hey.
ytd, i got forced by ranelle to go East Coast Park so i went since my parents allowed. the night scene was really relaxing. dark sky, a few stars, calm ocean, ship lights, planes taking turns to touchdown in airport, the quiet sound of seawater breaking through the shore. i like that feeling, very much. ranelle and i had a girl talk, meaningful girl talk. it feels good to talk with old friends whom you used to be soo close. i reached home 12amplus. it feels so weird to go home that late alone, without my parents with me. the night was silent, scaryyyyyy. my thoughts drifted to my protective guy cousins, i miss them.
anyway, this morning when i woke up, i felt feverish, so weak. i didnt wanna get up but i had to. it's just the first month of 2009 and im already getting sick. i doubt im going to school to tmr, which is good. i need a few more days of rest. millions of homeworks untouched. maybe i'll do it if i got the strength to. kat messaged me late morning just now saying that she's feeling feverish. i guess it's cause we got wet from the rain on sunday plus ytd, due to rushing, i accidentally scratch myself on the bbq screen. it was rusty some more, oh well. i shall continue chatting with bestfriends, aly and kat. but all of a sudden, ive lost my mood. tskkkkkkk.
goodbye.
just keep strong.
what we could have been, 12:01 PM.