Sunday, March 15, 2009
power through his spirit
power through his spirit
evening. (:
im back from confi camp, a slowly changing person, i think. lol, i dont know. this camp .. mixed feelings. anw, while i was on the way to st anthony with mich, angeline messaged me saying I'LL BE IN HER GROUP! got really happy and all cause at least i've got someone i know.
and like what angeline wrote on my affirmation page just now, God wants us to be in the same group .. somehow. i was in the same group as her during LTC and kinda worked with her during Sec One Camp. anw, we were in Group 9! omg! awesome group! i really think God put me there for a reason. firstly, angeline, john thomas and jerome were in my group. claire and carmen too, who were in my cat class group last year - group 3. then there's peter, my first holy communion partner. know what? that was like 7 years since we last talked and guess what?! he's in my group! :D there's rebecca too, my cat class mate in one of my pri sch years ah. there's two more guys, new friends.
anw, we all really bonded together, like seriously. even my facilitator was one of my so called long last friend. i met her when we had PARISH YOUTH CAMP back in 2006. how awesomeeeeee?! i love my group, really. hahahaha. these 3 days, ive learnt alot of things. the most important part during the whole 3 day was last night, 14th march 2009. i cried, we cried, mostly everyone cried. we had our confession. kat and i had heart to heart talk with natalie and amanda, individually. plus a heart to heart talk with kat not forgetting one with john. omg, i swear john made the two of us breakdown like seriously. it was a nice feeling to really let it all go but i know deep inside ive not let go completely. well, my mind was too blank to rmb what to tell kat. i shall have one more heart to heart session with her soon. (:
overall, it was an enlightening experience but the food isnt really that good. i shall say st anthony primary sch is such a RICH school. their toilets are waaaaay cleaner than aes, lol. i'll never forget this confi camp for the rest of my life, really. did i say ive talked to my so called long lost childhood friend, Gwenda? she remembers me! :D
special thanks to: my lovely Group 9 - angeline, jerome, john thomas, peter, claire, carmen, rebecca, leonard and malvyn plus our two beautiful facil, Melissa and Sarah. (: along with kat, john mari and the new friends ive made. (:
* GOGGLES UP! * teehee, i'll miss group 9. ):
i shall end the post here. im pretty lazy to upload the FEW photos ive taken and i shall wait for the photograhers to upload the pics in stmary's website.
goodnight, everyone. ♥
im back from confi camp, a slowly changing person, i think. lol, i dont know. this camp .. mixed feelings. anw, while i was on the way to st anthony with mich, angeline messaged me saying I'LL BE IN HER GROUP! got really happy and all cause at least i've got someone i know.
and like what angeline wrote on my affirmation page just now, God wants us to be in the same group .. somehow. i was in the same group as her during LTC and kinda worked with her during Sec One Camp. anw, we were in Group 9! omg! awesome group! i really think God put me there for a reason. firstly, angeline, john thomas and jerome were in my group. claire and carmen too, who were in my cat class group last year - group 3. then there's peter, my first holy communion partner. know what? that was like 7 years since we last talked and guess what?! he's in my group! :D there's rebecca too, my cat class mate in one of my pri sch years ah. there's two more guys, new friends.
anw, we all really bonded together, like seriously. even my facilitator was one of my so called long last friend. i met her when we had PARISH YOUTH CAMP back in 2006. how awesomeeeeee?! i love my group, really. hahahaha. these 3 days, ive learnt alot of things. the most important part during the whole 3 day was last night, 14th march 2009. i cried, we cried, mostly everyone cried. we had our confession. kat and i had heart to heart talk with natalie and amanda, individually. plus a heart to heart talk with kat not forgetting one with john. omg, i swear john made the two of us breakdown like seriously. it was a nice feeling to really let it all go but i know deep inside ive not let go completely. well, my mind was too blank to rmb what to tell kat. i shall have one more heart to heart session with her soon. (:
overall, it was an enlightening experience but the food isnt really that good. i shall say st anthony primary sch is such a RICH school. their toilets are waaaaay cleaner than aes, lol. i'll never forget this confi camp for the rest of my life, really. did i say ive talked to my so called long lost childhood friend, Gwenda? she remembers me! :D
special thanks to: my lovely Group 9 - angeline, jerome, john thomas, peter, claire, carmen, rebecca, leonard and malvyn plus our two beautiful facil, Melissa and Sarah. (: along with kat, john mari and the new friends ive made. (:
* GOGGLES UP! * teehee, i'll miss group 9. ):
i shall end the post here. im pretty lazy to upload the FEW photos ive taken and i shall wait for the photograhers to upload the pics in stmary's website.
goodnight, everyone. ♥
hating and bearing grudges on someone
is really very heavy.
it's not only hurting that someone,
you're hurting yourself too.
so learn to Forgive and try to Forget.
yes, easy said than done but
once you've forgiven,
you'll feel light, really light.
or else it can haunt you forever.
dont learn the hard way,
cause it hurts ..
alot.
i do feel the sense of lonliness sometimes,
wishing someone would take that feeling away.
but with God, you're never alone.
me .. you .. we ..
idk. im just not ready to face anything right now.
too much hurts kept inside, i really need to ..
sigh, pardon this part.
it doesnt mean anything.
i want to be back in God's arm again, fullstop.
what we could have been, 9:12 PM.
