Sunday, June 21, 2009
i thought i'll always be strong
i thought i'll always be strong
hey.
ytd was .. im having mixed feelings. ive nvr looked forward to ytd to begin with anyway. im suppose to spend my afternoon at hong teck's place, playing risk but the night before, i miss my curfew. dang, i should've said i'll be home by 11pm if i knew he'll be okay with it. so i was downstairs my house with john, jt, josh and uh keegn. we talked and stuff then bye bye to keegan. we played basketball then i left for church. ranelle came along and i was sitting beside her. hahahaha, we were talking throughout the whole 1 hour! we just talked and talked, not paying attention then off to my house for dinner party. john's and kyle's fam came followed by kat and archille. jt came back to return john's phone and we played basketball. ahhh, good old times.
then they had some match with another of my family friend while kat and i were flirting with clyde. he's effing cute and chubby, i swear! and he weighs 30kg for a 7 year old kid! they finished the match then we went to drink. by then, it was 1030 and the party was being shifted to john's place. kat and i went back to my place to grab her bag and my parents were still there. lol, i swear they were half sober! whenever i try talking to them, they ignore me and they kept laughing, my gosh! then we went over to john's place and started singing, hahaha. embarrassssssinggggg! my dad soon came over followed by the ladies. then off to the room to play wii. a while only la then we went down to talk.
by then, i was fuming with madness. i think i could've killed someone right there and then. but whatever, it aint worth getting angry at. really kind and thoughtful of you to ruin my last few mins of celebration. then, kat and archille left. it was 1am by then. we went back up and i was depressed throughout the night. i was like some loner watching only u while john's talking to stars and josh and kyle were psp-ing. depressing much? i was almost forgotten by my drunk parents, lol. i ran out of the house, seeing them waving happily. so when i was home, it was 230 by then. slept ard 5plus and woke up at 1030 tdy.
kat says im insane. sleeping late yet waking early but i think im just used to it. i feel like going out now, im dying of boredom but to where and with who? so i shall stay home and maybe do homeworks. or maybe other stuff, heeeee :D
go running nose, so block nose!
pls leave me alone cause it's irritating me! ):
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
ytd was .. im having mixed feelings. ive nvr looked forward to ytd to begin with anyway. im suppose to spend my afternoon at hong teck's place, playing risk but the night before, i miss my curfew. dang, i should've said i'll be home by 11pm if i knew he'll be okay with it. so i was downstairs my house with john, jt, josh and uh keegn. we talked and stuff then bye bye to keegan. we played basketball then i left for church. ranelle came along and i was sitting beside her. hahahaha, we were talking throughout the whole 1 hour! we just talked and talked, not paying attention then off to my house for dinner party. john's and kyle's fam came followed by kat and archille. jt came back to return john's phone and we played basketball. ahhh, good old times.
then they had some match with another of my family friend while kat and i were flirting with clyde. he's effing cute and chubby, i swear! and he weighs 30kg for a 7 year old kid! they finished the match then we went to drink. by then, it was 1030 and the party was being shifted to john's place. kat and i went back to my place to grab her bag and my parents were still there. lol, i swear they were half sober! whenever i try talking to them, they ignore me and they kept laughing, my gosh! then we went over to john's place and started singing, hahaha. embarrassssssinggggg! my dad soon came over followed by the ladies. then off to the room to play wii. a while only la then we went down to talk.
by then, i was fuming with madness. i think i could've killed someone right there and then. but whatever, it aint worth getting angry at. really kind and thoughtful of you to ruin my last few mins of celebration. then, kat and archille left. it was 1am by then. we went back up and i was depressed throughout the night. i was like some loner watching only u while john's talking to stars and josh and kyle were psp-ing. depressing much? i was almost forgotten by my drunk parents, lol. i ran out of the house, seeing them waving happily. so when i was home, it was 230 by then. slept ard 5plus and woke up at 1030 tdy.
kat says im insane. sleeping late yet waking early but i think im just used to it. i feel like going out now, im dying of boredom but to where and with who? so i shall stay home and maybe do homeworks. or maybe other stuff, heeeee :D
go running nose, so block nose!
pls leave me alone cause it's irritating me! ):
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
i'll be your joy and you'll be my comfort.
what we could have been, 4:50 PM.
