Wednesday, July 16, 2008
i cant figure out the reason
i cant figure out the reason
hellohello.
it's been a long time huh? omggg, it's the 16th! :D school's pretty okay. at least im able to follow during lessons. i seriously need to pay more attention in class. sometimes i may seem like im paying attention but actually my mind is miles away. sigggh, too many thinks in my mind. it's too shity already. alot of things has been happening. good ones, bad ones. been going to church for the past 2 days which is good. it's the right timing cause well yeeah whatever. i may look like there's nothing wrong but actually there is. i'd rather not show it, parang attention seeker kung e show mo eh. haaay, i need to buck up on my tagalog if i wanna study in pinas. i didn't know tagalog is like hard! in my point of view, chinese is easier leh but heeeck!
training today was crappy. this is another thing to prove that im totally dumb. as usual, we didn't bring our bowling ball. we used house ball :D i thought the ball was like 9 pound so i took and used it. i used it for like 30mins to an hour then i found out that it was 6 pound. i thought i forgot how to throw a ball cause my ball kept going haywire which is freakingggggg irritating! irritated = not having fun. crapped around with Maz, Kat and Nisa. Azrema busy playing handphone games, tsktsktsk. uggggh, coach wants us to bring our bowling ball. it's freaking heavy laaah! can die die die die, oh well.
and we're off to singapore flyer tomorrow. i wont be going for geography lesson plus remedial :D which is a good thing lah. i havent finish my nautral vegetation research and my filings isn't done yet. enough of lessons and schools! i so badly wanna go back to pinas but ...
ang hirap talaga. hindi ko alam kung paano kong sasabihin sa kanya na impossible na kami talaga, na hihirapan na ako. na rinig ko yung bosis nya, maririnig ko ang taas taas ng pagasa nya. hindi ko naman kaya isaktan sya kasi saan ma punta yung friendship namin? ang gulo na talaga ang isip ko. at ito pa si ... bakit ba ganito? hindi ko na kaya, ang hirap.
wow, all tagalog. sociaaaaaal! :D ignore the tagalog words and if you understand pardon my retarded tagalog. siggggggggggh. idontknow and idontcare. i better go off and get my maths homework done. im sleeeeeeepy! :D
gooodnight! ♥
shouldn't it be a happy 16th? oh bummer!
it's been a long time huh? omggg, it's the 16th! :D school's pretty okay. at least im able to follow during lessons. i seriously need to pay more attention in class. sometimes i may seem like im paying attention but actually my mind is miles away. sigggh, too many thinks in my mind. it's too shity already. alot of things has been happening. good ones, bad ones. been going to church for the past 2 days which is good. it's the right timing cause well yeeah whatever. i may look like there's nothing wrong but actually there is. i'd rather not show it, parang attention seeker kung e show mo eh. haaay, i need to buck up on my tagalog if i wanna study in pinas. i didn't know tagalog is like hard! in my point of view, chinese is easier leh but heeeck!
training today was crappy. this is another thing to prove that im totally dumb. as usual, we didn't bring our bowling ball. we used house ball :D i thought the ball was like 9 pound so i took and used it. i used it for like 30mins to an hour then i found out that it was 6 pound. i thought i forgot how to throw a ball cause my ball kept going haywire which is freakingggggg irritating! irritated = not having fun. crapped around with Maz, Kat and Nisa. Azrema busy playing handphone games, tsktsktsk. uggggh, coach wants us to bring our bowling ball. it's freaking heavy laaah! can die die die die, oh well.
and we're off to singapore flyer tomorrow. i wont be going for geography lesson plus remedial :D which is a good thing lah. i havent finish my nautral vegetation research and my filings isn't done yet. enough of lessons and schools! i so badly wanna go back to pinas but ...
ang hirap talaga. hindi ko alam kung paano kong sasabihin sa kanya na impossible na kami talaga, na hihirapan na ako. na rinig ko yung bosis nya, maririnig ko ang taas taas ng pagasa nya. hindi ko naman kaya isaktan sya kasi saan ma punta yung friendship namin? ang gulo na talaga ang isip ko. at ito pa si ... bakit ba ganito? hindi ko na kaya, ang hirap.
wow, all tagalog. sociaaaaaal! :D ignore the tagalog words and if you understand pardon my retarded tagalog. siggggggggggh. idontknow and idontcare. i better go off and get my maths homework done. im sleeeeeeepy! :D
gooodnight! ♥
shouldn't it be a happy 16th? oh bummer!
what we could have been, 11:27 PM.
