when im falling in love.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

i didn't choose you, my heart chose you

"I wanna run away cause

i can't take it, i don't understand"

hello (:

just one more day and i'll be off to pinas. i'm gonna miss bowling trainings and some outings with alyanna and orbeta - and that is if they plan to go out (: boy am i glad that i'm going back to pinas. i wanna forget about everything that's happening here, in Singapore. i want to take a break from all this things, i'm sick and tired of it. sometimes i wish someone could knock me off from my confusions, i bet no one can cause it's hard.

i can't take it anymore, i just wanna scream.! goooosh, in hours time (:

anyways, sorry if it's a short post cause i seriously got nothing to post about. now i've got to go and get ready for tagalog mass. kat's asking me to follow her family for mass since mom and dad aren't around.

bye♥

P/S: from the first day you knew i love you, i wanted to tell you that it wasn't me who chose to love you. it was my heart who chose you and yet you chose to leave me aside after a while. so much for loving you, so much for having high hopes, so much for everything. now i'm left confused, gulong-gulo talaga. sometimes i wonder if everything was just a fairytale. i wished you would come back and love me once more. i don't even know if you still do. it hurts talaga, like big time. i promise you that i'll wait for you, if it's worth waiting for ... kasi my heart tells me to hold on ... just for you.

what we could have been, 1:29 PM.