ignore the tagalog words and if you understand pardon my retarded tagalog. siggggggggggh. idontknow and idontcare. i better go off and get my maths homework done. im sleeeeeeepy! :D
gooodnight! ♥
shouldn't it be a happy 16th? oh bummer!
it's been a long time huh? omggg, it's the 16th! :D school's pretty okay. at least im able to follow during lessons. i seriously need to pay more attention in class. sometimes i may seem like im paying attention but actually my mind is miles away. sigggh, too many thinks in my mind. it's too shity already. alot of things has been happening. good ones, bad ones. been going to church for the past 2 days which is good. it's the right timing cause well yeeah whatever. i may look like there's nothing wrong but actually there is. i'd rather not show it, parang attention seeker kung e show mo eh. haaay, i need to buck up on my tagalog if i wanna study in pinas. i didn't know tagalog is like hard! in my point of view, chinese is easier leh but heeeck!
training today was crappy. this is another thing to prove that im totally dumb. as usual, we didn't bring our bowling ball. we used house ball :D i thought the ball was like 9 pound so i took and used it. i used it for like 30mins to an hour then i found out that it was 6 pound. i thought i forgot how to throw a ball cause my ball kept going haywire which is freakingggggg irritating! irritated = not having fun. crapped around with Maz, Kat and Nisa. Azrema busy playing handphone games, tsktsktsk. uggggh, coach wants us to bring our bowling ball. it's freaking heavy laaah! can die die die die, oh well.
and we're off to singapore flyer tomorrow. i wont be going for geography lesson plus remedial :D which is a good thing lah. i havent finish my nautral vegetation research and my filings isn't done yet. enough of lessons and schools! i so badly wanna go back to pinas but ...
ang hirap talaga. hindi ko alam kung paano kong sasabihin sa kanya na impossible na kami talaga, na hihirapan na ako. na rinig ko yung bosis nya, maririnig ko ang taas taas ng pagasa nya. hindi ko naman kaya isaktan sya kasi saan ma punta yung friendship namin? ang gulo na talaga ang isip ko. at ito pa si ... bakit ba ganito? hindi ko na kaya, ang hirap.
wow, all tagalog. sociaaaaaal! :D ignore the tagalog words and if you understand pardon my retarded tagalog. siggggggggggh. idontknow and idontcare. i better go off and get my maths homework done. im sleeeeeeepy! :D
gooodnight! ♥
shouldn't it be a happy 16th? oh bummer!
what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
Saturday, July 12, 2008
you could've just called
you could've just called
THIS IS POINTLESS, DONT BOTHER.
this gave me another reason
to wanting to fly back to pinas.
i cant stand the way life works here.
the way how guys treats girls.
the way everything is being handled.
come on 2008, get lost!
i want o levels to come and i'll go.
i shall go off and start afresh.
i shall not make the same mistakes ive made here.
the more i think about how things are,
the more ive got no mood.
im left with no choice but to face up reality.
oh well, i shall move on and have a good night sleep.
farewell.
even though i feel anger, confusion and shyts, i give no reaction. my whole face is blank, i guess im just too tired.
this gave me another reason
to wanting to fly back to pinas.
i cant stand the way life works here.
the way how guys treats girls.
the way everything is being handled.
come on 2008, get lost!
i want o levels to come and i'll go.
i shall go off and start afresh.
i shall not make the same mistakes ive made here.
the more i think about how things are,
the more ive got no mood.
im left with no choice but to face up reality.
oh well, i shall move on and have a good night sleep.
farewell.
even though i feel anger, confusion and shyts, i give no reaction. my whole face is blank, i guess im just too tired.
what we could have been, 12:55 AM.
Friday, July 11, 2008
it's the sunset with streaks of pink
it's the sunset with streaks of pink
hellohello.
school's alright and tgif! :D had dinner today with parents, brother and another auntie at clementi. oh damn! the sunset was indescribable. i took a picture of it but my phone has a bad camera quality so went back to get momma's phone. too late, the beautiful colour of the sunset was slowly fading to darkness. siggggh. oh damnit! ive got millions of history homework to do! ): plus i need to bring home my books under my table by monday, tssssk.
today, went to westmall with bff for lunch and chit chat. we were suppose to go to our SP but got carried away in the library so yeeeah went home around 4plus. slacked then went out for dinner as mentioned above. oh God, please give me 1 more week of rest. ugggh, i didn't treasure my june holidays! ): anyways, tmr i'll be having a long long day ahead of me. i'll be a goody good girl and do my history homework :D cat class on sunday again. hopefully they wont talk about death, again. i had enough about deaths for one weeeeeek, puh-lease! RME also about life and death rubbish.
even during recess ashvin, john, thomas, kat, jerome and i were talking about the end of the world shyt. uggggggh, what's up with our mind people? siggggh, it's another new week. pyc in 15 more days. dad is such a bummer! ): he doesnt allow me to go to Cambodia cause of safety shyts and told me to just go to pinas. of course i wanna go pinas but Cambodia is like a once in a lifetime kind of thing! but i also feel so bad. this year forked out alotalot of $$$ just on me. life without money is ... forget it. i shall go off.
bye.
P/S: i had fun in class after sc meeting today with bryan keong and dulcie :D
im smiling, duhhhh but that confusion cant be erased away. oh you fucktards! siggggh. D:
school's alright and tgif! :D had dinner today with parents, brother and another auntie at clementi. oh damn! the sunset was indescribable. i took a picture of it but my phone has a bad camera quality so went back to get momma's phone. too late, the beautiful colour of the sunset was slowly fading to darkness. siggggh. oh damnit! ive got millions of history homework to do! ): plus i need to bring home my books under my table by monday, tssssk.
today, went to westmall with bff for lunch and chit chat. we were suppose to go to our SP but got carried away in the library so yeeeah went home around 4plus. slacked then went out for dinner as mentioned above. oh God, please give me 1 more week of rest. ugggh, i didn't treasure my june holidays! ): anyways, tmr i'll be having a long long day ahead of me. i'll be a goody good girl and do my history homework :D cat class on sunday again. hopefully they wont talk about death, again. i had enough about deaths for one weeeeeek, puh-lease! RME also about life and death rubbish.
even during recess ashvin, john, thomas, kat, jerome and i were talking about the end of the world shyt. uggggggh, what's up with our mind people? siggggh, it's another new week. pyc in 15 more days. dad is such a bummer! ): he doesnt allow me to go to Cambodia cause of safety shyts and told me to just go to pinas. of course i wanna go pinas but Cambodia is like a once in a lifetime kind of thing! but i also feel so bad. this year forked out alotalot of $$$ just on me. life without money is ... forget it. i shall go off.
bye.
P/S: i had fun in class after sc meeting today with bryan keong and dulcie :D
im smiling, duhhhh but that confusion cant be erased away. oh you fucktards! siggggh. D:
what we could have been, 11:45 PM.
Tuesday, July 08, 2008
thinking about how it would feel
thinking about how it would feel
hellohello.
omggg, after a million years ( exaggerating ) i had a velly velly happy night :D i suddenly thought about debut and stared at my two brothers. i imagined dancing with them 3 years from now. one would be 12 another would be 9. i grabbed justin and tried to dance with him, soooo short :D anw, i cant wait for my debut. btw, it's a filipino tradition to have a big birthday bash when the girls turn 18. they'll have 18 roses ( which they have to dance with their dad first, siblings and other guys. add up to 18 guys. ) plus 18 candles. i dont really know what's the full happenings in a debut but yeah, roughly there. for guys, they'll celebrate it when they're 21 but normally filipino guys dont. and i wanna be 18! ):
anw, dad came home after his jog and things went even retarded. i was laughing like a retard cause lil sissy was laughing even harder than i was. she's 4 years old, she doesn't even know what's the green joke yet she was laughing so hard. thanks little ones! (: and so, i laughed alot today :D thank you LJ for teaching me maths during maths remedial today! :D school's fine. ive changed my seat again, to the other end of the class room. urgggh, this time with boon sheng. i was happy with my seat already lah! there's roy, ernest and janice. pffft, need to get used to " weird " people again ( exaggerating again ). left right front back, new people well kinda. oh oh, it's 12! i wanna go sleeeeep. dang, i feel like this post is so crappy and meaningless and useless and whatever.
goodbye.
my week started off great and i hope it'll be a great week. ever since ive turned 15, my days got even more screwed. so yeeeah, here's to a great week! (: ♥
omggg, after a million years ( exaggerating ) i had a velly velly happy night :D i suddenly thought about debut and stared at my two brothers. i imagined dancing with them 3 years from now. one would be 12 another would be 9. i grabbed justin and tried to dance with him, soooo short :D anw, i cant wait for my debut. btw, it's a filipino tradition to have a big birthday bash when the girls turn 18. they'll have 18 roses ( which they have to dance with their dad first, siblings and other guys. add up to 18 guys. ) plus 18 candles. i dont really know what's the full happenings in a debut but yeah, roughly there. for guys, they'll celebrate it when they're 21 but normally filipino guys dont. and i wanna be 18! ):
anw, dad came home after his jog and things went even retarded. i was laughing like a retard cause lil sissy was laughing even harder than i was. she's 4 years old, she doesn't even know what's the green joke yet she was laughing so hard. thanks little ones! (: and so, i laughed alot today :D thank you LJ for teaching me maths during maths remedial today! :D school's fine. ive changed my seat again, to the other end of the class room. urgggh, this time with boon sheng. i was happy with my seat already lah! there's roy, ernest and janice. pffft, need to get used to " weird " people again ( exaggerating again ). left right front back, new people well kinda. oh oh, it's 12! i wanna go sleeeeep. dang, i feel like this post is so crappy and meaningless and useless and whatever.
goodbye.
my week started off great and i hope it'll be a great week. ever since ive turned 15, my days got even more screwed. so yeeeah, here's to a great week! (: ♥
what we could have been, 11:44 PM.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
a little bit of this and that
a little bit of this and that
hellohello.
gosh, im so tired! catheticism today was about death. uggggh, of all topic! went for mass and back to st. claire hall again. anyway, the last part we were given some qns and we have to write it in our journal. gawd! there's one that says: if you die tmr ... what would you say to your friends and family? hahaha, i wrote out in the journal. no one would know, muahaha. unless rachael or theresa reads it. death death death. i hate that topic, it creeps me out. ):
anyway after cat class, went to macs with kat, john, thomas, adriel and jerome. i saw thomas chicken pox! ewwww, it's damn sick lah! as you get older, it'll be even more sick. sooo, kat be prepared! hahaha. slacked at macs, adriel pang seh! then jerome left with his " ahbeng " friends. oh oh, adriel became the second ah beng. tsktsk, next who arh? i cannot imagine thomas or ashvin become ahbeng, hahha! went back to church and waited for mary. kat and mary fight fight fight cause kat doesn't wanna go out. i was the middle person of course. went to coffee shop, mary bought oreo latte. finally! kat agreed to go town so yeeeah. took 106 to town.
got down at lucky plaza and walked to far east. went window shopping for a while then went back to lucky plaza. i cant believe we had problem on where to eat, lol! i hate crowded places. short people get pushed or stepped on easily! ): kat didn't feel like eating filipino food so we decided to go plaza sing to eat. took 106 again to PS. ate and went to arcade. i spent 2 bucks on trying to get the stitch toy. mary spent about 4 bucks or so on me for the stitch, i didn't get. and she spent more more on mickey mouse stuff toy. all i try, nearly got it. then i let mary try, zooomg! she got it, haha. i swear she went retarded. then we took 174 to cineleisure.
we took neoprint. uggggh, it was like super fast lah! then walk walk around. went to cheers to buy nachos, had to wait for almost 30 mins. i was whining while waiting :D my leg was aching from all the walking and stuff ooookay! it was already 6.30pm so went home. oh oh, and there's some gig gig stuff near the bus stop and there's this band ... the singer was SCREAMING like a retard! like he got possessed. i was really glad 77 came, i was dying and i swear! we were in toh tuck road when " i'll never go " played in her mp3. we went crazy, seriously. i think kat was too retarded, people turned around and looked at us. and when i was going down, she held onto my hands never letting me go. damn retarded, the lady infront turned and was trying not to laugh. i love today! :D
cause it's 060708. bffs, you two should get it right? anyway, this post is long and yeeeah. i better get going. tmr no school, yayness! i shall sleep early and wake up late :D * my auntie laughed at this line cause she knows my early is 2am :D
goodbye.
ang sakit ng shoulder ko at ang sakit ng puso ko :D this line made my auntie laugh too. mga pinoys, gets nyo diba? hahaha, i was being random but my left chest ( near the heart right? ) was aching from my sleeping position. oh boy, i feel crappy today.
gosh, im so tired! catheticism today was about death. uggggh, of all topic! went for mass and back to st. claire hall again. anyway, the last part we were given some qns and we have to write it in our journal. gawd! there's one that says: if you die tmr ... what would you say to your friends and family? hahaha, i wrote out in the journal. no one would know, muahaha. unless rachael or theresa reads it. death death death. i hate that topic, it creeps me out. ):
anyway after cat class, went to macs with kat, john, thomas, adriel and jerome. i saw thomas chicken pox! ewwww, it's damn sick lah! as you get older, it'll be even more sick. sooo, kat be prepared! hahaha. slacked at macs, adriel pang seh! then jerome left with his " ahbeng " friends. oh oh, adriel became the second ah beng. tsktsk, next who arh? i cannot imagine thomas or ashvin become ahbeng, hahha! went back to church and waited for mary. kat and mary fight fight fight cause kat doesn't wanna go out. i was the middle person of course. went to coffee shop, mary bought oreo latte. finally! kat agreed to go town so yeeeah. took 106 to town.
got down at lucky plaza and walked to far east. went window shopping for a while then went back to lucky plaza. i cant believe we had problem on where to eat, lol! i hate crowded places. short people get pushed or stepped on easily! ): kat didn't feel like eating filipino food so we decided to go plaza sing to eat. took 106 again to PS. ate and went to arcade. i spent 2 bucks on trying to get the stitch toy. mary spent about 4 bucks or so on me for the stitch, i didn't get. and she spent more more on mickey mouse stuff toy. all i try, nearly got it. then i let mary try, zooomg! she got it, haha. i swear she went retarded. then we took 174 to cineleisure.
we took neoprint. uggggh, it was like super fast lah! then walk walk around. went to cheers to buy nachos, had to wait for almost 30 mins. i was whining while waiting :D my leg was aching from all the walking and stuff ooookay! it was already 6.30pm so went home. oh oh, and there's some gig gig stuff near the bus stop and there's this band ... the singer was SCREAMING like a retard! like he got possessed. i was really glad 77 came, i was dying and i swear! we were in toh tuck road when " i'll never go " played in her mp3. we went crazy, seriously. i think kat was too retarded, people turned around and looked at us. and when i was going down, she held onto my hands never letting me go. damn retarded, the lady infront turned and was trying not to laugh. i love today! :D
cause it's 060708. bffs, you two should get it right? anyway, this post is long and yeeeah. i better get going. tmr no school, yayness! i shall sleep early and wake up late :D * my auntie laughed at this line cause she knows my early is 2am :D
goodbye.
ang sakit ng shoulder ko at ang sakit ng puso ko :D this line made my auntie laugh too. mga pinoys, gets nyo diba? hahaha, i was being random but my left chest ( near the heart right? ) was aching from my sleeping position. oh boy, i feel crappy today.
i will never goooo far away from you.
even the skies will tell you,
that i need you sooooo.
for this is all i know,
i'll never go,
far away from you.
♥
what we could have been, 10:31 PM.
Saturday, July 05, 2008
kissing snowflakes
kissing snowflakes
hi and hello.
like i said, today is such a boring day. i spent my day reading story books and ive finished two books :D one book was from last night's reading, fell asleep while reading it. so yeeeeeap. catheticism starts tmr, urggggggh. 3 hrs again, boredom here i come! and parish youth camp is in 21 days. im half excited, half normal normal. im suppose to be sleeping now but i went to wash my face before i went to sleep BUT my sleepiness gone. currently chatting with vivian and bestfriend. there's nothing to update anyway, sigggh.
bff, wow. one day without communication. we really can survive one day? kat, im scared. really really scared.
bye and goodbye.
now i actually know what was the reason. im such a fool, pinning up hopes. i swear, if you just say those words and i'll fall for you again. anyway, the truth is out. you knew it all along, i cant hide anymore. right?
like i said, today is such a boring day. i spent my day reading story books and ive finished two books :D one book was from last night's reading, fell asleep while reading it. so yeeeeeap. catheticism starts tmr, urggggggh. 3 hrs again, boredom here i come! and parish youth camp is in 21 days. im half excited, half normal normal. im suppose to be sleeping now but i went to wash my face before i went to sleep BUT my sleepiness gone. currently chatting with vivian and bestfriend. there's nothing to update anyway, sigggh.
bff, wow. one day without communication. we really can survive one day? kat, im scared. really really scared.
bye and goodbye.
now i actually know what was the reason. im such a fool, pinning up hopes. i swear, if you just say those words and i'll fall for you again. anyway, the truth is out. you knew it all along, i cant hide anymore. right?
what we could have been, 11:32 PM.
Friday, July 04, 2008
it's another goodbye song
it's another goodbye song
hellohello.
school is screwed up. but i love fridays since it's like a slack day. art for two hours then rme. had recess with the usual peeps. haha, jerome looks retarded with his pants! im not used to seeing him in " baggy " pants. lol! then all the way are pure history. rae and i payed attention in class, which is goood! rae dumped her boyfriend half way through, awww. then after school attended cac meeting for a while then went gw5 with bff :D
since the first bus was 171, we went to town. endy and some indonesia people were there and we were like trying to ctach how they speak. they speak like bullet train sia! went to plaza sing and checked out what movie to watch. we wanted to watch iforgotwhatitis but the timing was at around 4plus. im such a dumb ass, only on the way home then i rmbed dad will be going home late =.= anyway, headed to shaw house and see the timing but it's even later so we went off to far east and buy fried mars bars. ohhhhh, we window shopped too. zoomg, my leg was aching by then even bff was complaining too. thanks bff for spending time with me, i actually needed that after what shyt craps has been happening. at sorry kung parang distant ulit ako :/
i had so much fun window shopping with bff but it was a torture too. ): we've got a whole long long list of things to buy but sigggh. took 106 home with bff and slept for about 10 - 15 mins. soooo now, im freaking sleepy yet i still bother to update. heh :D tmr is saturday ... boring saturday! oh well, i better get going. it's 12.34am now. hahaha, it took me so long to finish updating cause distractions along the way.
byeeeee.
& meet kelvin goh kaiwen, my evil ungreatful horrible heartless bestfriend.
so much for trusting you.
school is screwed up. but i love fridays since it's like a slack day. art for two hours then rme. had recess with the usual peeps. haha, jerome looks retarded with his pants! im not used to seeing him in " baggy " pants. lol! then all the way are pure history. rae and i payed attention in class, which is goood! rae dumped her boyfriend half way through, awww. then after school attended cac meeting for a while then went gw5 with bff :D
since the first bus was 171, we went to town. endy and some indonesia people were there and we were like trying to ctach how they speak. they speak like bullet train sia! went to plaza sing and checked out what movie to watch. we wanted to watch iforgotwhatitis but the timing was at around 4plus. im such a dumb ass, only on the way home then i rmbed dad will be going home late =.= anyway, headed to shaw house and see the timing but it's even later so we went off to far east and buy fried mars bars. ohhhhh, we window shopped too. zoomg, my leg was aching by then even bff was complaining too. thanks bff for spending time with me, i actually needed that after what shyt craps has been happening. at sorry kung parang distant ulit ako :/
i had so much fun window shopping with bff but it was a torture too. ): we've got a whole long long list of things to buy but sigggh. took 106 home with bff and slept for about 10 - 15 mins. soooo now, im freaking sleepy yet i still bother to update. heh :D tmr is saturday ... boring saturday! oh well, i better get going. it's 12.34am now. hahaha, it took me so long to finish updating cause distractions along the way.
byeeeee.
& meet kelvin goh kaiwen, my evil ungreatful horrible heartless bestfriend.
so much for trusting you.
what we could have been, 11:25 PM.
Thursday, July 03, 2008
quit it, it aint funny
quit it, it aint funny
oh to you,
just so you know, im a very very clean person ( lol )
so dont come and play " fun " games with me cause you're
seriously messing with the wrong person.
what right do you have to say im not ____ ?
and what's your problem?
people dont like you, i heck care.
i be friend with you, yet this is what i get.
and please! i aint close to you in the first place.
now what's your problem telling him those words?
what rights do you have?
did you see me doing it? did you did you did you?!
if i cant hold it anymore, you'll just die.
i swear ... it aint funny you ass!
and i bet that person wont read this. i just kept getting pissed whenever i rmb what keegan told me in the canteen just now. sucha ass, bastard. eeeeeeeeeew! im just pissed and that was an insulting thing to say. i just really hope you didn't say it, cause if you did ... good luck.
bye.
just so you know, im a very very clean person ( lol )
so dont come and play " fun " games with me cause you're
seriously messing with the wrong person.
what right do you have to say im not ____ ?
and what's your problem?
people dont like you, i heck care.
i be friend with you, yet this is what i get.
and please! i aint close to you in the first place.
now what's your problem telling him those words?
what rights do you have?
did you see me doing it? did you did you did you?!
if i cant hold it anymore, you'll just die.
i swear ... it aint funny you ass!
and i bet that person wont read this. i just kept getting pissed whenever i rmb what keegan told me in the canteen just now. sucha ass, bastard. eeeeeeeeeew! im just pissed and that was an insulting thing to say. i just really hope you didn't say it, cause if you did ... good luck.
bye.
what we could have been, 9:45 PM.
hellohello.
school's okay. bestfriend is back to school and it's a good thing. maths is really getting harder and harder, ugggh. today, the moment i reached school, i asked kuya kevin if he watched my girl. f! gen and kuya started going high. ): esp that gen. tssssssssk, they say the episode was damn nice. my enchong cried! ): i swear i wont sleep before my show, grrrr. john and katg plus kuya and gen surrounding me, talking about my girl. im so jealous! plus i missed ligaw na bulaklak. arggggh, im gonna watch :D dont understand right? it's okay :D
anyway, today after cambodia meeting kat and i stayed in sch a while then went home. waited for the super uber long 178. bad trip! at about the fifth bus stop from school, the bus break down. we went down and waited for another 178. so long, kat and i just took 67 then went down and took 174. we went one whole round lah, tssssk. tmr, im gonna go out with bestfriend :D this is the only week we get to go out, i think. cause starting from next week, i have remedial on tuesdays and thursdays. wednesday is taken up for cca, monday and friday ... i might be book for cambodia discussion. hopefully dad allows, sigggh.
anyway, i better get going. i wanna complete my geog project which is due next week. plus i wanna watching the singing bee and the list goes on :D im sleepy actually but heck! oh oh, LJ! hopefully you'll read this! im gonna beat you in TTT tmr! alam ko kaya ko to :D
goodbye people.
P/S: sorry if you can see the skin is screwed. i think it'll be okay soon-ish. it's retarded.
school's okay. bestfriend is back to school and it's a good thing. maths is really getting harder and harder, ugggh. today, the moment i reached school, i asked kuya kevin if he watched my girl. f! gen and kuya started going high. ): esp that gen. tssssssssk, they say the episode was damn nice. my enchong cried! ): i swear i wont sleep before my show, grrrr. john and katg plus kuya and gen surrounding me, talking about my girl. im so jealous! plus i missed ligaw na bulaklak. arggggh, im gonna watch :D dont understand right? it's okay :D
anyway, today after cambodia meeting kat and i stayed in sch a while then went home. waited for the super uber long 178. bad trip! at about the fifth bus stop from school, the bus break down. we went down and waited for another 178. so long, kat and i just took 67 then went down and took 174. we went one whole round lah, tssssk. tmr, im gonna go out with bestfriend :D this is the only week we get to go out, i think. cause starting from next week, i have remedial on tuesdays and thursdays. wednesday is taken up for cca, monday and friday ... i might be book for cambodia discussion. hopefully dad allows, sigggh.
anyway, i better get going. i wanna complete my geog project which is due next week. plus i wanna watching the singing bee and the list goes on :D im sleepy actually but heck! oh oh, LJ! hopefully you'll read this! im gonna beat you in TTT tmr! alam ko kaya ko to :D
goodbye people.
P/S: sorry if you can see the skin is screwed. i think it'll be okay soon-ish. it's retarded.
i was dying inside to hold you,
i couldn't believe what i felt for you
dying inside, i was dying inside
but i couldn't bring myself to touch you.
♥
what we could have been, 8:44 PM.
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
i'll tell you why
i'll tell you why
it's the first day of the month!
goodbye june, hello july!
i just hope that july would be a better month since june sucked esp the last week of it. ive ended the first night of july well, glad im okay with my dad. after 9 days. i still rmb my first day of june really sucked alot so yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah. anyway today, i love pure history lessons with dulcie :D dulcie, you should knowww. haha, it was like some art class during pure history lah! dulcie and i were like some crazy retarded people, the only ones laughing while the rest are paying attention. awww, i love rae! the rest of the day was okayokay.
went to church with some of the cac to visit the late Archbishop of SG, Archbishop Geogory Yong. siggggh, it reminded us of patrick last year. kat and i talked about death. im scared, really scared. dead people look like manikas! siggggggggggh. anw, i better go sleeeeep. (:
BYEEEE.
what we could have been, 11:58 PM.
