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Tuesday, March 31, 2009


i'll drop by sometime

goodbye march, hello april.
surprisingly, this month wasnt as bad as i thought
..
or maybe it still sucked.


im here to bid march farewell cause i'll be having a freaking long day tmr. ive got the urge to upload pics during my trip back to pinas. ive got enough oh iloilo pics, i shall upload the short period of time i was in manila. enjoy and iloveyou.


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me and my cousinssss, heh :D
i love this photography, heh. this and the below pic. jusper all girly and jusper as a rockstar. omg, he'll make a handsome rockstar one day, hahaha. oh pardon the priceless face of germaine.this pic and the below one was after dinner at jollybee. we were pretty high here.my cousin, kuya jofel.john lloyddd's billboard. marielle, shaina and valerie.



wow. upload these pics totally took alot of time but it did helped me kill time. i wasnt in the mood to study for chem. i feel like just lazing ard, shoot me!

bye.


what we could have been, 9:44 PM.


hi! :D

im currently in sch having EC. wondering why i can use right? hahahaaa. having ART EC now and we're suppose to do our research but heheeee, ellis and i are updating our blog. anyway, while typing this, the librarian opened some glass door and it came falling .. thousands of pieces of glass on the floor. we got shocked.

anw, today's the last day of MARCH and that's one reason why im updating. oh oh, nabil's like beside ellis who is beside me. lol, makes sense? anw, that guy damn irritating sia. only know how to disturb people. school's been alright just some downside just now, dont wanna think about it. i was really really sleepy and decided to sleep during ss, as usual. gossssh, tdy would be another long day! we still got ss EC, nyahahaha! im gonna sleep to prepare for maths EC after ss. kay, im babbling right now! i guess i just really need time off even though ..

i shall go off and do some research. i feel like dropping art but i'll only be left with 5 subjects and the school dosnt seem to allow students to have 5 sub. oh wel, ive gotta bear with art. i really need some magjor inspiration going. i hate it when there's no inspiration. oh crap it!

bye.

i feel crappy and irritated
whenever you react that way.
if only you really knew.
sigh.

what we could have been, 3:23 PM.

Sunday, March 29, 2009


i wanna start and end my day with you

hi!

i had great fun chatting with aly and kat ytd, hahahaaa. i finally managed to fall asleep at 3am plus after the long chat we had.

so anw, wake up call by kat. well, jusper was shaking me till i was awake cause kat called my house. heh, sorry about that kat! got ready and went for 1230 mass. omg, tdy was full of shyt! hahahaha. after mass, went to hang out with kat, mary, archille and reynile (sp?) downstairs my house the coffee shop. the two guys had sudden craving for macs fries so we walked to macs, through church and met random ppl like jerome and shane plus other church hi-bye friends. omg, tdy we were like playing hide-and-seek with ppl, i swear. esp me! hahaha. kat should know. omg it sucked big time ah! then i went home ard 3plus. was too hooked with ASAP'09, your song: underage and the buzz to get any homework done. well, the most important homework was maths. eh, i managed to complete it.

right now, i got the sudden urge to do english essay but im not sure which one to do. dang! i wasnt paying attention during english, omg. i shall phone bbff later to check :D and do it wasnt a really good sunday to study, hahaaa. but at least i managed to go to church. anw, there was this old lady sitting behind us and at some point she would say: " thank you Jesus, Alleluia! " i was just smiling at the way. to be honest, i wasnt paying attention during homily. i was distracted by the little girl in front of us. i looked at her and i suddenly missed taking care of babies and also thought how it would be like to be a mother. oh well, that would be the future. hahhaaaaa.

anw anw, another new week has began and i really hope this week would be a better one. i just noticed that im just 4 - 5hrs away from my hometown, by aeroplane :D i could go pay every holiday IF we have the troublemaker, $$ ( money ), a huge sum of it. i feel that whenever im in pinas, i tend to do wild dangerous stuff that i dont do here. like enjoying really speedy motor rides esp where there's that high slopes, going up and down. omggggggg, that was really awesome! i dont dare riding a motor here even though it's counted safer here. in pinas, everyday i have messy hairs .. cause of the strong wind that's blowing your hair whenever you travel, by motor or jeepney. omg! i miss the supah fast speed, sigh. but that fun can wait, after Os .. i'll go wild man! lol.

kay la kay la. enough of it! i think we currently have about 200 plus days till Os. i really need to put in all my effort in doing homeworks instead of rushing on it. yeah right reg, lol.
g'night everyone. (:

you're my dream in fantasy.

what we could have been, 8:56 PM.

Saturday, March 28, 2009


say you're sorry

hey, hello! let's go.

lol. kay anw, ive wasted my saturday very nicely! heh. i didnt go for PA cause i was running late and wasnt in the mood to rush here and there since i was having my period so made up a lie to my parents saying that it got cancelled. i cant possibly say im not going anymore cause firstly it's church stuff secondly i was already dressed up and thirdly my dad or mom would probably nag at me for not going cause i was late .. they know my timing well. then i spent the rest of my morning reading Rachel Hawthrone's Suite Dreams. ive finished the book and grab my lunch. i slacked the next 3hrs before going out with dad, uncle and dad's friend to some warehouse sale.

crap! i spent about half an hour just to pay for my shoes and socks, very nice! well, i didnt plan to buy some running shoes .. my dad asked me to buy so i went along. at least i managed to get out of the house for about 2hrs. when i got home, i continued lazing around :D i guess that's how my saturday always end up if i dont get my butt out of the house. i shall chiong on my homeworks tmr. my goal is to complete everythinggggg by tmr afternoon. (: then i can enjoy ASAP'09, ogling at cute hotties :D oh plus your song: underage. it's a nice teenage show, heh.

anw, today's Earth Hour or smth right? well i had this really cute conversation with mom and jusper. well not really conversation, hahaha.
me: mi! off the light! need to save the Earth!
mom: what for? aiyah, no need la!
she's busy painting her nails that's why.
me: aiyah, just off la. for fun!
jusper: ate(sis) for what? God will save the Earth.

hahahaha. my reaction was slow actually. few mins later i burst out laughing. cute answer for a 6year old kid. easy said than done jusper! but anything can happen! john called, ohhhhh he's supporting the Earth Hour and asked me to off the light too but dad said: what for? we always do that! hahahaaaa. well, i kinda agree with him. sometimes, my living room lights would be off ard 9 - 10pm plus. everyone would be in their own respective rooms. well, my light would be online till someone off the light. well, i use the dim light before i sleep cause i would read my daily dosage of book if i've borrowed any from the library.

anw, i just hope sunday would be a reproductive day for my homework. heh :D g'day everyone? i shall go off now. i wanna concentrate chatting with aly and kat. i love those two. aww, where's mariel! ): ohoh, i think i'll put my tagboard up for a while :D

g'night! (:


i really wish you knew.
im still torn, get that?
pls do. ):

what we could have been, 11:02 PM.

Sunday, March 22, 2009


this is the last time

hi.
the last day of holiday is here and
it'll be another new term tmr. which means back to school tmr.


im so not excited for school.
new piles of homeworks coming in.
constant reminder that Os is coming and blahs.
" let's make mountain of homeworks ",
written all over all teachers faces.
i wanna get over and done with 2009,
cant wait! (:


so, goodnight everyone.
till the next time im free :D
♥♥

what we could have been, 10:49 PM.

Friday, March 20, 2009


the fear of losing

im lazy to update in words so i've decided to post a few photos from confi camp. i dont really think this is all the pics. there's still more from keenan but he havent really uploaded it in facebook, i think. so here:

this is what i did early in the morning of today. hahaha, webcamming with kat and aly.
GROUP 9! me, angeline, claire, melissa and rebecca. ( front ) carmen, petter, john thomas, leonard and sarah. ( back ) the last guy standing, malvyn, hahaha.

Like the cross shape. kat john and i are standing at the second row from the front.spot john's head, hahaha. he's jumping hard core.GOGGLES UPPPPPPPPPPPPP!
from the shortest to the tallest, hahhaaaa. i look tsssk!
i love how this thing is being captured.we were trying to find 20 differences here, hahaha.this is jerome. notice he wasnt in all our group photos? so wasted, sigh.random group shot, first night :Dto xiao guilin, second day.HE'S AN AWESOME GOD! see kat, john and me? hahaha.
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if there are more pics, i'll upload. i know i owe a few ppl the bowling pics and some confimation camp pics, heh. i'll upload it soon.
for now, i wanna go get some shower and try tackling my homeworks. might meet up with john and kat to study later. (:
byeeeeee, with love.

what we could have been, 2:32 PM.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009


just when you thought life was wonderful

hi.

im currently having fun with my newly made bestfriend, Fever. whenever im down, she'll come and find me. actually, normally it's every once a month. it's pretty awesome, we get along really really well. just when i thought life totally sucked, she comes to my life.

so you hear me, dont you? im having fever, AGAIN! third time for this freaking year and it's just the third month for christ sake! im trying to survive, lol. what sucked most, im having it during the holidays. i cant do my homework, blah. so now im wondering whether to go for Geography Fieldtrip tmr or stay at home being all pathetic .. doing nothing.

anw, i managed to go for chemistry lesson ytd. it was okay okay, late for class and got wet in the rain. can you believe it's wednesday today? omg? and ive not completed a single homework given by the teachers. what's more, i did badly for my ca1. know what? i think i should just go and try to get my maths homework done by today, then i'll feel proud and happy. (:

bye.

i really hope you guys will pardon me for this idk post. (:
what we could have been, 4:28 PM.

Sunday, March 15, 2009


power through his spirit

evening. (:

im back from confi camp, a slowly changing person, i think. lol, i dont know. this camp .. mixed feelings. anw, while i was on the way to st anthony with mich, angeline messaged me saying I'LL BE IN HER GROUP! got really happy and all cause at least i've got someone i know.

and like what angeline wrote on my affirmation page just now, God wants us to be in the same group .. somehow. i was in the same group as her during LTC and kinda worked with her during Sec One Camp. anw, we were in Group 9! omg! awesome group! i really think God put me there for a reason. firstly, angeline, john thomas and jerome were in my group. claire and carmen too, who were in my cat class group last year - group 3. then there's peter, my first holy communion partner. know what? that was like 7 years since we last talked and guess what?! he's in my group! :D there's rebecca too, my cat class mate in one of my pri sch years ah. there's two more guys, new friends.

anw, we all really bonded together, like seriously. even my facilitator was one of my so called long last friend. i met her when we had PARISH YOUTH CAMP back in 2006. how awesomeeeeee?! i love my group, really. hahahaha. these 3 days, ive learnt alot of things. the most important part during the whole 3 day was last night, 14th march 2009. i cried, we cried, mostly everyone cried. we had our confession. kat and i had heart to heart talk with natalie and amanda, individually. plus a heart to heart talk with kat not forgetting one with john. omg, i swear john made the two of us breakdown like seriously. it was a nice feeling to really let it all go but i know deep inside ive not let go completely. well, my mind was too blank to rmb what to tell kat. i shall have one more heart to heart session with her soon. (:

overall, it was an enlightening experience but the food isnt really that good. i shall say st anthony primary sch is such a RICH school. their toilets are waaaaay cleaner than aes, lol. i'll never forget this confi camp for the rest of my life, really. did i say ive talked to my so called long lost childhood friend, Gwenda? she remembers me! :D

special thanks to: my lovely Group 9 - angeline, jerome, john thomas, peter, claire, carmen, rebecca, leonard and malvyn plus our two beautiful facil, Melissa and Sarah. (: along with kat, john mari and the new friends ive made. (:

* GOGGLES UP! * teehee, i'll miss group 9. ):

i shall end the post here. im pretty lazy to upload the FEW photos ive taken and i shall wait for the photograhers to upload the pics in stmary's website.

goodnight, everyone. ♥


hating and bearing grudges on someone
is really very heavy.
it's not only hurting that someone,
you're hurting yourself too.
so learn to Forgive and try to Forget.
yes, easy said than done but
once you've forgiven,
you'll feel light, really light.
or else it can haunt you forever.
dont learn the hard way,
cause it hurts ..
alot.
i do feel the sense of lonliness sometimes,
wishing someone would take that feeling away.
but with God, you're never alone.
me .. you .. we ..
idk. im just not ready to face anything right now.
too much hurts kept inside, i really need to ..
sigh, pardon this part.
it doesnt mean anything.
i want to be back in God's arm again, fullstop.

what we could have been, 9:12 PM.

Friday, March 13, 2009


somewhere we belong

hello!

oh my gosh, im so tired and TGIF!

Thank God is Friday and Today God Is First :D

kay, pardon me. hahaha! i need to get the " holy " mood going cause i'll be leaving in about an hour for confirmation camp in st anthony. omg, i really dont know what to expect. we shall leave it to God. after this camp, hopefully i'll really learn something. from letting go completely to moving on to surrendering my all etc. there's so much to learn and i hope it'll be this camp. and a few months time, i'll be confirmed and i'll be done with CATHECISM :D

time really fly by fast huh? school as per normal. i cant believe a week has just gone by, omg? teachers are telling us Os are very near yada yada. they made it sound like as if Os is like next month and all, scaryyyyy. really, just by looking at it .. it's just scary la. anyway, i got back my progress report. the usual! i failed 3 subs and passed 3 subs. argggggggh, i feel so regretful! ): didnt take my ss test and failed my combine humans upside down, lol. kay, no use looking back. i shall learn from my mistakes. this three months has been a really hectic month and less improvement was mood, like O.o omggggg, i got to buck up and achieve the goal ive made for myself for MYE. eh sial la, all about studies! :D

i think this week is really complicated la, ive got nothing to say about it. yups, bowling competition is O.V.E.R! :D i had fun and obviously we just bowled for the sake of fun. but wednesday training was the worst of all. coach ben just had to dampen our happy moods, oh well!

i shall go shower, eat and maybe use more of com and meet mich first then kat! im excited, in a way :D i wanna know what's gonna happen. hopefully new friends would be made. ohhh, holiday next week but it doesnt feel like a holiday when we're still needed in sch.

bye everyone.


what we could have been, 4:02 PM.

Saturday, March 07, 2009


amibigious

hello! :D

im back from camp, in one piece. ive survived, woooooow! kay, im so dead tired even after having my 17 hours of sleep. heh, i was THAT tired. i did alot of running and walking plus losing more than a litre of sweat, lol. i dont think i'll do anymore walking and running for a week but that's our everyday life isnt it? the camp was overall, idk. ive got no words to describe it. every morning, the girls in the ops room wakes up early due to some of the sec ones alarm ringtone. im just glad one week of march had gone by, fast. it doesnt felt like saturday, it felt like monday.

i dont know why but im in a good mood right now, heh. or maybe cause ive visited mike he's page and i melted! ommmmmmmmmmmgggg, he's lik effing hot! i wanna watch Devil Beside You again :D anw, i missed my PA today. thank God jeanette was understanding enough. Confirmation Camp exactly in 6 days' time :D i dont know whether to be excited or not, i mean it's held in St. Anthony like omg? kay, i dont knowwwww.

i pretty much wanna slack the whole day today and chiong on maths homework tmr, heh. one more week to a pathetic one week of sch holiday. i shall go and maybe watch some movie or smth? hopefully this good mood will continue till the rest of my remaining night.
bye people, iu all. hahahaha :D

I can only come with you this far
There are some things we just can’t do
We’re more than friends
But we’re not a couple yet
The scenery afar seemed be raining soon
Should I cry or not
Is it that i think too much or is it you?
I’m not very convinced
And I also started to suspect
The person in front of me
Is he still the same?
Is it the real you?

eng version of Ai Mei by Rainie Yang.
* it pretty much makes sense, right?

what we could have been, 4:57 PM.

Sunday, March 01, 2009


yet another moment

goodbye february, hello march!

a fruitful/stressful month had gone pass. i wonder what march brings me for 2009. it's always a bad month for me but will there be any changes? we'll see. so far, i didnt have a great start for the first day of march. bad morning, so shut up.
bye.

3 more days to dooms day.
bowling competition officially begins tmr.
get me a gun and shoot me! ):


as long as the stars shines from the heaven,
long as the river run to the sea,
i'll never get over you,
getting over me.
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last year youth rally. kat's/mich's group plus my group. (:

i kinda miss the ppl in my group, it's like an all-girls group, hahaha. oh, the guy mich, if you can see .. was my partner during my holy communion - peter ooi. hahaha, i still rmb that. and the guy sitting all the way at the end, he's like my classmate in cat class since pri4, i think so or since pri 3. awesome huh? even mich and i had been classmates since pri 5 or 6, im not sure but i noticed her when we were pri 4. hahaha. ahh, just felt like reminiscing old memories. oh along with dom, he's since pri5. but there's one thing i really miss and that is those friends ive hanged out with during my kindergarten times, where we hang out near st anthony with their maid and some of our mom. shall i call them my long lost childhood friends? the only one im having communication with is john plus gwenda but i dont talk to her anymore. doubt she remembers me.

we grow so fast, i cant believe it marks another end to a chapter in my life. 2009, graduating from high school and off the college. say whaaaaaaat?! so fast! and in two years time, i'll be in on the journey to adulthood. omg? life is insane, like a highway. i really should stop, thanks. (:



what we could have been, 9:11 PM.


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