Thursday, April 30, 2009
it's written all over your face
it's written all over your face
goodbye april, hello may.
soon.
hey! (:
it's been a long long time huh? im thinking of locking this pass, tsk. nw, im currently having art. i didnt want to sign out the laptop but mdm siti asked me to. sigh. mid years in 5 days' time and i dont feel it's mid years. teachers have been talking about o lvl te whole 4 mnths i was in sch that i forgot there was id years to face, sigh. so obviously i aint ready for most of the subjects.
this week is completely giving me full of suprises, sigh. i'll just let God settle whatever is happening right now and i'll just with the flow. anw, nothing much had been happening. ytd, the pure hist students went to national singapore museum. i had fun but yeah. it's okay okay lang. the compact we're carrying ard is pretty cool like a huge ipod, hahaha. i went home right after we got back from school and i stuffed my head with maths problem solving qns, haha. im proud of myself to be able to complete most qns without help even though half way i finished my foolscap papers, hahaha. kay! it's a thursday and there's no EC. omg. i think maths is taking over me cause i just feel like doing maths the whole day, tsk. this is what you get if regina understand what she's doing for maths, lol.
kay, i think im starting to talk nonsense and art class is ending soon, heh. next would be mother tongue, free period! :D tdy's the last day of april and i shall live it like there's no tmr. lol! heh. kay, sheesh. im getting abit out here, haha. bye!
if only i could wake up to find everything was just a dream.
what we could have been, 9:21 AM.
Thursday, April 23, 2009
needles and penknifes
needles and penknifes
hi.
it's kinda late but i just felt like blogging, in summary. i shall rate this week the worst week ever.
- i absentmindedly exercised for 2hrs while girl talking with rovabelle and her cousins, sunday night.
- monday i had muscle aches and had to run ard sentosa plus the sun was showering us.
- result for a fun day in sentosa? limping cause of blister and the muscle aches.
- worst night ever, cried my eyes out and ..
- went to sch with puffy eyes the next day. nasrul thought i was still sleepy.
- i dont have a phone with me anymore .. long story. therefore, all contacts and pictures gone.
- tuesday, wednesday and tdy, having problems climbing up and down the stairs. kat had to help me but im healing.
- i missed NAFA test thanks to the aches.
- i laughed alot tdy, maybe cause .. ( i dont think im still over that thing. ) idk why i laughed alot.
- i dont know how to let out my anger anymore.
- i seem to bottle up my feelings more and more = unhealthy.
- dad and me starting to talk but i still give him the cold vibes.
- if im sad etc, i'll go to sleep. (:
i need to go to sleep. if only life is like the books i read and the movies i watch ..
ps: im still feeling empty without my phone. ): ): ):
psps: my memory's really getting bad, i even forget numbers. uh-oh! rovabelle said she's suprise i can forget what we've talked about the past years. school is really taking over me.
phriya peno! happy 16th birthday to you. (: love ya girl.
it's kinda late but i just felt like blogging, in summary. i shall rate this week the worst week ever.
- i absentmindedly exercised for 2hrs while girl talking with rovabelle and her cousins, sunday night.
- monday i had muscle aches and had to run ard sentosa plus the sun was showering us.
- result for a fun day in sentosa? limping cause of blister and the muscle aches.
- worst night ever, cried my eyes out and ..
- went to sch with puffy eyes the next day. nasrul thought i was still sleepy.
- i dont have a phone with me anymore .. long story. therefore, all contacts and pictures gone.
- tuesday, wednesday and tdy, having problems climbing up and down the stairs. kat had to help me but im healing.
- i missed NAFA test thanks to the aches.
- i laughed alot tdy, maybe cause .. ( i dont think im still over that thing. ) idk why i laughed alot.
- i dont know how to let out my anger anymore.
- i seem to bottle up my feelings more and more = unhealthy.
- dad and me starting to talk but i still give him the cold vibes.
- if im sad etc, i'll go to sleep. (:
i need to go to sleep. if only life is like the books i read and the movies i watch ..
ps: im still feeling empty without my phone. ): ): ):
psps: my memory's really getting bad, i even forget numbers. uh-oh! rovabelle said she's suprise i can forget what we've talked about the past years. school is really taking over me.
phriya peno! happy 16th birthday to you. (: love ya girl.
be mine?
only if you promise to be mine.
- BE MINE BY SABRINA JAMES.
( STORY BOOK LAH! )
i wisssssssssssssssssh.
im crushing on you damnit, i think.
what we could have been, 11:14 PM.
Saturday, April 18, 2009
suitcase of memories
suitcase of memories
hi!
do you know that mid years is coming and am not even doing anything? my first sentence to this post would scare everyone, lol. but it's the faaaaact! im jealous that my cousins from iloilo flew over to manila to meet gheric and they had fun going ard manila. ): and i doubt i'll be able to have much fun next year when i go back cause i believe kuya goodie would be on board the ship for a year for training and ate joyjoy would be working somewhere, i wouldnt know. i just to got to make friends with kuya bherbher. i miss that guy. i was pretty close to him when we were young but last year he wasnt there to meet me cause he was on board the ship for training. aiyah, it's still far far away .. thinking so much right now. tsk, sigh.
anw, im so happy cause tdy was my second last day of PA :D omg! this means the day of confirmation is nearing. half excited, half neutral for it actually. another reason to be happy, rovabel is back to singapore for her summer vacation! :D yes! more gossips about pinas and many many more, hahaha. i heard we're going over to their place tmr to celebrate her grandma's birthday. gosh! ive been a very lazy pig lately. i kept falling asleep at ard 9pm to 10pm plus. must be school, very tiring!
i suddenly dont feel like typing anymore. so goodnight everyone.
ps: i feel april going by so slowly and mid year is really really coming soon! ):
i dont know this feeling ive been feeling recently. it's like not me anymore. i dont feel happy, i dont feel the need to. i wanna know why but .. i feel lost, i feel alone. it's like all meaning are lost. i think i should start collecting myself together cause ive been falling apart and may be lost forever. i feel i need something but i cant seem to know, whatever. i wanna go, far far away. like the ballons being blown away by the wind, i wanna be like that. i wanna be free and light.
do you know that mid years is coming and am not even doing anything? my first sentence to this post would scare everyone, lol. but it's the faaaaact! im jealous that my cousins from iloilo flew over to manila to meet gheric and they had fun going ard manila. ): and i doubt i'll be able to have much fun next year when i go back cause i believe kuya goodie would be on board the ship for a year for training and ate joyjoy would be working somewhere, i wouldnt know. i just to got to make friends with kuya bherbher. i miss that guy. i was pretty close to him when we were young but last year he wasnt there to meet me cause he was on board the ship for training. aiyah, it's still far far away .. thinking so much right now. tsk, sigh.
anw, im so happy cause tdy was my second last day of PA :D omg! this means the day of confirmation is nearing. half excited, half neutral for it actually. another reason to be happy, rovabel is back to singapore for her summer vacation! :D yes! more gossips about pinas and many many more, hahaha. i heard we're going over to their place tmr to celebrate her grandma's birthday. gosh! ive been a very lazy pig lately. i kept falling asleep at ard 9pm to 10pm plus. must be school, very tiring!
i suddenly dont feel like typing anymore. so goodnight everyone.
ps: i feel april going by so slowly and mid year is really really coming soon! ):
i dont know this feeling ive been feeling recently. it's like not me anymore. i dont feel happy, i dont feel the need to. i wanna know why but .. i feel lost, i feel alone. it's like all meaning are lost. i think i should start collecting myself together cause ive been falling apart and may be lost forever. i feel i need something but i cant seem to know, whatever. i wanna go, far far away. like the ballons being blown away by the wind, i wanna be like that. i wanna be free and light.
what we could have been, 11:17 PM.
Monday, April 13, 2009
i just need you to move
i just need you to move
hi.
it's been about 2 weeks since ive last used the com even though the previous week there's updates. this week has been pretty idk. i cant really rmb what happened cause my tiny lil brain cant take in everything esp when huge happenings were going on these past 4 days.
my bestfriend came back. yes, fever came back! so i left school early on thursday and slept the whole afternoon. got woken up and left for sentosa. we were having chalet. by then, i was feeling better. the pool was tempting but i was sick. ): kevin and ranelle were like pulling me into the pool the whole entire night. kevin and kenneth asked me and ranelle to stay up the whole night but i was sick so slept ard 3am. the next day, three families went skyriding and luge. i had fun, hahha. then we went home. reached home and i slept :D
saturday, i was nursing my weak body. fever was on and off which sucked alot. afternoon, left with mom, maid and sister to changi. another chalet. slakced and all. i met abigail and i think she's nice. hahaha. we stayed up till 2 plus and slept. the next day which was ytd, we shifted to pasir ris the area for the birthday celebration. since cynthia was busy, i rotted with jeffery. we were at this kids indoor playground, enjoying the aircon. i didnt feel like swimming. went home ard 11 plus with the usual ppl. kevin and kenneth were being annoying on the way home. actually, not really annoying but i found them annoying cause i was really really sleepy. i wanted to sleep but they kept talking and talking, tsk.
and tdy, i skipped sch :D i should be going. john, josh, kyle and kat are expecting me at john's house. whoooooooops! and they kept smsing and calling me, buggers! hahahaha. oh and aly's online. omg! kay i shall go.
bye.
happy belated 16th birthday john pecson. (8 april)
happy belated 19th birthday kevin sore. (9 april)
happy belated 18th birthday cynthia ong. (11 april)
happy belated 14th birthday jeffery ong.(11 april)
happy belated 17th birthday eric chow. (11 april)
and ..
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY JOSH PECSON! (:
birthday bash later :D
♥
ps: kat nagged at me for not leaving my house yet. hahaha. she should be having fun with three guys in a room now, lol. JOKESSSSSSSSSSSSS.
it's been about 2 weeks since ive last used the com even though the previous week there's updates. this week has been pretty idk. i cant really rmb what happened cause my tiny lil brain cant take in everything esp when huge happenings were going on these past 4 days.
my bestfriend came back. yes, fever came back! so i left school early on thursday and slept the whole afternoon. got woken up and left for sentosa. we were having chalet. by then, i was feeling better. the pool was tempting but i was sick. ): kevin and ranelle were like pulling me into the pool the whole entire night. kevin and kenneth asked me and ranelle to stay up the whole night but i was sick so slept ard 3am. the next day, three families went skyriding and luge. i had fun, hahha. then we went home. reached home and i slept :D
saturday, i was nursing my weak body. fever was on and off which sucked alot. afternoon, left with mom, maid and sister to changi. another chalet. slakced and all. i met abigail and i think she's nice. hahaha. we stayed up till 2 plus and slept. the next day which was ytd, we shifted to pasir ris the area for the birthday celebration. since cynthia was busy, i rotted with jeffery. we were at this kids indoor playground, enjoying the aircon. i didnt feel like swimming. went home ard 11 plus with the usual ppl. kevin and kenneth were being annoying on the way home. actually, not really annoying but i found them annoying cause i was really really sleepy. i wanted to sleep but they kept talking and talking, tsk.
and tdy, i skipped sch :D i should be going. john, josh, kyle and kat are expecting me at john's house. whoooooooops! and they kept smsing and calling me, buggers! hahahaha. oh and aly's online. omg! kay i shall go.
bye.
happy belated 16th birthday john pecson. (8 april)
happy belated 19th birthday kevin sore. (9 april)
happy belated 18th birthday cynthia ong. (11 april)
happy belated 14th birthday jeffery ong.(11 april)
happy belated 17th birthday eric chow. (11 april)
and ..
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY JOSH PECSON! (:
birthday bash later :D
♥
ps: kat nagged at me for not leaving my house yet. hahaha. she should be having fun with three guys in a room now, lol. JOKESSSSSSSSSSSSS.
what we could have been, 2:12 PM.
Sunday, April 05, 2009
midnight blue
midnight blue
* waves excitedly *
kay, i dont know what's with my mood now. hahaha! i caught myself smiling to myself, if that makes sense. it's been long since ive last smiled to myself or maybe i just dont notice.
so, ytd i was 30mins late for my PA. well since it was held at red cross and thanks ever so much to 963 for making me wait for 15 - 20mins! desmond more power! came ard 10.30am then left 10mins later, hahaha. Audrey asked me to tag along so i kinda went home by car, her parents kindly agree to send me home. well, not really home but at stmary's bus stop. i walked which was pretty good for me. i slacked for an hour or so then left for hometeamNS with dad, justin and jusper. my intention was to go there, show that im giving the two idiots support and read my book but i ended up getting forced to play golf too. i kinda had fun, making a fool out of myself. it's been longgggg time since the last time ive tried shooting a ball.
i was sweating hardcore an hour later so i decided to rest. i almost got blisters, omg! the next 1 or 2 hours was spent lazing ard, seeing the two idiots doing even more idiotic stuff. lol! i dont know why im calling justin and jusper idiots in the first place. oh i got home then an hour or two later was forced to go to church. by then, i was dead and moody. so i didnt manage to go to eric's party, sorry! :/ i knocked out ard 11plus, feeling contented cause i reached my goal in finishing the book i was reading. (:
tdy, i pretty much wasted my sunday away. the usuals :D i watched ASAP'09, your song: underAGE, banana spilt, the buzz and singing bee. i forced myself out of the sofa ard 845pm :D from 230 to 845, so totally like a pig! heh. before that, i did housework okay! i had to baby sit the two idiots since germaine went out with my maid :D that was pretty much my day.
im planning to sleep ard 11 plus again tonight. (: so i wanna go off and prepare for bed. omg, dad just came back from malaysia and he's all weird, lol. he reeks of beer, ew! and any time, he would come in and ask me to sleep .. again. so tata! :D
g'night.
kay, i dont know what's with my mood now. hahaha! i caught myself smiling to myself, if that makes sense. it's been long since ive last smiled to myself or maybe i just dont notice.
so, ytd i was 30mins late for my PA. well since it was held at red cross and thanks ever so much to 963 for making me wait for 15 - 20mins! desmond more power! came ard 10.30am then left 10mins later, hahaha. Audrey asked me to tag along so i kinda went home by car, her parents kindly agree to send me home. well, not really home but at stmary's bus stop. i walked which was pretty good for me. i slacked for an hour or so then left for hometeamNS with dad, justin and jusper. my intention was to go there, show that im giving the two idiots support and read my book but i ended up getting forced to play golf too. i kinda had fun, making a fool out of myself. it's been longgggg time since the last time ive tried shooting a ball.
i was sweating hardcore an hour later so i decided to rest. i almost got blisters, omg! the next 1 or 2 hours was spent lazing ard, seeing the two idiots doing even more idiotic stuff. lol! i dont know why im calling justin and jusper idiots in the first place. oh i got home then an hour or two later was forced to go to church. by then, i was dead and moody. so i didnt manage to go to eric's party, sorry! :/ i knocked out ard 11plus, feeling contented cause i reached my goal in finishing the book i was reading. (:
tdy, i pretty much wasted my sunday away. the usuals :D i watched ASAP'09, your song: underAGE, banana spilt, the buzz and singing bee. i forced myself out of the sofa ard 845pm :D from 230 to 845, so totally like a pig! heh. before that, i did housework okay! i had to baby sit the two idiots since germaine went out with my maid :D that was pretty much my day.
im planning to sleep ard 11 plus again tonight. (: so i wanna go off and prepare for bed. omg, dad just came back from malaysia and he's all weird, lol. he reeks of beer, ew! and any time, he would come in and ask me to sleep .. again. so tata! :D
g'night.
i think i need to move one step back.
maybe you're the sign from God.
i feel something coming.
what we could have been, 9:58 PM.
Friday, April 03, 2009
i remember
i remember
Gemini's horoscope for 3rd april.
You have a lot to say today,
and your people are almost certainly trying
to get you to open up about the latest controversies.
Get them to give you a little down time to collect your thoughts.
hi! :D
guess whaaaaaaaaaat? it's friday, again :D well, i cant be more than happy that this week is going to be part of my past. there's just too much ups and downs, im left rooted to the ground. i really dont know what to do and how to react. there's just too much things to stuff into my tiny brain.
anw, these past three days ive been home pretty late and every night is like deja vu all over again. i would alight 178 with john, josh and kyle. then we'll walk to john&josh's block and carry on with kyle. i'll go separate ways with him near the bus stop then i'll be left walking alone, feeling all wary to my surroundings. tdy, it was just josh, kyle and me.
tmr, i'll be having my PA. gosh! i wont be able to rest since im like booked the whole day by different people, lol. okay early in the morning i'll be going for my PA then i need to " give moral support " to justin at hometeamNS, it's base on my dad. he wants me to be there when justin's practising golf, tsk. well, he kinda bribe me :D he said i could eat whatever i want whenever im hungry, omg! :D then later at night ive got some birthday party to attend. seeeee? well at least i dont have to stay at home and stare at the four walls. (: and i wanna thank God cause i dont really think i have any homework :D
awesomeness awesomeness! i feel good tonight, hahahaaaa. btw, cheer up john thomas! (: always got to rmb there's always sunshine after the rain! (: that's like one of my new slogan. i kept telling myself that whenever im down and whoever is down. omg! hahahahaha.
kay, i shall go and kiss this week goodbye. wait, it's still too early. maybe i'll go hit the books ( read story books :D ). g'day people? (:
♥♥♥♥♥
ps: i think those five colours are sexy, esp the red one :D
ive been crushed
but i'll stand on my two feet again. (:
..
how can something so wrong,
feels so right along?
good ol' times.
what we could have been, 8:56 PM.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
i kept on searching but i cant find
i kept on searching but i cant find
hi.
last night was pretty awesome.
aes dance was big time awesome, omg.
if only there's an happy ending to a not-so-average-happy-day.
it sucked big time.
this morning was one of the worst morning.
i just broke down in front of kat.
omg, thanks best! i really love you so much!
i just hope the rest of the day wouldn't be that horrible.
i feel weak all over.
i had a half-hearted confession, to be honest.
i just couldn't let everything out.
i felt so numb, i really dont know what to do.
anw, anw! im currently having art, yes yes!
:D
this is another informal update.
omg! shyt. i better get going.
byeeeeeeeeee.
♥ ♥
last night was pretty awesome.
aes dance was big time awesome, omg.
if only there's an happy ending to a not-so-average-happy-day.
it sucked big time.
this morning was one of the worst morning.
i just broke down in front of kat.
omg, thanks best! i really love you so much!
i just hope the rest of the day wouldn't be that horrible.
i feel weak all over.
i had a half-hearted confession, to be honest.
i just couldn't let everything out.
i felt so numb, i really dont know what to do.
anw, anw! im currently having art, yes yes!
:D
this is another informal update.
omg! shyt. i better get going.
byeeeeeeeeee.
♥ ♥
there's always sunshine after the rain.
i'll make it through.
what we could have been, 9:26 AM.
Wednesday, April 01, 2009
it's not me, it's just you
it's not me, it's just you
greetings to april!
im having art now and yes im using the macbook again.
this time round im doing my research since i suddenly felt like it.
maybe it's just what's happening tdy ah.
lol. i'll be having another long day tdy hopefully i'll survive.
oh i shall end my informal update :D
goodbye and g'day!
it's how you make me insane.
what we could have been, 1:32 PM.
