Feeling more comfortable with yourself may be the result of reconciling old disputes and fixing the damage that has been done. Continuing to take inventory on resentments will allow you to live a healthy life. With this weight off of your shoulders, others will see the difference.
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i wanna run away to Lipa in Batangas! omg, they're selling a hacienda there! hacienda means i dont know how to explain but there's farm where you stay ( google for it if you can :D ). the background is some mountian view and there's three ponds in the middle that are made for swimming! i swear the whole thing felt like some fantasy. just by buying a piece of land there cost $30k! that's not counted building your own house. dad jokingly asked me to faster get a boyfriend and ask him buy for us a piece of land =.= i swear i want to live in batangas! it's about 1200m above sea level and it's cold, even during summer!
guess what? there's animal farm there! even ostriches would be around! dad wouldn't mind buying but it's too far away from where we originated - Iloilo. but i heard near my dad's place in Santa Barbara, they're building a hacienda too. kat! that one i was talking about? nice sunset! :D it's a nice getaway from singapore, tsk. oh yes, the mountain is Mt Malarayat.
a few pictures will be posted up. ewwww, the pictures look small. if you care, i know you dont care, but just go see see. (:
http://www.raincreativelab.com/hsb/hacienda/
the video shown to us just now was more awesome and the talk the lady gave made me almost kneel down to my dad just to invest to that place. oh yeah, followed my dad to corcone or whatever hotel and shopping mall to meet up with some of his friends. that was how i get to know that place. some of my dad's friend had long ago bought a land there, sigggh. they said about 100 slot left! ahhhhhhhhhhh! ): i wanna stay there! it's an exclusive area or whatever they call it. i dont mind studying in Batangas. i'll drag justin along :D uhhh, i cant live alone in pinas! im so totally not familiar with it esp BATANGAS!
enough whining. i better go off and sleep! still need to wake up early for tmr. exco meeting and stuffs to do. gah, this post is pointless ... AGAIN. goodnight!
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what we could have been, 12:32 AM.