another 18 year old baby. ):
hi, hello.
i so badly wanna be 18 right now but kuya kevC said you'll wish you arent 18 cause of the huge responsibilities you'll face. therefore i can conclude that, there's pros and cons to being 18. well, there's pros and cons to every age you are at actually, i guess. all my mom and her two girlfriends talks about is going clubbing or drinking or whatever at some bar or whatever.
like today, we went to ranelle's house and have a mini party together with kevS's fam. then the adults were like: " regina, 3 more yrs! dont worry! " yeah, 3 more yrs alright. i told a sip from my mom's cup, heh. some beefwhile or whatever beef dry gin it was, lol. that's all i can rmb, dry gin. i rmb the spelling as ALMOST the same as beef, whatever. then the whole entire while i was stoning or rather, in deep thought, base on ate { ah-te, sister } jurane. i was dying halfway through, feeling sleepy. ranelle wasn't in the mood, misunderstanding with her sis so i was left alone listening to the adults talk. i almost fell asleep :D went home 12 plus and almost fell asleep, which is the earliest after 2 weeks or so but dad was burning something into the disc sooo, i lost my sleepiness. well, not really. sleepy but cant sleep.
in the afternoon, i dragged myself out of the freaking chaotic, messy and noisy house for exco meeting. okay, some retarded stuff happened, i think. when i got down from 61, walking towards KAP, veeeery oblivious with my surrounding. i suddenly saw someone wearing black walking beside me and kinda pushed me. i screamed, duhhhhh. was freaking shock, i swear. guess who? yeah, it was endy. i swear i felt like killing him at that point of time. i almost fell down sideways due to the shock i had. thanks alot endy! that really woken my soul up, ugggh! only endy, hong teck, nasrul, bryan and me were present for the exco meeting. oh, dulcie and kaijie tagged along, haha. they were in their own world. meeting ended 5pmplus and rushed home so yeah.
and ytd .. i hate ytd. i hate 4th december of every year, full stop. it's like a curse or smth. cause i rmbed, it was a wednesday on december 2002. went to check my phone and it was 4th december 2002. me and three of my close neighbours were happily cycling back home, we were even laughing. when suddenly, both yue wei and yue hui { yeah, they're twins } smiles suddenly faded away. from a distant, their dad saw them .. well, they weren't allowed to keep or ride bicycles so yeah. they got scolded and all, we offically called it the worst day of the year. everything that took place that day, i rmb it vividly. i cant rmb if anything bad happened for the past years but last year, i had a sucky, as in a reeeeeeeeeeeeally sucky day one of the first week of december. i cant rmb when it was but yeah. this year, it happened again. yeah, it's whatever to you but it's omg to me. lol, whatever :D
and oh, before blogging, i happened to go bloghopping and stumbled upon this chinese/filipino blogger in pinas. i find this 4 things really meangingful, i hope she wouldn't mind. not that she would be reading my blog, but just in case she happens to be bloghopping too. so, hope you dont mind :/
1. troubles will come. it may intensify. it may even hurt you. it may float you away from your destination. but troubles will end. there will always be the beginning and the end.
2. parents may teach you what to do, but you need to need to learn it on your own, even if it takes to do it without them.
3. theories will never be facts without experiments.
4. confidence is earned, not bought.
oh and pardon me if i kept using those four colours :D i find them pretty and it kinda matched altogether, along with green. this seems like a pretty loooong post aside from one of my previous post where i did the quiz. this post is wordy, lol. so pls dont fall asleep :/ maybe i'll add some random pics before ending this wordy post, heh.
kaaaaaaaaat, ziying! pls send me the pics before i leave :D
pics below :D
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this and the second pic is the World Aids Day concert. eh, my phone suck okay.
