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Sunday, August 31, 2008


pain clashes with lonliness

hi and hey.

it's a sunday and it's the finial day of AUGUST. so fast so slow, lol! i spent almost the whole day today in church. had cat class till 1pm, as usual. we were introduced to 13 different ministries of our Pastoral Attachment. kat and i confirm will choose the same. john, thomas, michelle, kat and i put junior cat first choice but im doubting it now. scared boring and stuff so yeeeeeah, im not sure. this is soooooooooo ... first come first serve basic know? so tmr kat and i will rush down to church to pass up, haha. so anyway, after mass headed off to kat's house to change then back to church for divine mercy anniversary or something. emotional period, lol!

i kinda all alone cause kat was asked to control the slide show. her dad and cousin damn funny sia, made fun of her. oh gawdddddd, bbff took her freaking revenge on irritating me today. ugggggh, you watch out know? so anyway, slacked and stuff. wanted to meet my mom at imm but she said they're going home soon so i decided not to. like ooomg! the house now freaking quiet. ): only got me and my auntie here. i complained to my mom the house quiet, she laugh. i swear this is TOOOOOOOOO quiet. ): so lonely, haha!

it's the holiday babeeeeeeh! :D it's time for study and more studddy! well, not really. maybe i'll try to catch on my taiwan movies. i notice ive not been watching and seeing the latest. no mike he movies, sadded. or maybe there is, i shall go see see :D till here then! arggggh, just nice just nice! im feeling feverish right now, WHAT'S THIS? ): ): ): ): ): ):
farewell. ♥
what we could have been, 8:09 PM.

Friday, August 29, 2008


sometimes im scared of you

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
(:
heyo!
today school had teachers' day celebration. awesomeeee! the performance was nice but kind of rush. whole thing ended before 10. glad i met kuya zul, i miss him! :D went back to dzps with a large group, bbff tagged along. the new principal only allowed ex-dzps to go in after 1pm. so we roam around and ended up in st anthony. yeeeah, we pretended we were one of the seniors and slacked there. left after an hour or so then headed off to memory lane. urggggh, i miss childhood days! ): and then we walked back to dzps. met alot of people and talked talked a while. was too tired to stand so sat down while waiting for the gate to open.

inside, we were only allowed in the concourse and the tuckshop ( canteen ). urgggh, horrible! but of course, we didn't care. i toured kat around the school, showing her stuffs and yeah. that made her miss her primary school. her principal dont allow seniors to go back but at least she'll be going with her bestfriends or rather she went out with them already. so anyway, went home around 2 plus since it was boring. bet next year i wouldn't be going back. those teachers you looking for also not around, what's the point?


( ignore this paragraph, ughhhh! ) slacked at home the whole entire time. tried to get myself doing stuffs instead of just stonning. anyway in the bus on the way home, i was thinking really really hard about BGR. i agree with bbff. right now it's too late to start one cause everyday you'll be busy with homeworks, tests and remedials plus cca. i also looked at the future. by then when we graduate, we'll be 16 and would be MORE busy with collage and stuff. eeeeeee, this is shyt! whatever la reg!

so as i was saying, i slacked the whole day. read books :D im such a book worm but heeeeeck! more and more books are being published, this is L.O.V.E! ♥ anyway, september holiday is here. one week only! all filled with homeworks and more homeworks. bbff, dont forget! ive booked you for the whooooooole week! time to totally kick the books! :D we havent got back our report slips but i got a B4 for english and C5 ( i think ) for geog. ughhhh, i screwed it all up. bbff, my life saver! haha. im full of crap today, damn! better get going! i wanna continue reading book and i bet i'll be sleeping super early ( 3 - 4am ) just by reading book. screwed up, haha!
bye.

what we could have been, 11:17 PM.

Thursday, August 28, 2008


to the path of nowhere

his and hellos!

just snatched the com from jusper cause i got a slight headache after playing guitar hero from justin. evil evil, NOT. oh damn, im feeling so random today. anyway, today was another cold cold day. yes, i survived the coldness. my jacket is still having " vacation " somewhere around kat's house. i totally forgot i left my jacket on purpose this morning and i looking for it like a retard which cost me to miss 178. thank god it was raining or else im late for school. lessons were okay kinda slack. i passed english, like yay! but i failed geog by 4.5%, like whaaaat?! i screwed the previous test that's why. oh well, it's O.V.E.R now there's no point in looking back.

and today was full of surprises. shocking news here and there. sometimes everything seems perfect but we're mistaken. i learnt a few things today, meaningful stuffs. oh dang, weird stuffs has been happening too. too speechless, too suprised. ive got nothing much to update cause nothing much interesting has been happening. there are times when i get mad at my dad cause he wont buy the freaking ticket back to pinas. i hate it when he puts his side of family first instead of us, uggggh. nakakainis talaga. i shall go off, na antok na ako pero ive got my girl to catch. dang, 2 more weeks left! ): i wont sleep before 12am, rmb that reg! (:

byes and goodbyes.

what we could have been, 9:23 PM.

Wednesday, August 27, 2008


when you shake me like that

hello and hello!

such a cold day today huh? today started differently. missed 178 and tyco rishi was at the bus stop waiting for nick and they were planning to take cab. john was with me so we took with them too. heng wasn't late for school but just imagine 7 bucks for a ride to school. it's so ... like what the heck. anyway, today was like a slack day for us. had our CIP thing today so yeap. managed to sell everything yet we still felt it wasn't enough so we're planning to have more round if im not wrong. anyway, bowling today was quiet. azrema, mazliana and nisa confirm pon lor, tsktsk. annoying kat is always the best solution. heard some stuff and was kinda suprised, haha. oh well, shocking thing but heeeeeck!

spent our next hour in the library. sorry vivian i couldn't help you renew cause some have reserved the book therefore the mechine denied. anyways, more books and more books! :D i wanna buy BREAKING DAWN! the Twilight saga is done, siggggh. my imaginations ah, damn damn tsktsk. so yeah, that was actually my boring day.

oh dang, im excited to go back to pinas! :D cousin willing to drive me around when his school closes for christmas vacation. this is so great having a 18 year old cousin. in iloilo, it'll be by car. in antique, it'll be by motor. awesomeness! time for wild party, heh. i really need something to help me forget singapore when im in pinas before the major exam. to have a great and fun vacation i npinas, it all depends on my endofyear so ive got bbff to help me with maths and other sub. im up to come study " camp " in bbff's house. it's all up to my parents and her dad. oh well, we'll see how it goes. shall go off, dad has been going in and out of my room cause he's fixing to wireless internet. screwed up! :D random.
oh and hope the people who went to see the performance at bpp had a great time. go assumption! feeling random :/

goodbye and till then.
damnitdamnitdamnit! im lost for words. speechless is the right word.
what we could have been, 8:21 PM.

Saturday, August 23, 2008


i still think about you

hellohello!

just got back home like an hour ago from Chris De Silva's concert for the boys' town 60th anniversary. it was an average kind of thing. we all expected it to be like some p&w where you jump the whole entire time. i almost fell asleep actually but the songs were nice. very nice to sleep :D on the bus on the way back to school after concert, we had lots of fun and laughter. it didn't felt like we were in the bus instead in some pub. almost everyone in the bus where up, dancing and singing. well, there were only the upper sec on the bus. cool huh? the lower sec took another bus, haha. the last part before reaching school, something hilarious happened. we were like laughing our ass off. kat was partically screaming/laughing, i almost pee! we laughed for almost about 10 - 15 mins. it was THAT hilarious.

i think i love today, 22082008. after school, kat and i were like disturbing each other and laughing like some retards. i guess today is just some laughing day, a day to be H.A.P.P.Y. a day to forget everything. even just mins after recess, i made fun of alvin. was laughing like some retard. argggh, good old memories! i so totally miss my childhood days when alvin, ramdzan and i were still innocent people :D those sleepovers at my place after christmas celebration was awesome! now, we dont even do it. oh well, we have to move on with life. oh oh and in the taxi with kat, mary and oliver was another hilarious scene. i swear i laughed alot today! oh well, this is a day i'll never forget. (:

till here! i need to get some rest and do my homeworks and study for tests. uggggh, so many homework can? plus mostly all either due on monday or tuesday. im dyingggggg! so no sc duty for me tmr, i need to force myself to study already. EOY is on octber the 3rd! aly's birthday, haha. we'll be having CLB paper on that day. sad aly aint gonna be here, she'll be happy cause it aint during maths paper.
bye and goodnight.

talk about future, i aint ready for whatever is gonna happen.
p/s: nowiknowthetruth,i'lljustfacethefactnothing'sgonnahappen.goodbye.
what we could have been, 1:12 AM.

Thursday, August 21, 2008


pretty forms

ayumi, my 206 guest's brother.



i had to pull him away from azmi just for this picture.


taken before the " beautiful " fall of mine, ugggh.






wallet photo ♥

i forced thomas to make me look taller :D
this is the difference between me and thomas. ( sigggh, sad life! )


incomplete.
us with azmi's guest, yuki :D
john thomas, me and azmi the extra ( tsssk! )
me and saori. kat and kanako.
something really random. we were about to jump.
family photo with saori.
me and saori, my guest. (:
that's all now! (:
P/S: did i tell you kanako ( kat's guest ) doesnt like azmi? she even screamed at him, haha!

what we could have been, 9:35 PM.


hellohello!

oh dang! August is going awaaaaaaay! september is coming which means endofyear is coming. well well, prepare to flunk EVERYTHING reg! uggggh, im dying in almost everything lah! i need to pass this freaking endofyear in order to go sec4 next year and then i'll just concentrate on studying for o levels. seems like a big plan huh? i bet i wont even make it to sec4. sad dad suddenly dont let me go back to pinas to study for colleage but im gonna protest. i need to get out of singapore! ): studies studies, everything also studies! ( dang! thanks to that word i got a mental block! )

oh forget it, i forgot what i wanted to write. anyway, this whole week went by slow. too many things happening and oh yesss (!!) i rmb what to write now :D thanks to ira, i suddenly missed my primary school. ): we talked during english group work :D yeeees yessss, english! of course ms bhavani nagged at the whole class cause some ( like me and ira ) couldn't be bothered :/ there's one thing i totally regret after i left dazhong, siggggh. i could've ... sigggh. a total waste! but thinking about it right now just makes me laugh. oh well, i just wanna treasure my high school. i dont want anymore regrets. oh dang, this post is getting boring! all about treasuring and shyt stuff.

i shall go off right now. people would've ran gone out of my blog by now. i want the book eclipse by stephanie meyers! the bukit batok library is taking ages to send me that freaking message that i can collect the book i reserved, uggggh. IM DYINGGGG!
P/S: sorry for my dull moods LE.
bye.

Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal
Di ka na muling mag-iisa
Kung ako na lang sana ang iyong minahal
Di ka na muling luluha pa
Di ka na mangangailangan pang humanap ng iba
Narito ang puso ko
Naghihintay lamang sa iyo

what we could have been, 9:09 PM.

Friday, August 15, 2008


and it keeps going in circle

hellohello!

long time no update huh? haha :D exactly last week, bff and i hosted the jap as you can see in my previous post. we went to sentosa, vivo and other places. had fun with thomas, azmi, kevin and augustine. meeting these people was a random thing lah but it was fun. something embarrassing happened in sentosa. oh so dejavu! bffs! you should know right? sigggh, how i wish aly was here right now. i bet life in class would be alot more easier than it is now.

i simply hate ytd and today. so overall, i dont like my week. i was freaking pissed today cause my dad doesnt want whole family to go back to pinas. ugggggh, i want whole family to go back cause we'll be attending my cousin's wedding and the whole salibio ( mom side ) family will be there! out of anger, i told her i'd rather not go. but of course i'll still be going but tickets are expensive! screw the price lah! im excited to go back cause mommy said we'll be going to WOWOWEE! how cool is that?! hopefully i'll be lucky enough to get sam milby, enchong, michael cruz or some hot celebrity as their guest on that day. flying to manila is cheap but coming back to sg is expensive! if can, i'd rather not go back. if i need to retain sec3, im off to pinas next yr. (: EOY is cominggggggggggggggggggggg!

how time flies huh? it's the 15th already! anyway, went out with bff today. (: we watched money no enough 2. i didn't really laugh that much but the mother was hilarious, i swear! and there's this girl behind us, when she laugh, she laugh uber loud. it reminds me of my brothers' fake laugh =.= oh oh i'll upload the pictures from the jap exchange tmr or when im free. i gotta run off and read NEW MOON! :D
byeeeeeeee!

im distracted and numb all over again.
what we could have been, 11:51 PM.

Friday, August 08, 2008


say no more

it's 080808! :D

just a short post right now. im hosting for jap exchange, which is like right now. oh dang! i miss ayumi! and what's best is that saori is close to ayumi! aaaaaaaah! haha :D anyway, went to town today with kat's guest, kat and mary. nothing much actually. just walk walk around, so yeeeah. short and sweet post :D i gotta go sleep cause we've got to wake up uber early for sentosa. woot woot, one whole day there.
and of course, i update cause it's 080808 :D haha, feeling random yet sleepy.

and HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE. (:
bye.
what we could have been, 11:32 PM.

Sunday, August 03, 2008


oh baby tralala

cause it's you and me



feeling random!
nights ♥,

what we could have been, 1:22 AM.

Saturday, August 02, 2008


when it's cold outside

hello mellows!

oh dang! i still cant get over that my mom cut my dream this morning. this saturday morning of mine started off very unusual, haha. anyway, went swimming today. gosssh! it meant, under the sun! im getting sick and tired of suns right now, urgggh. i have enough of suns for one week, trust me. i find my whole week so useless, so restless. nothing much happened, just isolating myself lately in class. there's not much lessons going on and didn't quite enjoy my week cause of suns, suns and more suns. plus i guess i was just tired after camp and yessss i know! camp was 1 week ago!

okay on a lighter note, feast day is tmr. uggggh, people like kat, john and michelle are having their duty first thing in the morning. that is like so totally not fair cause my duty is at 11.30am. screw the time slot! it's damn sad lor, siggggh. but hopefully feast day would be fun just like the other two years :D such great memories, sigggh. esp during sec1 days, awww! oh dang, oh dang! ): im lost for words all of a sudden, siggggh. i better go off and there's three random pictures. lazy to upload the rest.
bye!
( quit it reg, nakakainis ka na talaga! )



1st of august. (:
i love the sunset in clementi. bff said it looked like there's a forestfire.

it's not so clear cause it was a last minute photo taking before leaving after camp.

i kept asking myself why why why but i never get the answer i wanted. why, why do you want to make things so difficult? why cant you just make it easier? why do you keep going in circles? sigh.


what we could have been, 8:23 PM.

Friday, August 01, 2008


yet another day

GOODBYE JULY. HELLO AUGUST. (:
hopefully it would be a even better month.
siggggh.

bye. ♥


what we could have been, 11:30 PM.


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