Friday, January 30, 2009
if you really want somebody to love you
if you really want somebody to love you
:D
:D
:D
and all is fine.
kay, lol. im fine! yeah, the hateful fever is gone, all those ewwww feeling is gone! :D never felt so happy before, tsk. an hour before recess today, my stomach was already grumbling. imagine not eating any proper meal for 3 to 4 days from someone who ate 3 plates of rice per meal. can die one okay? oh yeah, i came to school today. i was kinda kicked out of bed by my mom. decided to sleep in their room last night, that's why. haha :D i was still feel bad this morning but since my dad gave me a Talk about this-being-the-last-year-and-yet-still-falling-sick-and-missing-sch. yeah, that talk. tssssssk.
today, went for cac meeting and we ended up telling ghost stories. that made my hair stand up. alyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! i forgot to add in the email. she exist. rmb her? does it ring the bell? toilet.
kay, anyway. after meeting, went to westmall with kat and john to meet kathleen gacad. kat and i felt like john's bodyguard or smth. it felt like as if we went to westmall just to accompany john while kat gacad was making her way down. lol. so we grabbed the chance to go library. i borrowed three books, heeeeeeeeh. i shall sleep late tonight and read. im all creeped up right now cause my maid is sleeping in the other room since that room is empty till auntie malek comes back. creeped out till i even asked my parents not to lock the door just in case i get freaked out, hahaaaa.
kay, i needa go. mom just went in to check on me. i wouldn't wanna get killed and get grounded from using the com cause i still need to do my art research and all. heh. so tata! :D
ooooooh, american idol 8's kinda awesome. hahahahaaaaaa.
♥
:D
:D
and all is fine.
kay, lol. im fine! yeah, the hateful fever is gone, all those ewwww feeling is gone! :D never felt so happy before, tsk. an hour before recess today, my stomach was already grumbling. imagine not eating any proper meal for 3 to 4 days from someone who ate 3 plates of rice per meal. can die one okay? oh yeah, i came to school today. i was kinda kicked out of bed by my mom. decided to sleep in their room last night, that's why. haha :D i was still feel bad this morning but since my dad gave me a Talk about this-being-the-last-year-and-yet-still-falling-sick-and-missing-sch. yeah, that talk. tssssssk.
today, went for cac meeting and we ended up telling ghost stories. that made my hair stand up. alyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! i forgot to add in the email. she exist. rmb her? does it ring the bell? toilet.
kay, anyway. after meeting, went to westmall with kat and john to meet kathleen gacad. kat and i felt like john's bodyguard or smth. it felt like as if we went to westmall just to accompany john while kat gacad was making her way down. lol. so we grabbed the chance to go library. i borrowed three books, heeeeeeeeh. i shall sleep late tonight and read. im all creeped up right now cause my maid is sleeping in the other room since that room is empty till auntie malek comes back. creeped out till i even asked my parents not to lock the door just in case i get freaked out, hahaaaa.
kay, i needa go. mom just went in to check on me. i wouldn't wanna get killed and get grounded from using the com cause i still need to do my art research and all. heh. so tata! :D
ooooooh, american idol 8's kinda awesome. hahahahaaaaaa.
♥
what we could have been, 11:00 PM.
Thursday, January 29, 2009
flying high
flying high
):
i feel like crap now, i hate being sick. ive missed two days of school and oh well. kat missed two days of school too and i bet a few people would think we planned it, oh well. today, i woke up early ard 6.30am and couldn't sleep back. i had to force myself to sleep back. my cousin and his wife left for pinas today, they only stayed for a few days. oh well! it's such a bad thing i never manage to bring them out. last night, he kept asking me when i'll visit them in california. oh well, it's all up to my mom. cause if i were to visit them in cali, i would be visiting aly and maybe mariel too. thinking big huh?
uncle randy came back and aww, he doesnt know who is A! how sad can that be? sigoro .. wag na nga. ano ba naman to? i cant wait for auntie malek to come back on the 9th :D ah crap. i didnt wanna update this blog cause i dont wanna sound pathetic, tsk. im just killing time while Another Cinderella Story is slowly loading. yeeees i know! it was out like last year sept yet im watching it now, lol. justin is watching with me too, heh. oh and what i hate the most of being sick is being forced to E.A.T! i seriously got no mood to eat and im being forced to. so far i only agree to noodles. other than that, ha, we'll see it being flushed away. this means im losing the 3kg ive gained during the holiday, tsk. kay, this post doesnt seem right, lol.
i shall go zoom off and arggggggh .. grab some carrot juice since my taste bud doesnt agree with water right now. ):
bye.
i feel like crap now, i hate being sick. ive missed two days of school and oh well. kat missed two days of school too and i bet a few people would think we planned it, oh well. today, i woke up early ard 6.30am and couldn't sleep back. i had to force myself to sleep back. my cousin and his wife left for pinas today, they only stayed for a few days. oh well! it's such a bad thing i never manage to bring them out. last night, he kept asking me when i'll visit them in california. oh well, it's all up to my mom. cause if i were to visit them in cali, i would be visiting aly and maybe mariel too. thinking big huh?
uncle randy came back and aww, he doesnt know who is A! how sad can that be? sigoro .. wag na nga. ano ba naman to? i cant wait for auntie malek to come back on the 9th :D ah crap. i didnt wanna update this blog cause i dont wanna sound pathetic, tsk. im just killing time while Another Cinderella Story is slowly loading. yeeees i know! it was out like last year sept yet im watching it now, lol. justin is watching with me too, heh. oh and what i hate the most of being sick is being forced to E.A.T! i seriously got no mood to eat and im being forced to. so far i only agree to noodles. other than that, ha, we'll see it being flushed away. this means im losing the 3kg ive gained during the holiday, tsk. kay, this post doesnt seem right, lol.
i shall go zoom off and arggggggh .. grab some carrot juice since my taste bud doesnt agree with water right now. ):
bye.
what we could have been, 3:13 PM.
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
life isnt perfect after all
life isnt perfect after all
hey.
ytd, i got forced by ranelle to go East Coast Park so i went since my parents allowed. the night scene was really relaxing. dark sky, a few stars, calm ocean, ship lights, planes taking turns to touchdown in airport, the quiet sound of seawater breaking through the shore. i like that feeling, very much. ranelle and i had a girl talk, meaningful girl talk. it feels good to talk with old friends whom you used to be soo close. i reached home 12amplus. it feels so weird to go home that late alone, without my parents with me. the night was silent, scaryyyyyy. my thoughts drifted to my protective guy cousins, i miss them.
anyway, this morning when i woke up, i felt feverish, so weak. i didnt wanna get up but i had to. it's just the first month of 2009 and im already getting sick. i doubt im going to school to tmr, which is good. i need a few more days of rest. millions of homeworks untouched. maybe i'll do it if i got the strength to. kat messaged me late morning just now saying that she's feeling feverish. i guess it's cause we got wet from the rain on sunday plus ytd, due to rushing, i accidentally scratch myself on the bbq screen. it was rusty some more, oh well. i shall continue chatting with bestfriends, aly and kat. but all of a sudden, ive lost my mood. tskkkkkkk.
goodbye.
ytd, i got forced by ranelle to go East Coast Park so i went since my parents allowed. the night scene was really relaxing. dark sky, a few stars, calm ocean, ship lights, planes taking turns to touchdown in airport, the quiet sound of seawater breaking through the shore. i like that feeling, very much. ranelle and i had a girl talk, meaningful girl talk. it feels good to talk with old friends whom you used to be soo close. i reached home 12amplus. it feels so weird to go home that late alone, without my parents with me. the night was silent, scaryyyyyy. my thoughts drifted to my protective guy cousins, i miss them.
anyway, this morning when i woke up, i felt feverish, so weak. i didnt wanna get up but i had to. it's just the first month of 2009 and im already getting sick. i doubt im going to school to tmr, which is good. i need a few more days of rest. millions of homeworks untouched. maybe i'll do it if i got the strength to. kat messaged me late morning just now saying that she's feeling feverish. i guess it's cause we got wet from the rain on sunday plus ytd, due to rushing, i accidentally scratch myself on the bbq screen. it was rusty some more, oh well. i shall continue chatting with bestfriends, aly and kat. but all of a sudden, ive lost my mood. tskkkkkkk.
goodbye.
just keep strong.
what we could have been, 12:01 PM.
Monday, January 26, 2009
loving hands
loving hands
hello! :D
ive been trying to update this blog since ytd, using the psp. dang, i think the psp hates blogger. it doesnt allow me to publish post. anyway, my com went dead for a few days which pretty much sucked!
anyway, auntie malek left for pinas ytd. her surprise visit really worked, ommmg! i got so kilig by what she did to her bf ah. i sent my regards to A, awwww. but sigh, a thousand miles away .. kay kay, reg! ytd late at night, my cousin and his wife, from pinas, came over to sg for their belated honeymoon. they are currently in jurong bird park with my mom and dad. ranelle came over to my place just now like ard lunch time and we talkedd. haha, she wants me to go East Coast Park with her today, really badly. oh well, bad trip! i doubt my parents can make it since ranelle's fam and kevin's fam are going. it seems like a nice day to chill, even though i still got millions of things to do.
this week has been omg la! one time, i left school ard 6pm plus just doing maths homework. i just cant wait for april to come! i dont know why but yeeeah, haha. i dont know what else to talk about. i dont wanna pour out emo stuffs here, haha. currently talking to aly. babae! cheer up! gah, im going nowhere in this post. it'll be another long and tiring weeeeek! back to school on wednesday, dang! so far, ive only completed maths. boooo! ):
bye.
wish i was there,
with you beside me.
what we could have been, 2:19 PM.
Friday, January 16, 2009
the uncertainties
the uncertainties
hi.
this week seemed like a bullet train, zooming off within seconds yet it felt like years for friday to come. boy am i soooo glad it's friday today. breaks fromhomeworks, schools, numbers, yada yada. this week is one hell of a week. i dont know, i just dont like this week. a week has passed since i went to school and everything is all the same. i guess ive really accepted reality, that it's already 2009 and not 2008, that im seconday 4 and not seconday 3 anymore. oh god, why am i saying these stuff?
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ate maymay went back to pinas on the 12th, flew back to california on the 16th ( today ). uncle randy is most probably on the way to the airport .. flying off to pinas. auntie aileen leaving tmr for pinas too. everyone's leaving when i just got back. even though i still wanna go back again, i shall tahan for a few more months till Os is over. lately, dad and i have been talking about my future. pinas or singapore? jc or poly or College pinas? what courses to take? gah, i dont like where the future is taking me.
okay, pardon for this i-dont-know-what post. maybe it's the song im listening to right now. no, i dont wanna talk about how my week has gone. there's nothing happy to talk about, other than stuffs. this dont seem like an update huh?
belated 16th to geneva.
oh, belated 16th M. ( he wont get to see this, duh )
" so many things, but so little time. "
dont you agreeeeee?
goodbye now.
this week seemed like a bullet train, zooming off within seconds yet it felt like years for friday to come. boy am i soooo glad it's friday today. breaks from
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ate maymay went back to pinas on the 12th, flew back to california on the 16th ( today ). uncle randy is most probably on the way to the airport .. flying off to pinas. auntie aileen leaving tmr for pinas too. everyone's leaving when i just got back. even though i still wanna go back again, i shall tahan for a few more months till Os is over. lately, dad and i have been talking about my future. pinas or singapore? jc or poly or College pinas? what courses to take? gah, i dont like where the future is taking me.
okay, pardon for this i-dont-know-what post. maybe it's the song im listening to right now. no, i dont wanna talk about how my week has gone. there's nothing happy to talk about, other than stuffs. this dont seem like an update huh?
belated 16th to geneva.
oh, belated 16th M. ( he wont get to see this, duh )
" so many things, but so little time. "
dont you agreeeeee?
goodbye now.
i'll look at the stars and will think about you.
cause i know they'll be holding you too.
what we could have been, 9:29 PM.
Friday, January 09, 2009
it would be much better
it would be much better
yooooooo! :D
30th dec, Antique. the mini christmas party - Salibio. my face got covered by my cuzzie-in-law. we were playing musical chairs - teenagers and adults. naks, i won :D
31st, Antique. it's early in the morning and i was still sleepy, tsk.
8th, first day of school! :D i feel like a new student all over again. dont know why but yeah. maybe cause i was blur all the way. i didnt know where to go and all, yada yada. all the first day of school craps. nothing much happened. it felt weird for a while, being back to school after a longggg holiday. after school, the whole seconday 4 had to go Ngee Ann Poly Open House. kat and i just followed john, thomas, adriel, ashvin and keegan ard. john and thomas were fishing la, lol. kat and i left them and headed to westmall. ate a little and talked alot. kat named my holiday this year/ last year, scandalous. naks naks!
9th / tdy, second day of school. i was getting a hang of school and all. gah, i was lost during maths :/ i swear mr ong is killing me, so much homework to do! ): thank god im done with acelearning - 500 qns. i still got all chapter 2 exercise to do for maths. oh and ms bhavani's homework too and to study for chemistry test that will take place on the 14th. gah, so many things to do .. so little time. i wanna go out with my cousin tmr! cause she's like going back to pinas on monday then after a few days, off to california. oh well! i still got Pastoral Attachment tmr early morning, need to go to Bukit Batok Home For the Aged. oh well! after school, went for CAC meeting. after that, went to westmall with john, kat gacad, kat orbeta and josh. ate at subway, lol. after that, we went home. awwwwwww! :D
gah, im tired and sleepy! i dont seem to have enough rest right now. i think i should turn off the com and hit the sack, naks! i shall upload a few pics i got from my cousins' camera during our time in pinas. IT'S VERY FEW ONLY! more pics in my camera. will put it in my com when im done with all the homeworks i owe, lol. oh ya oh ya, sorry ah kat! :/ like sometimes, still feeling like as if im in pinas, i tend to talk to you in Ilonggo :/
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breakfast, early in the morning. i look crap.
29th.
29th.29th dec! gheric, ate joyjoy and me. look at those two! HILARIOUS! oh, the skinny boy near the slide is Justin and he's wearing my FBT, lol.
30th dec, Antique. the mini christmas party - Salibio. my face got covered by my cuzzie-in-law. we were playing musical chairs - teenagers and adults. naks, i won :D 
the not SO complete Salibio cousins.
Kris Olivares ( cousin's cousin. ) and me.
cousins ♥
Salibio fam, incomplete - DUHHHH. first degree, second and i think third degree cousins. the red one is our auntie/uncle.
4th, farewell to gheric, kuya yetyet and Kris Olivares. ate joyjoy, me and gheric wearing the same shirt. heeeeee. ASTIG!
what we could have been, 11:02 PM.
Wednesday, January 07, 2009
and we'll linger
and we'll linger
naks naks!
im baccccck! gah, i feel soooooo .. i feel like my holiday is being cut short! why when it's time to go, oh my gulays stuffs happened to made me go OH MY GULAY TALAGA?! for the first time, i wanted to be at the same place at the same time - Santa Barbara and Alegre.
3rd, was the wedding day of kuya yetyet and ate jen. argh, was made to put on make up and i find the make up thick! four gays came over to Alegre to help me and my girl cousins put on make up for the wedding. during the reception, i kinda got high. ate joyjoy even thought i was drunk, like lol? we were taking funshots here and there, yeah with heels. by the end of the day, my feet hurt like hell due to the heels. since the wedding took place in the morning, my cousins and i headed to SM city in the afternoon. i was still wearing the make up since i know it'll be pretty hard to take it off seeing how thick it was. i was like wearing shorts, LTC shirt'08 plus make up. my cousin kept laughing at my attire, tsk. ate joyjoy, gheric and i got the same shirt! :D ive fallen in love with a few jackets but it's either too big or too small, tsk.
4th, sent gheric and her mom, kuya yetyet and chris Olivares to the airport. after that, ate joyjoy followed me, my mom and my sibs to santa barbara, overnight stay. i had fun at night. kuya francis, as usual, made me drink some gin and barcelona. after that, kuya francis, anthony, kuya peter ( i previously thought he was JD ) and i watched tv and played card games. haha, kay something idk happened. i dont know why i get ohso kilig over what happened, tsk.
5th, woke up ard 8 plus. ate joyjoy and i went to apas ( i forgot the term in english ) my mom, my sibs and cousins. they were at the golf course, playing golf. ate joyjoy and i got bored and we decided to hit a few balls too. haha, it was tote hilar! i couldn't stop laughing. ate joyjoy stopped fooling ard but i continued. the sun was showering me laaa, tsk. left santa barbara and headed to SM city again. dang! mom got short of cash so didnt manage to buy souvenirs for ppl in sg. went back to Alegre and packed up since we were leaving for manila the next day. when i was folding our undies, i started to recap what happened the previous night and i couldn't help but laugh and go kilig. JR thought i was craaaaaaaaaaaazy, lol.
6th, took off to manila in the morning. drove pass santa barbara and i half wished he would be there, together with my uncle who waited for us to pass us smth. dang, what's up with me? yeah, i knowwwww. tsk! in manila, auntie came to pick us up. ate at Mall Of Asia then went to look for cheap hotel to stay in for the night. stayed in Copacabana. the outside looks soo 1star but inside, fuuyooo! lol.
7th, woke up close to 3am. got ready and went to the airport. fell asleep while waiting to board the plane. daaaaaaaaang! i fell asleep even before the plane took off, how pathetic! i think i woke up 30mins after took off and i thought we were still waiting for our turn to take off. i slept almost the whole journey, naksss :D my position all very uncomfortable/comfortable, heh. arrived sg, 9.55am. i still cant believe im already here! just ytd, i was still in iloilo .. having ohso much fun with my cousin and their friends then right now, im back to reality.
i'll be going back to sch tmr, arggggggggh. anyway, ate maymay is coming over to sg today. well, i think she's on the way to our place already. gaaaaaah, i left gen's birthday present in the car or in the hotel. thanks to my sis, dang. whatever. i shall go off now, it's 2plus. i shall try calling kat, teeheeeee.
byeeeeee.
im baccccck! gah, i feel soooooo .. i feel like my holiday is being cut short! why when it's time to go, oh my gulays stuffs happened to made me go OH MY GULAY TALAGA?! for the first time, i wanted to be at the same place at the same time - Santa Barbara and Alegre.
3rd, was the wedding day of kuya yetyet and ate jen. argh, was made to put on make up and i find the make up thick! four gays came over to Alegre to help me and my girl cousins put on make up for the wedding. during the reception, i kinda got high. ate joyjoy even thought i was drunk, like lol? we were taking funshots here and there, yeah with heels. by the end of the day, my feet hurt like hell due to the heels. since the wedding took place in the morning, my cousins and i headed to SM city in the afternoon. i was still wearing the make up since i know it'll be pretty hard to take it off seeing how thick it was. i was like wearing shorts, LTC shirt'08 plus make up. my cousin kept laughing at my attire, tsk. ate joyjoy, gheric and i got the same shirt! :D ive fallen in love with a few jackets but it's either too big or too small, tsk.
4th, sent gheric and her mom, kuya yetyet and chris Olivares to the airport. after that, ate joyjoy followed me, my mom and my sibs to santa barbara, overnight stay. i had fun at night. kuya francis, as usual, made me drink some gin and barcelona. after that, kuya francis, anthony, kuya peter ( i previously thought he was JD ) and i watched tv and played card games. haha, kay something idk happened. i dont know why i get ohso kilig over what happened, tsk.
5th, woke up ard 8 plus. ate joyjoy and i went to apas ( i forgot the term in english ) my mom, my sibs and cousins. they were at the golf course, playing golf. ate joyjoy and i got bored and we decided to hit a few balls too. haha, it was tote hilar! i couldn't stop laughing. ate joyjoy stopped fooling ard but i continued. the sun was showering me laaa, tsk. left santa barbara and headed to SM city again. dang! mom got short of cash so didnt manage to buy souvenirs for ppl in sg. went back to Alegre and packed up since we were leaving for manila the next day. when i was folding our undies, i started to recap what happened the previous night and i couldn't help but laugh and go kilig. JR thought i was craaaaaaaaaaaazy, lol.
6th, took off to manila in the morning. drove pass santa barbara and i half wished he would be there, together with my uncle who waited for us to pass us smth. dang, what's up with me? yeah, i knowwwww. tsk! in manila, auntie came to pick us up. ate at Mall Of Asia then went to look for cheap hotel to stay in for the night. stayed in Copacabana. the outside looks soo 1star but inside, fuuyooo! lol.
7th, woke up close to 3am. got ready and went to the airport. fell asleep while waiting to board the plane. daaaaaaaaang! i fell asleep even before the plane took off, how pathetic! i think i woke up 30mins after took off and i thought we were still waiting for our turn to take off. i slept almost the whole journey, naksss :D my position all very uncomfortable/comfortable, heh. arrived sg, 9.55am. i still cant believe im already here! just ytd, i was still in iloilo .. having ohso much fun with my cousin and their friends then right now, im back to reality.
i'll be going back to sch tmr, arggggggggh. anyway, ate maymay is coming over to sg today. well, i think she's on the way to our place already. gaaaaaah, i left gen's birthday present in the car or in the hotel. thanks to my sis, dang. whatever. i shall go off now, it's 2plus. i shall try calling kat, teeheeeee.
byeeeeee.
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you, I can just look up
And know the stars are
Holding you, holding you, holding you
Tonight
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i'll always rmb it all. (:
what we could have been, 1:50 PM.
Friday, January 02, 2009
a new beginning
a new beginning
GOODBYE 2008, HELLO 2009! :D
♥♥♥
hi, hello! :D♥♥♥
okay, ps: the previous post was supposed to be published on that day itself. it got delayed cause i was chatting with hean and my cousins and i had to leave asap cause our parents were on the way to pick us up therefore i only got to publish it today :D
HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR PEEPS!
heh.
30th, had a 3hr journey to Antique. gah, i almost vomited! i hate it every time we had to go there cause there's lots of turnings and all. everyone squeezed, about 25 ppl, in one jeep. slept on kuya kris shoulders, so comfy! i almost didnt wanna wake up, heh. had a mini belated christmas party, Salibio family. mini cause it aint complete. i had funnnnnnnnn! :D got busy playing cards and even swam in the beach.
31st, went back to Iloilo. this time, less ppl went back so more space. then went to santa barbara since dad wants us to spend countdown at his place. had another belated christmas party, Gorada family. it's a mini party again cause it aint complete. at night, played cards and drank vodka with cousins. i only wanted to drink little but kuya francis kept pulling me back to the table and passing me the cup. yeah and i kinda got drunk. i cant really remember what happened. i know i just kept visiting the toilet and making so much noise. it felt so nice to sleep but needa stay up for countdown :D i got a little sober by loud bombs around me when the clock stroke midnight. i was walking ard, getting mud on my feet cause it rained earlier. after countdown, everyone went off to sleep while carell ( sp? ) and i went over to kuya francis house and chilled with him, anthony and JD ( i think. ) carell's like only 11 and i think she got a little drunk, lol. both of us went off to sleep ard 4 plus. actually our houses are VERY near each other. all built on the same plot of land so yeap.
1st, went back to iloilo and chilled with cousins. they went to watch movie and i got left behind with my mom and my sibs. boohoo right? hahahaha. nothing much happened.
2nd, I MISSED FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! hope all of you had fun on the first day. i'll be back to singapore on the 7th and to school on the 8th :D so i'll see you guys there, yeah? yeah, whatever. tsk. everyone ard me in the internet cafe are playing games and i feel so out, lol. i shall play neopets, heh. kay, whatever. i might be going SM city later to do some last minute shopping cause honestly, i havent do much shopping since i got to phils. there's wedding im attending tmr, second wedding actually. will be one of the bridesmaid so yeah. ive got to wear those irritating high heels again, tsk! after that on the 4th to i think 5th or 6th, we'll go back to santa barbara since my dad wants us to be there, again. i better end this post before i need to rush and never manage to publish, lol. oh and im eating tooooo much! ): i think i grew fat, in a way. oh and i grew a little dark too. went swimming a few days ago, heh :D a tiny little small update there. naks! :D
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee! :D
what we could have been, 3:27 PM.
