Wednesday, October 15, 2008
selling mondays
selling mondays
hellohello!
i just remembered something after reading kat's blog, haha. ytd, when we were on our way to the Borders something retarded happened. we were on the escalator going down when suddenly the escalator jerked and we jerked along. the whole scene is damn retarded cause i was happily messaging and kat was happily singing some song when the thing took place plus the escalator stopped when we were in the middle and no one was behind us at all. gooooooooosh, couldn't stop laughing. i guess we're too heavy to make the escalator move or maybe it's kat's singing :D
and last night, kat started going oh so emotional cause she misses her childhood. awwwww! hahaha. she's damn lucky la! grew up near the ricefields while i grew up near the beach plus she has 5 years of memorable memories there while i only have 3 years and the rest is in sg. but still, all those childhood memories are only left to be reminisce everything and at least it was something memorable to look back to. right now, i think im paying back for all those happy days of mine. cause ... life sucks big time. no no, im happy with those around me but it's just that i dont have alot of fun adventures unlike i used to have when i was young.
warning! emotional part, you can dont read.
happiness for me now is like some short-lived happiness. if i ask for long happiness, i'll be given long sadness. so i'd rather shut my gap and dont wish for anything. i dont believe in wishing on birthdays and blow that candle so that it'll come true, i dont believe in dreams coming true, i dont dont dont dont believe any wishes would come true. i'd rather think that way than having hopes of having that wish to come true. uggggh, i sound like some sadist right now! cause whatever i wish for turns out the other way round and it sucks big time cause it crushes my hopes into millions of pieces. the most ironic thing is that, im looking forward to go back to pinas cause i can see lots of stars and maybe a shooting star and make a wish. like it'll ever come true. if i does, good then but if it doesnt, it proves that wishes aint my thing. ah heck, im getting emotionally emotional ( is there such thing as that? )
i shall go off and find something un-emotional to do like watching ISWAK2. (: oh, sorry for this uber i-dont-know post.
goodbye.
right now, i dont know.
my instincts are telling me,
it's useless.
i just remembered something after reading kat's blog, haha. ytd, when we were on our way to the Borders something retarded happened. we were on the escalator going down when suddenly the escalator jerked and we jerked along. the whole scene is damn retarded cause i was happily messaging and kat was happily singing some song when the thing took place plus the escalator stopped when we were in the middle and no one was behind us at all. gooooooooosh, couldn't stop laughing. i guess we're too heavy to make the escalator move or maybe it's kat's singing :D
and last night, kat started going oh so emotional cause she misses her childhood. awwwww! hahaha. she's damn lucky la! grew up near the ricefields while i grew up near the beach plus she has 5 years of memorable memories there while i only have 3 years and the rest is in sg. but still, all those childhood memories are only left to be reminisce everything and at least it was something memorable to look back to. right now, i think im paying back for all those happy days of mine. cause ... life sucks big time. no no, im happy with those around me but it's just that i dont have alot of fun adventures unlike i used to have when i was young.
warning! emotional part, you can dont read.
happiness for me now is like some short-lived happiness. if i ask for long happiness, i'll be given long sadness. so i'd rather shut my gap and dont wish for anything. i dont believe in wishing on birthdays and blow that candle so that it'll come true, i dont believe in dreams coming true, i dont dont dont dont believe any wishes would come true. i'd rather think that way than having hopes of having that wish to come true. uggggh, i sound like some sadist right now! cause whatever i wish for turns out the other way round and it sucks big time cause it crushes my hopes into millions of pieces. the most ironic thing is that, im looking forward to go back to pinas cause i can see lots of stars and maybe a shooting star and make a wish. like it'll ever come true. if i does, good then but if it doesnt, it proves that wishes aint my thing. ah heck, im getting emotionally emotional ( is there such thing as that? )
i shall go off and find something un-emotional to do like watching ISWAK2. (: oh, sorry for this uber i-dont-know post.
goodbye.
right now, i dont know.
my instincts are telling me,
it's useless.
what we could have been, 1:16 PM.
